Today’s meditation was ten minutes and twenty seconds long, and focused on allowing yourself to emerge from the defensive walls we all hide behind and therefore be open and vulnerable to allow for growth.
This is often a hard lesson for me, although over the years you have definitely chipped away at those walls I used to live behind 24/7. It’s you that taught me that it was okay to -feel- my feelings rather than burying them. And it’s you that taught me that my feelings are valid, no matter how confusing they may be.
I think that, because of these things, I have developed into a better person. A person that looks not just at logic, balance, and fairness… but also at how others feel and are affected by my own actions and the actions and situations of others.
Today’s draw is the page of pentacles and the eight of swords. There was no jumper, as they came out together.
The Page of Pentacles is a representation of an omega Learning energy, person, or a personality in the areas of finance, resources, and the physical.
The Eight of Swords is a representation of restriction and/or the need for new perspective in the area of thought and intellect, communication, logic , and instinct.
Together, the Page of Pentacles and the Eight of Swords indicate that the goals I’ve set forth for myself in the areas of my life involving money and even my physical body may be a little difficult (or even impossible) to obtain without opening myself up to new perspectives, and having a little faith in my own instinct and ability.
Essentially, this is a message telling me to have more faith in myself and be open to new ideas in order to learn what I need to know, and thus in doing so, find the best path on which to move forward in the direction of my goals.