This is a spread that I do at the end of each month to close out the month.
Individuality – King of Swords and Nascondino – Hiding from responsibilities and allowing a fog to swirl in and create confusion and panic where clarity is needed. Fear follows and creates tension as you fear what you can’t see and what might pass you buy entirely without seeing you in turn.
Dependence – Hanged Man atop The Empress, Dolceamara atop Rose Red – In the grasp of the above mentioned situation, you have lost sight of your need for self care and your walls are trying to come up and close you off from others. This habit is not healthy for you, or for others either. Don’t allow your walls to get so high that you can no longer see beyond them.
Creativity – Ten of Wands Rx, Mary Go Round, Hide and Seek – Less burden and a bit more fun. A different path than the one you are used to walking upon. You’re trying to change. Remember that this isn’t about changing who you are or the person others see, but about changing the habits that are unhealthy for you and exchanging them for something better.
Limitation – Three of Cups and [Unknown Title] – Your self flagellation for having a good time and taking care of your needs (social and otherwise). That negative inner dialogue has begun to spread out from your inner voice and influence your actions and emotions. There is no need to punish yourself. It will only set you back.
Change – King of Pentacles and Agata – Your guides and the cards are working together to comfort you over your financial uncertainties. You should listen and lean into that comforting rather than stubbornly clinging to the worries you’ve been struggling with. Allowing that comforting to do its job and listening to the nurturing voice that’s trying to help you will allow for you to find solid footing concerning how you feel about your finances and resources.
Sympathy – Justice and Luck – Times in the past when you have been treated unjustly have been swirling around the outer edges of your awareness recently and causing a dimming of your inner “shine”. This is a shadow that wants to rise up and needs to be soothed back into place with reminders that that time of powerlessness is in the past now.
Luck – Five of Cups and The Ice Princess – Remember when you were learning how to serve and your grip on the tray wobbled, all of the glasses on the tray sliding off to the floor except one? Even though they fell, none of them broke, and the one still on the tray didn’t even spill a little bit. It was a triumph… even in the face of failure. Sometimes we can wall ourselves off to those small triumphs, and you’re at risk of doing that now. Make sure you don’t forget to celebrate the little things.
Power – Seven of Wands, Cuddle, Last Days – Feeling ganged up on and vulnerable does not mean it’s time to build up your walls and seclude yourself away from the rest of the world.
Responsibility – Two of Wands, Cowgirl, [Unknown Title] atop Blue Bird and The Fox – Grab a direction and run with it. This message is an echo of a previous reading you did that said the same thing. Essentially, put on your big boy pants and GO already. Stagnation is not your friend. I pulled clarification cards on this position, which then indicate a need for diligence and paying attention to your surroundings.
Message from Spirit World – Overcome your feelings of vulnerability not by closing yourself off, but rather by accepting comfort and allowing it to both ground and energize you. Keep an eye out for predators.
Message from Mind’s World – Don’t poison yourself with old habits that you know aren’t good for you. It will close you off from being able to see “the full picture” and leave you forsaking positive activities for less healthy ones.
Message from Known World – All actions have consequences and repercussions. Make sure that you are paying attention to what you do staying true to path and kind to yourself.