The Takeover
Forgotten spaces
hidden places
the earth continues
it’s sneak attack.
Beaten back
again and again
but she
will outlast us all.
Month: September 2020
Compassion
Today’s meditation was was ten minutes long and one of the harp strings meditations with interval timer. It was very relaxing, even if my piriformis stretches were pretty painful throughout the process. This is not a surprise as my physiotherapy / yoga practice is as well at the moment. I’m paying the price of not going in to the chiro / sports medicine doc regularly.
Today’s draw is the Emperor card, which is traditionally a representation of an authority figure or leadership. This card is about the responsibility and steady control as one makes decisions for the greater good.
Sometimes, when making decisions for the greater good, we have to disregard our own wishes and desires. It sucks, but that’s what being the responsible party is all about. It’s about working towards the well being of all instead of the individual. This is the message that stands out to me today in the imagery of this card. The man in the picture is weathered and tough, but his eyes hold a hint of kindness as well. Strength tempered by compassion.
And whether you lead or follow, whether you’re the man on top of the mountain, or just one of the grunts climbing the hill? We all have strengths. The important thing is that we wield those strengths with compassion.
DECK USED: BOTAN TAROT
#Zentember #LovelyHealing Challenge Prompt
Question: Where do I shine?
Reading Summary: Reevaluation (Four of Cups) of my strategies (Seven of Swords) when things change or go awry (The Wheel).
Take Away: This is about adaptability, and making things up “on the fly” in order to keep moving even when roadblocks try to trip me up. The thing is, I don’t see anything in life as a real “road block” but more a challenge. Stopping is not an option because life just doesn’t work that way, so it’s important to be able to adapt and adjust and keep moving, even when it feels like you’ve reached the end of the road.
DECK USED: ART NOUVEAU TAROT c.1989
#DiscordTarotholicsSep2020 Challenge Prompt
Philosophical Question: What are the 3 major strengths of humanity?
Two of Swords – Free Will – Humanity has the ability to make choices, to exercise free will upon themselves and their situation. Although sometimes our choices are not always appealing, there are always choices open to us. We are able to dream our dreams, and make choices based upon what we want out of life.
The Emperor – Autonomy – With free will comes the autonomy to create out own fate and move forward in the direction we choose. Sometimes we must make a round-about path to get there, but ultimately we choose for ourselves where we are going on our path.
The Devil – Transcendence – Which then leads us the ability to transcend. This is not about “spiritual transcendence” to a new level of consciousness, but rather the ability to pull ourselves out of bad situations through our free will and autonomy and into a different situation or better place either mentally or physically.
DECK USED: WILDERWOVEN TAROT
Lionharts #AstroTarotChallenge
Question: What is my biggest strength (or personal superpower)?
Reading Summary: Potential growth (Ace of Disks) through nurturing (Queen of Cups) and recuperation (Four of Swords).
Take Away: As much as I struggle with giving myself the nurturing warmth and rest that I need, the fact is that I am able to physically bounce back rather quickly when I do fulfill those needs. After multiple car accidents, and more injuries than I can count throughout the three decades of my life so far, my recoveries have always been impressively quick, and even more so if I allow myself the self love and recuperation needed during those times of healing.
DECK USED: HARDY TAROT
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: How can I appreciate all of my talents?
Reading Summary: Remember how much you have overcome (Starseed atop Five of Pentacles), and where you come from as well as how much you have grown along the way (King of Swords atop Page of Swords). Take care to act sans impulsivity (Knight of Swords).
Take Away: Impulsive action is not my friend and in order to appreciate my talents, I need to use them in ways that support my growth and keep me moving forward. That requires both forethought, as well as trust in my moral compass to lead me forward in a positive direction.
DECK USED: EL GOLIATH TAROT
Gideon’s Challenge
Potential
A little seed
lies in
more moss than grass
it waits for rain
and an earthen grasp.
New life held
safe and sound
in pod’s embrace
til roots grow down.
Photo © ZenStatePhotography
Weekly Creativity Prompt – The Winner
Pull up to three cards use them as the foundation to express and/or describe someone’s (real or fictional) reaction to winning the lottery.
When the ticket turned out to be a winner, he couldn’t believe it. He’d never had a bit of good luck in his entire life, and then the numbers were called and he’d won. He’d really won! He’d been buying the tickets so long that it was more habit than hope any more, and then his world changed in a moment’s stroke of luck that made up for all those unlucky moments that had come before it. (The World)
The funny thing about habits, though? Is that even when your dreams come true, habits don’t die. They live on and continue to influence us no matter what circumstances change in our lives. And so even though he’d won the lotto he continued to play it anyway. The one percent of his income he’d put toward it for so many years continued… but now? That one percent was so much larger. Having never learned to manage money, over time that one percent started to eat into his winnings… of course so did the indulgences he couldn’t help but purchase now that he had the money to do so. (The Devil)
In the end, he ended up back where he’d been all along. The winnings gone, they had taught him a valuable lesson, but one that he’d learned too late. He knows now that it’s important to spend money wisely, no matter how much of it you have. His bank now empty once more, the wisdom will carry on regardless. (The Hierophant)
DECK USED: THE ASTRO TAROT
The Pursuit of Happiness
Today’s meditation was ten minutes long and another fidgety meditation session. I think that I need another hike to get out some of this pent up energy. I’ve reorganized my decks and I went through and tucked labels into all of my swaddled decks today as well. And yet, as much as I’m feeling the need to expend energy? I do not seem at all inclined to spend it on work. Go figure, right?
Today’s draw is the Knight of Cups, which is traditionally a representation of an active beta energy, personality, or person in the area of one’s emotions, relationships, intuition, and creativity. This often portrays itself in a theme of going after what brings someone joy or following your imagination and creativity into new adventures.
What stands out to me most strongly in the imagery of this card today is the guy down at the lower left corner holding the spear. How funny is it that there’s so much going on in this image, so much to draw the eye, and yet it’s that little head and shoulders and the spear that draws my gaze.
I think sometimes we all need a little prodding to get going on doing the things that are good for us, and going after your joy is definitely good as long as you aren’t… you know… going after heroin or something. In general, happiness is important to our well being, and yet sometimes we hold back without any real reason behind why. That spear looks like a really good prod to get things going, don’t you think?
The message in this card is to stop hesitating and just do the stuff that’ll make you happy instead of thinking about it and putting it off. You’ll feel better and be much happier if you just do it already.
DECK USED: HUSH TAROT
#Zentember #LovelyHealing Challenge Prompt
Question: What’s my essence?
Reading Summary: Someone that teaches others (Il Papa) how to find their direction (Three of Wands) during their darkest hours (Ten of Swords).
Take Away: This somehow makes sense to me in… okay so I relate to this because of something that Gideon said to me… has said to me. Or maybe he was saying it to someone else and I just overheard it? Anyway, he said that I have this tendency to tell people exactly what they need to hear, just exactly when they need it most. Like when I told him guilt makes for a crappy relationship (can’t remember the exact words) and it was in that moment he needed to hear it to realize the truth of his situation with is ex.
I don’t usually realize I’ve done this, and yet I know it happens because Gideon has said he’s seen it happen. Others have said similar as well. And so I understand and believe… and very much relate to what’s said in these cards. I love that I have the ability to help people in this way, and I’m okay with not being aware of having done it in most cases. As long as I’m helping others to make their lives better, and thus the world a better place? I’m good with being oblivious for the most part.
DECK USED: TAROT BY ALEXANDER DANILOFF 2012 IV EDITION
#DiscordTarotholicsSep2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: What do I need to focus on for self care this full moon?
Reading Summary: That is one hell of a Three of Staves. Just sayin’. This is a newer deck for me and the first time I’ve spent any quality time with it since I received it. And.. wow on the Three of Staves… just sayin’.
Continue to move forward (Three of Staves), even if it’s done with caution (imagery on the Three of Staves overlapped on the Page of Cups), in the direction of my emotional growth and finding the balance for it in my life (Page of Cups). Don’t allow my internal anxieties and worries to overshadow this process (Nine of Swords). I’m internally strong enough to keep these things from growing and festering into something that will become a hindrance (The High Priestess).
Take Away: For self care during this full moon I need to make sure that my anxieties and worries are not standing in the way of getting that emotional growth to a place of pause a safety for the upcoming holiday rush. This isn’t about backsliding, but it’s about preservation of progress. Allow my inner strength to shine through and burn off the cloying touch of my anxieties so that I move forward instead of backsliding.
DECK USED: DRAGON AGE INQUISITION TAROT
Lionharts #AstroTarotChallenge
Question: Generate your birth chart at astro-charts.com and scroll down to houses to learn about your zodiac signs per house.
Information on the zodiac signs through each house means can be found here.
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: What helps me stay positive?
Reading Summary: My “cup overflowing” with the love of others (Three of Cups) that is fostered through clear and strong communication (The Tower and the Queen of Swords).
The imagery here in The Tower of this deck is about enlightenment destroying the Tower of Babble. This creates a dynamic in this specific card in this specific deck where the card has the ability to represent the salvation of good communication.
In this way, communication doesn’t just bracket the Three of Cups in this reading, but are representative of pillars of strength standing strong on either side of the card of connection and emotion.
Take Away: Communication with those I love and trust helps me to stay positive. It is the cornerstone of any good relationship, and being open and honest with these people fosters the bonds I have built with them. I am, in fact, unable to always bring about my own positivity and optimism. I need their help to do this sometimes, and it is with their help and love surrounding me, as well as their wise council, that I’m able to take their support and advice without fear of betrayal. This allows my trust to flourish so that I am able to share the deepest and darkest parts of myself. They are my shaft of light shining into the darkness.
DECK USED: HAINDL TAROT
Gideon’s Challenge
Pesky Ideas
Goddamned
irritating
whisper
in my ear.
Push it away
and it keeps
coming back
again
and again
and again.
Twisting the Leaf 