Cantankerous
To say I’m cranky
doesn’t cover
and tolerance
soon all will discover
has been thrown out
for irritation
and vicious snapping
is such a temptation
please just let me
go to bed
and I’ll try again
tomorrow instead
Month: February 2022
The End Is Nigh… Not Really
Today’s meditation was skipped.
Today’s draw is the Five of Wands, which is traditionally a representation of tests, trials, and conflict in the area of one’s passions, drive, inner spark, and values.
Look at that imagery. I’ve had that exact argument before.
The thing is? Sometimes values just don’t align, even with those you love. This card’s reminder is that these disagreements and moments of misalignment don’t mean that the end is nigh, or that you love them any less, or that they love you any less. It simply means that we are all unique individuals.
DECK USED: MODERN LOVE TAROT
#DiscordTarotholicsFeb2022 Challenge Prompt
Questions for February 3rd and 4th
Mercury is in transition. What personal energy will best facilitate conversation with others today?
King of Swords, Seven of Swords atop Five of Wands – Take charge. Instead of clashing with those that simply refuse to see any perspective but their own, use you assertive nature to direct the conversation where you want it to go. You don’t suffer fools well, so simply don’t allow them hijack the conversation. Letting them do so will just end up with you irritated and/or frustrated.
How can I be a better friend to those closest to me at this time?
Ace of Pentacles, Queen of Wands atop King of Wands – A new project of theirs is in need of your influence to get off the ground. Lend your support and drive to their cause. This is not one of those times that they can do it on their own… at least not in the beginning. They don’t need you to take over, but a bit of guidance and support will go a long way.
DECK USED: MODERN LOVE TAROT
I’m trying to make sure I get to bed at a semi decent hour today, so that my drive isn’t so difficult tomorrow.
Gideon’s Challenge
The Static
It creeps in
slow and steady
a little bit
at a time
until suddenly
you realize
there’s more gathered
than you realize
and it is
sucking
at your boots
clinging
as it tries to
drag you down
into the cold
Photo © ZenStatePhotography
The Unexpected Boon
Today’s meditation was skipped.
Today’s draw is the Hanged Man, which is traditionally a representation of taking a pause, considering different viewpoints, the need for a change of perspective, and letting go of control to surrender to the moment.
Now this is a figure that doesn’t appear to mind the position they find them in at all. The imagery here speaks to me not just of pausing to consider a different perspective, but to truly find the unexpected boon in that other perspective. Really relax into it, let go, and see where it might end up taking you.
DECK USED: TAROT EROS GARDEN OF LOVE
Mr Lionharts’ #TheFebruaryTarot Kindred Spirits Challenge Prompt
Questions for February 1st thru 3rd
What does my highest, most exalted self look like?
Ace of Cups and Ten of Wands – These cards are a representation of “honeymoon phase” on overdrive. It’s an indication of new emotions and good behavior, and not showing your flaws.
The fact is? There is no such thing as a “highest, most exalted self. We’re human. We’re all human. We all make mistakes and no one is perfect. Pretending otherwise helps no one. Believing otherwise holds you back from your true potential.
What advice does this version of myself have for me?
The Magician – Everything you need is already a part of who you are.
Where or in what way would my life change if I became {more} open to stepping into the highest version of myself?
Two of Pentacles – More balance. It’s not about being perfect, it’s about becoming a better person. Instead of focusing on the goal of becoming perfect, focus on the goal of being a better person, and better balance will come naturally into the equation.
How am I asked to step into this highest version of myself this month?
Eight of Cups and Queen of Cups – Leave behind what isn’t working, and own this better version of yourself… flaws and all. Be kind to yourself. It takes more strength to be kind than to be cruel.
In what way or in what area am I asked to raise my vibration?
Eight of Wands Rx and The Devil Rx – Slow down and savor instead of indulging in your tendency to always be striving for more. Get to know yourself, learn to be kind to yourself, instead of constantly reaching for the temptation to punish yourself for being… you.
DECK USED: ROMANTIC TAROT
#DiscordTarotholicsFeb2022 Challenge Prompt
Philosophical Question for February 2: What is the difference between living and being alive?
Reading Summary: In one lives security, comfort, and connection (Two of Cups and Three of Pentacles). In the other lives chasing after fleeting passions with everything you have (Ace of Wands and The Devil).
Take Away: It’s the story of style vs substance. This reading didn’t ask which is better, it asked what the difference between the two is. Ultimately? Neither is wrong or right, but there is a distinct difference. One builds roots, the other is quick and always moving. One builds connections, the other is constantly changing.
DECK USED: TAROT EROS GARDEN OF LOVE
I took a nap because I was tired and I think it was a good move, even if I kind of feel like I woke up a bit lower emotionally than where I was at when I laid down.
Gideon’s Challenge
I Saved You a Seat
Just a little
tired today
lets stay inside
don’t wanna play
no frolic in
the chilly woods
or sprightly dance
as lovers could
instead
I wanna sit
right here
and you could
tuck in
close and near
Photo © ZenStatePhotography
Weekly Creativity Prompt – The Lovers
Prompt: Pull the Lovers card from your deck(s). Compare the imagery between the Lovers card from the Tarot of the Hidden Realm and the Lovers card(s) from your own deck(s). Based off the imagery, how would you read them differently, and why?
Tarot of the Hidden Realm – There is a sweetness here, and a loving innocense. This is the anticipation of first love with a moment’s hesitancy due to innocence. There is trust in this moment and irresistable attraction. Here we see depicted a moment caught in time where a bridge is created between what once was… and what will be. A decision made that will forever change everything. How do you make the right choice? Where does the decision come from?
Eros Garden of Love Tarot – So wrapped up in each other they can’t see the serphent tangled among them, here we see depicted the distraction that sex, attraction, and passion can become when one dives in care free and careless. Others watch on (the angel) but don’t interfere, like a friedn that wants to warn their friend that the “other half” is bad news but won’t because they either don’t want to butt in or fear damaging their friendship by pointing out the obvious. This card asks… what has your passion blinded you to? What warnings and dangers lurk that you are ignoring because you are too caught up in the moment?
Blood Moon Tarot – To me, this card is very reminiscent of the Tarot of the Hidden Realm’s Lovers card. The same irresistable draw of opposites, but with less innocence, and more passion with a gritty “tangled roots” sort of feeling. There is heat here in the connection between the two figures, familiarity and pulse fluttering intimacy, as well as a sharing of resources that speaks of nurturing energy, love, and care. Union flavored with passion, emotion, and support. Where in the Tarot of the Hidden Realm the card depicts a choice in the moment it is about to be made… here we see that choice made once and over again and again.
Tarot de Maria Celia – Let us not forget the Marseille depiction of the Lovers, which we see here in this card. A man and his bride stand together as a mother figure tries to pull him away. Sometimes, this mother figure is an alluring “other woman” instead. In both cases, this imagery is all about choices and making decisions that are best for you and alligned with your values and what you want in life. This imagery is asking if you are allowing yourself to be distracted from what is best and healthiest for you. Do you make the good choice? Or let distractions, temptations, and other influences pull you away and off this path you’ve invested in?
Twisting the Leaf 