Shadow Work (The Less-Than Whisper)

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I have not done much in the realm of reading for shadow work this week, but I have been researching from writing prompts and tarot spreads that I will be able to use along that path once the holidays are over.

I have also decided to continue with the Tarot for Growth for another month, as although I sometimes find the prompts a little deep and skimming a little close to sensitive subjects, I am also enjoying it and I haven’t had anything from it actually trigger me, so I think it’ll be okay.

I may switch things up in December, though, and do a monthly challenge that’s a little more lighthearted.  We’ll see.

I am grateful, though, that the rawness that had caused that whisper to rise has eased off for the time being.  It was more than just the vulnerability of the drop, but incorporated the whispers of my father coming through when the veil was thin, as well as what has been going on with my mother over the past few weeks.

Now that her opportunity to “pimp me out” to her foundation buddy’s son for the Halloween fundraiser, all I have to deal with is her badgering about being disappointed in me, which is much easier to deal with somehow than the fact that she views my sexuality (and me at all) as a bargaining chip for social prestige.

One thought on “Shadow Work (The Less-Than Whisper)

  1. Deep is okay, sensitive is okay too, so long as you don’t find it unnecessarily upsetting or damaging. Though lighthearted through December could also be a change that you will need during a time of rush rush rush and alot of stress on your shoulders.

    I’m glad that the “less than” whisper is easing as well as that little bit of a shadowed “visit” from your father during that reading you had…your mother though, she really needs to fucking STOP. You’re not her toy to loan out or barter with, you’re not her property to pimp out.

    The sheer disrespect for you and our relationship is just…mind boggling. If she was trying to set you up to make you happy, I wouldn’t be near so insulted as I am that it’s ALL about her and her wants and how it benefits HER is just…UGH. Shutting up now.

    I love you, beautiful. I value you and I respect you. I appreciate you.
    You have nothing to feel guilty for so don’t let her guilt you into believing you do. If anything, YOU should be disappointed in her, not the other way around. She needs to grow up and stop being so selfish and self centered and realize that you have FEELINGS and value.

    Right, shutting up for real now. I love you man

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