Today’s meditation was skipped again. This time it wasn’t interruptions, though. It was sleep. I got home from the farm and took a shower, then sat my ass down on the bed for a minute to look at the messages on my phone and… fell asleep. It was a good nap tho!
I’m actually a bit confused by this card due to the illustration. The herb that is (according to the guide) supposed to be represented by this card is Zanthoxylum americanum (Prickly Ash Bark), but the illustration on this card looks like Jasminum flowers.
What I find today is that the today resides not so much in what card popped out (Ten of Fire) but rather the confusion that surrounds the card’s illustration.
Combined with the message on the Thera-pets card for today, what we see here is a message about acceptance and adaptability. Don’t allow the unexpected to knock you off track or make you doubt yourself. Stay open to new experiences and new perspectives. Bend like a tree in the wind and you will weather the changes far easier than if you hold yourself rigid in the storm.
DECK USED: BOTANICAL GRACE TAROT AND THERA-PETS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL CARDS
The #httSelfImprovementTarotChallenge Prompt
Question: What needs to be released to unburden my soul?
Reading Summary: Trying to pretend you can ignore (Five of Inkwells) new ideas and inspiration (Ace of Pens) is creating a situation where you end up judging yourself harshly (Judgement) and allowing anxiety to thrive (Nine of Pens).
Take Away: Essentially? The cards here are telling me to pull my head out of my ass and start writing down my ideas again as they come up. Allow them to pour out onto paper and keep a log of them. As a result I will feel like they have been preserved and not be so down on myself for not pursuing them right away, or forgetting them and then feeling anxious about what I’ve lost with my forgetfulness.
DECK USED: LUNARIA TAROT
#DiscordTarotolicsApr2021 Challenge Prompt
Trolley Problem: Do you divert the course of nature let one person die to save five strangers, or let nature take its course and let five people die?
Reading Summary: Instinctive reaction (in the fire colors within the first two cards). I would instantly go for (Two of Fire Rx) the thing I feel passion for (Knight of Fire). And then spend the rest of my life judging myself (Judgement) and retreating to beat myself up inside (The Hermit Rx atop Eight of Water).
Take Away: That sounds about right. Honestly? I’m a selfish fuck and… I would probably kill the five to save the one that matters to me.
In that moment of panic? I can absolutely see myself making that choice, no matter how wrong it might feel later on down the road (or how wrong it might feel if I’d taken time to think). No time to think? I’d just do it… then spent the rest of my life beating myself up about it.
DECK USED: BOTANICAL GRACE TAROT
I forced myself not to work today, even though I was very, very tempted to do some work. I want to try and give myself the most rest and recuperation that I can. Going back to work will happen soon enough.