Longing for Rain
Spring raindrops
fade from memory
as hot summers
sear the moisture
from flesh and soil
to leave
the spirit dry
and cracked
as we try
to remember
what it felt like
to feel lush
and full of life
once more
Month: September 2022
❤️ Self Care Saturday (On a Sunday)
These Saturday readings are (not usually) bearing in on any one thing or event in my life, as the question used is asking for a more general outlook. This is a self care exercise, and is not meant as a predictive reading… although that, too, happens on occasion.
The question is… What do I need to focus for self-care through the week ahead?
Earth – Three of Swords atop Queen of Wands – Don’t let sour grapes ruin the strength and focus you get out of those things that bring you joy. Sometimes shit’s going to go wrong, but that shouldn’t change the pleasure you get from the pursuits that you love.
Air – Page of Swords – Remember during this week what you have learned about keeping your inner narrative in check. You’ve spent the summer learning to use positive self talk and optimism in a battle against that inner voice, and you will need those new skills this week.
Water – Knight of Swords – Its okay to be impulsive now and then, as long as you’re not hurting anyone in the process, so stop restraining yourself so often from acting on your emotions.
Fire – Ace of Swords – Time to begin the strategy, planning, and communication with others needed to get things going in preparation for the holiday rush. Your ambition is gearing up.
Waning – Violets and Mugwort – The veil between the spirit world and ours is beginning to open this week. Make sure you are not allowing family members that have passed on to slip in and screw with your head or your mood.
Waxing – Bats and Tarantula – Make sure that any decisions you make this week are made with a clear head, and only after a moment of reflection with yourself.
Take Away – Make sure you are staying on top of using your newly learned skills to keep your negative inner narrative in check, and don’t let road blocks or other problems squelch your enthusiasm, ambition, or the good that can come from thinking ahead and a bit of extra planning this week.
DECKS USED: ANTIQUITARIAN TAROT AND FOR STRANGE WOMEN BOTANICAL ORACLE
The Snake In the Grass
Today’s meditation was skipped.
Today’s draw is the Seven of Swords, which is traditionally a representation of strategic thinking, “sneaky shit”, or getting away with something. It can also often be about taking only what one can carry.
What I see in the imagery of today’s card is some sneaky bastard stealing away with a very important and private missive while the lady of the house is distracted looking out the window.
This image displays a form of tactical thinking that is one of the most common tricks of thieves. Misdirection. They get you looking off in one direction, distracted and not paying attention, and then while you’re distracted they slip out with what you value, have earned with hard work, or that they are envious enough to take for themselves or their own purposes.
Today’s card is a reminder to pay attention, which has been a theme that has come up quite a bit lately in my readings. If you are paying attention, there’s less opportunity given to others that might be looking for an opening to get away with something they shouldn’t. Don’t turn your back on the snake in the grass.
DECK USED: AMERICAN RENAISSANCE TAROT
OwlandBonesTarot’s #BothSidesOfTheTarot Prompt
Questions for September 23rd and 24th
What is just beginning?
Eight of Wands – The busy time of year for you is right around the corner. It will quickly be upon you, and your life will turn into a hectic rush with no time to breathe.
What has reached its end?
The World – As happens each year at this time of year, it’s time to pack up and close out the pursuits you’ve been exploring over the past three quarters of the year. There will soon be no time for them until January.
Finding Balance Between the Two – Make sure that you do not fall into viewing your responsibilities (Les Pénates) as a form of imprisonment or servitude (Déspotisme). You are not a slave to your responsibilities, but rather it is these responsibilities that provide you with the freedom, security, and home life that you desire.
What could you ignite?
Five of Wands – More conviction. When you know you’re right… you’re right. It’s okay to stand your ground on these things against the objections and arguments of others.
What could be extinguished?
Two of Feathers – Less waffling and indecision. Instead of letting yourself get wrapped up in deliberation, look at things more closely and with a clear head, and be more decisive.
Finding Balance Between the Two – Prepare in advance (Entreprises) for push back and outright resistance from others (Procès). It’s okay to listen to their side of thing, but don’t allow manipulation to take the place of reason.
DECK USED: LABYRINTH TAROT AND ORACLE BELLINE
#DiscordTarotholicsSep2022 Challenge Prompt
Topic for September 25th: Do Spread 1
Question for September 24th: What do you need to focus on for self-care for this new moon?
Reading Summary: The vertical angles of the trees in the Eight of Cups, the King’s Wand, and the stripes on the skirt of the woman in the Nine of Coins tie all three of these cards together with the Marram beachgrass in the anchor card. This speaks of taking a hard and hardy attitude in moving away from those things irritating and frustrating you in the pursuits that “put bread on the table” so that you can better attend to and appreciate what is working for you.
The pattern of the Velvet bentgrass only shows itself in the King of Wand’s wrist and ankle adornments, as well as very faintly in the background of the Nine of Wands. This indicates that although persistence is necessary, when it comes to where you are going nothing is set in stone and there is a need to stay flexible to succeed.
Take Away: Don’t let things go just because you don’t want to deal with them. Now is not a time to bend or be flexible with things that aren’t in your best interest or don’t further your own agenda. Let go of those things that aren’t working so that there’s room in your life for what is, and be prepared to bend and sway as needed to stay on course when things get rough.
DECK USED: AMERICAN RENAISSANCE TAROT AND VINTAGE COLLECTION POSTCARD SET
I had a lazy day and haven’t really done much of anything today other than the readings that I needed to get done.
Gideon’s Challenge
A Perfect Fit
Like puzzle pieces
on a game board
we fit together
heart to heart
and soul to soul
with each coil
of arms
that holds me close
and fit of parts
against parts
more pieces
fall together
until only as one
are either of us
complete
Photo © ZenStatePhotography
🌑 New Moon in Libra – September 2022
Tomorrow is the new moon, and like all new moons and full moons, I did a spread aligned to the moon’s current themes as a part of my recognition of the moon’s cycle and influences upon us. Today’s spread is about the medicine within, and brought to you by Ethony‘s Tarot by the Moon series.
What is my sensual side craving?
The Tower – Disruption. Intensity. The tearing down of self for the chaos of being overwhelmed. My sensual side is craving the take down dynamic and the resulting drowning in all that intensity that is a part of the process.
Where can I be more romantic?
Queen of Coins – Make time for more than your work. Home (aka Gideon) is also in need of your attention. Only when you give him what he needs will things feel more balanced again as a whole.
What needs rekindling?
Two of Coins – This reflects back to the previous question and speaks of a need to reestablish balance. In the previous question it has already been pointed out that in order to find that balance you need more time with Gideon.
How can I be more tender with myself?
Ace of Coins – You spent the summer avoiding grounding with the earth and the connection that you have there due to a myriad of inconveniences. Your body craves a new beginning in this area, and you need to dig your toes into the soil already.
New Moon advice from the Minoan Goddess Amalthea.
Four of Wands – Reconnect with those things that you enjoy and that “call you home” to a sense of completion, inspiration, and stability.
DECK USED: SACRED SISTERHOOD TAROT
Protecting What Matters
Today’s meditation was skipped.
Today’s draw is the Seven of Wands, which is traditionally a representation of standing up for one’s values and principles, perseverance, conviction, and protection of what is important.
What is most noticeable to me in the imagery for this card is that the cat is sitting still instead of in active defense mode. Instead it sits and stares, its tail curled close around those things it values most. This reminds me of the best advice I have ever gotten from the numerous self defense classes I have taken over the years.
Sometimes being on the defensive and standing strong for what you want or believe in isn’t about the actual fight. It’s about preventing the fight from happening in the first place by being diligent, present in the moment, and aware of what’s going on around you.
Sometimes, like walking down the street at night, that’s all you need to protect yourself from an attack; because most often those that wish to do harm on others usually are not looking for a victim that is aware and prepared to fight back when needed. They’re looking for someone distracted and unprepared.
Today’s card, therefore, is a reminder to be aware of your surroundings and present in the moment, as it is one of the best ways you can protect yourself and what matters most to you.
DECK USED: CAT WARRIOR TAROT
#DiscordTarotholicsSep2022 Challenge Prompt
Questions for September 22nd and 23rd
What projects and energies are you taking with you into Autumn?
La Fiancée du Géant Vert – Your work in connecting with others is starting to pay off and the commitments you’ve made to them (and that they have made to you) are beginning to settle into a routine that is comfortable for both.
How will your courage be tested this autumn season?
L’Allure de l’Escargot atop Barnabé et La Prince – Your courage will be tested in the effort of finding a balance between the need to rush and push and move faster, and the need to take things slow while grounding and reconnecting with the earth. Slowing down, especially as the holiday season approaches, takes a lot of courage and strength. It’s far easier for you to get wrapped up in the anxiety and pick up speed too quickly while ignoring your need for rest and respite.
How will your strength be tested this autumn season?
Autrefois Innocente – The deterioration of your innocence has been one of those things that you have marked over the years and grieved over more than once. Changes that you ride out or struggle with harden your outer shell, while disappointments from the people around you reach in and crush small bits of your innocence that are left behind. Your ability to stand tall in your grief over these losses will be once again tested this autumn.
How will your faith be tested this autumn season?
Suivez-moi – Be careful of the invitations that you accept this autumn. Although it might seem extremely inviting and tempting to reach for, remember what you have to leave behind, and if you really want to abandon those things in the process. Is that new opportunity really a good idea? Is it worth it?
DECK USED: ORACLE DES FÉES
The #ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge Prompt by E Roebuck-Jones
Questions for September 23rd thru 25th
How can I get closer to my dream life?
Ace of Swords – Examine all new ideas for potential, but only go after the good ones if you are certain to hold a high potential for success.
What would it be like to only worry for 10 minutes a day?
Ten of Cups – Only worrying for ten minutes a day would foster a lot more happiness in your life, and a greater sense of security in that happiness.
Is it possible, though? I think probably not.
How can I more easily say no to others and yes to myself?
Queen of Wands Rx atop Two of Pentacles – To more easily say no to others and yes to yourself, you need to accept that sometimes in order to foster balance in your own life, you have to say no to others. Even if this means that it stunts their growth or their enthusiasm when you do so.
DECK USED: CAT WARRIOR TAROT
I had an absolutely delicious raspberry and cupcake. I froze the last four and they (surprisingly) defrost perfectly soft and just like fresh. It was a treat for today.
Twisting the Leaf 