Today’s meditation was skipped.

Today’s draw is the Page of Swords, which is traditionally a representation of a receptive omega energy, personality, or person in the area of one’s thoughts, intellect, education, ambitions, or communication.

Lots to do today when it comes to movement and pursuit, and yet we’re all new at this and fumbling around a bit in the dark. Just as the bunny in the card holds their sword like a novice, so too did we try to put energy into our ambitions with the skill of a novice new at the effort.

Sometimes we have to deal with a sharp learning curve.  If the bunny drops the sword, they might get hurt so they must learn quickly how to hold the sword and what to do with it.  So too are we learning at a rapid pace, trying out new ideas in the effort to find what we need.

No luck today on the apartment hunt, although we did go look at houses that have sold in the area lately in order to get an idea of the market place and what she can expect when she’s ready to lay out the money for a place. Tomorrow, I’ve decided that instead of trying to call property management places (that apparently don’t answer their phones or return messages) we’re going to go visit a couple of offices in person and see if we can get somewhere that way.

DECK USED:  LUNALAPIN TAROT

Mr Lionharts’ #TheAprilTarot Animal Guide Challenge Prompt
Question for The Star – Day 19

What hopes or dreams am I gently invited to embrace?

Comfrey and The Loom – Peace and a sense of stability year round, instead of only through the calmer half of the year. So many years in a row, the holiday rush starts in the 2nd week of November then stretches until a couple days before Christmas, and I barely get a breather to catch my breath before the chemical shift of adrenaline and anxiety begins sliding me into a MDE that takes up the first 3 or 4 months of the year.

Finding more peace and a greater sense of stability would allow me to weather the holiday rush more easily and transition out of it more smoothly, possibly lessening the intensity of the MDE or bypassing it entirely as a result.

In what area am I guided to believe in myself?

Bindweed and The Bear – Trust yourself to let loose without it being damaging to others. Remember that sometimes people need to hear hard truths, and laying those truths out in the open can untangle knots within yourself that rea created when you try to hold back.

DECK USED: LUNALAPIN TAROT, FLOWER POWER ANCIENT HEALING REMEDY CARDS, WILDWOOD TAROT (TRIMMED NAKED)

The Self Appreciation #STCTarotChallenge for April Prompt
Questions for April 19th

I know I am capable of…

Knight of Wands atop Knight of Swords – …confidently taking swift and motivated action toward my aspirations and goals. Regardless of the fact that I often feel like I’m weighed down by lack of direction, I am capable of moving forward and doing what needs done.

Because?

Two of Pentacles and The World – I am aware of the balance needed between these desires and the path I walk in becoming the man I want to be. Only when those desires are aligned with this greater path will I be able to act with confidence and motivated alacrity.

DECK USED: LUNALAPIN TAROT

I managed to get a nap today.  After a crapload of driving throughout the morning and day, we settled in early at the hotel tonight and I was able to catch a nap, which was amazing. I slept really good, which is surprising considering the beds here are crap.