Today’s meditation was just over eleven minutes long and focused on taking time to value yourself and your contributions those around you and yourself.
This is something I struggle with on a regular basis. It’s not that I don’t acknowledge that I contribute. I love helping people, teaching people, guiding people. I love providing that little nugget of something that clicks for them and helps them along their path. I love making beautiful things and sending them out into the world to improve the lives of others.
I contribute to the world around me in many, many different small ways that (I hope) flit out into the world like the butterflies of chaos theory, changing the world one tiny touch of positivity at a time.
BUT…. I have a hard time acknowledging my own worth. And that reflects sometimes on how much worth and value I see in what I contribute to others and the world. I’m aware of this, and I’m trying to be kinder to myself as I keep that in mind.
What I see in today’s card(s) is a reiteration and reinforcement of yesterday’s read on the Tarotholics prompt. That is to say, the cards are telling me that it’s time to put my apathy away. Now is the time to breathe fresh air through my mind and heart, and step forward with purpose.
DECK USED: MAJESTIC EARTH TAROT
#TarotForGrowthFebruary Challenge Prompt
Question: How can I improve my relationship with creativity?
Interpretation: Currently, my relationship with creativity is in the shithole, as was indicated by yesterday’s read for this challenge’s prompt. The cards here are telling me that if I want to improve my relationship with creativity, I need to find steadier footing with my emotions (Queen of Cups). This is going to require taking in some new perspectives (Hanged Man) and the process of getting there is going to feel a bit like being on a tiltawhirl (Eight of Wands with the Wheel of Fortune).
DECK USED: BABA STUDIO’S ALICE TAROT
#DiscordTarotholicsFeb2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: How can I better handle and/or respond to criticism?
Reading Summary: Look at all those cups. Clearly I need to be more grounded in my emotions (Queen of Cups) when dealing with criticism and take the input as a jumping off point, both concerning the relationship of the one providing the criticism (Ace of Cups), and also for the learning experience it will give me so that I can move forward and do better (Page of Cups).
Take Away: Sometimes we get stuck in a rut of our own making. Criticism can often be the crowbar that pries us free of that rut. It hurts, but if we can absorb the blow with grace, that criticism can provide new perspective and open you up to a new way of seeing and doing.
DECK USED: THE GUIDED HAND TAROT
Owl and Bones February Two Card Challenge
Question: When to be a hermit? / When to be people-y?
When to be people-y? : You can’t learn how to better associate and relate with other people unless you’re willing to step out and spend time with them. The first step is not shutting out those closest to you.