Today’s meditation was about seven minutes long and was interrupted by THREE f’ing phone calls. I would have started over, but then J showed up and it was time to go. In the end I gave up and decided that I would try again tonight before bed.
When I received The Moon card the other day, it was about my longing to be out in nature and how sometimes I just can’t get out there enough to sate that longing inside of me.
Today’s draw is an expansion on that, which speaks of inviting those I love to assist me in finding the time and opportunity to spend time in those places I love so much. My loved ones are there for me, to support me and help me in finding those things in life that bring me joy. It’s important that I don’t just acknowledge that, but allow that to happen and reach for that support when I need it.
Reaching for that support is a repeating theme in the cards lately, and I hear the message loud and clear, even if it seems I’m having a hard time with the “how” of it all.
DECK USED: TAROT OF THE HIDDEN REALM
#TarotForGrowthFebruary Challenge Prompt
Question: What is my current relationship with my ancestors and guides?
Reading Summary: Keep working at it (Temperance), keep researching (Three of Pentacles) and seeking a good balance between responsibilities and seeking that connection (Queen of Pentacles). Things are coming along, but it’s going to take some time cuz there’s going to be some ups and downs involved (Wheel of Fortune) in convincing them of my sincerity.
Take Away: Essentially? I’m on the right track both in my private efforts to connect with my ancestors and guides, in reaching out to others for information and research, and in finding a good balance between the responsibilities of life and my spiritual path. But it’s going to take some time. I’ve spent my life ignoring them and putting the effort to communicate entirely in their court, and if I want to connect? I’m going to have to stay the course until I’ve proven to them that it’s what I really want.
DECK USED: BRITT’S THIRD EYE TAROT
#DiscordTarotholicsFeb2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: What one thing can I do today to make a loved one’s life better?
Intuitive Interpretation: The thing I can do that would most help a loved one is help them with their burdens. I was thinking of L when drawing these cards, and it looks like what she needs is something very similar to myself at the moment. That is to say, someone to help remind her of the long-term view and set her free of the self-restraining thoughts that are making her feel overwhelmed with her burdens and responsibilities.
Although I haven’t had the chance to see her today, I think I might sit down with her and have a heart to heart tomorrow. Just some quiet time and a talk about how we’re both feeling and how we can help each other in what is very obviously a mutual struggle at this time.
DECK USED: DAME DARCY’S QUEEN ALICE TAROT
Owl and Bones February Two Card Challenge
Question: Card for me / Card for humanity
Card for Humanity – Ace of Swords – It’s time to start looking at things in a new way, and to acknowledge the dependence we have upon the earth and her goodwill and generosity.
DECK USED: WEIRD CAT TAROT