Sustaining Balance

Today’s meditation was fifteen minutes and fourteen seconds, and focused on the judgment we give to those thoughts that cycle repetitively through our minds.

The meditation was about one’s inner-dialogue, and how instead of just accepting what our mind comes up with, sometimes we need to stop and take a moment to examine these thoughts. How it is important to make sure that these thoughts are true, instead of just the party line we have always bought into, thoughts filtered through our emotions, or simply if they are just too harsh for whatever reason.

During meditation I don’t really have a lot of emotional connection with my thoughts, as my thoughts are more mental pictures of random things. But, this is something that I struggle with outside of meditation where I judge myself far more harshly than I’m sure others ever do.

Today’s draw is the Queen of Pentacles. This card represents a strong but nurturing energy, personality, or person in the area of the physical world, finance, or resources.

The Queen of Pentacles often refers to a balance between one’s home responsibilities and one’s work responsibilities, and I believe that’s what it represents for me in today’s draw.

I have goals that are nearly within reach, and I have a lot going on in my work life right now But, the Queen of Pentacles is a reminder that I am needed at home as well. Life requires balance, and it is important that I keep that in mind so that I don’t let things fall out of place and end up neglected.

One thought on “Sustaining Balance

  1. Achieving balance is often one of the most critical things, and one of the hardest, yeah?

    First of all, I’m sorry for dozing off on you yet again. I’m not sure why I’m so tired lately, but I think what I need right now is for us to find a balance again. For us to find “normal” again. For me not to be falling asleep when I’m struggling to wait up in hopes of seeing you.

    I know work is overwhelming you and with Mother’s day approaching, you’ve been crazy busy. But Mother’s day is almost here and the rush should be over so now I need you to work on finding that balance again. I need you to work on finding time for me, for us as I’m assuming I am a part of that “home” life that you speak of. I need you back, my love.

    You’ve made it back, or nearly back emotionally, now I need you to come back to me physically. To find some time for us and let us get back to what is the normal for us.

    I love you, precious. I need you….I’m struggling without you.


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