The Second Try

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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The @hippiepixie333 #Escapril2026 Challenge
Prompt for April 8th : the day after

Daily Mental Health Prompt
: Seek a positive message to carry with you throughout the day and offer perspective.

The Classic Mountains and Seas Tarot - Page of Swords

Today’s draw is the Page of Swords, which is traditionally a representation of a receptive omega energy, personality, or person in the area of one’s thoughts, intellect, logic, ambitions, and communication. This often translates into themes that have to do with learning new ways to communicate with others, beginning new educational pursuits, exploring new ideas. and seeking to sate one’s curiosity.

In some ways, the Page of Swords is a card of recovery. The Ten of Swords such a painful an ending that when we reach the Page and pick ourselves up off the ground from the Ten, there is a touch of the phoenix in the progression between these two cards.

In the progression of the Swords suit, on the day after the Ten of Swords, we land upon the Page of Swords realizing that we don’t know everything after all and we have so much more still to learn.

The message in today’s Page of Swords and “the day after” prompt for today is a reminder that the endings we experience aren’t “the end”, no matter how painful they may be. In time, we move past them, and we take with us what we learned from the past to apply to our new efforts and endeavors. That doesn’t mean we know everything, it just means we’re better off this time around than we were on our first try.

DECK USED:  THE CLASSIC OF MOUNTAINS AND SEAS TAROT

@lightningwildflower‘s April Energetic Shifts Challenge

Mars sextile Uranus Prompt for April 8th : Where am I ready to take bold, innovative action?

Oracle Reading using the Betrayal Deck of Lost Souls Game Cards

Reading Summary: If you want to “make it rain” (two blood cards and rain) you’re going to need to make bold and innovative action (Action = Athame) that lead you in that direction (Lost Prophet’s Coffer). It’s not going to happen on its own.

Take Away: These cards are essentially saying that age old adage, “you have to spend money to make money”. And, in this case, “spending money” might mean the blood, sweat, and tears of your own effort.

Financially speaking, you can’t just sit back on your laurels and expect your finances to work themselves out on their own. You have to be involved and make good choices that have you actively working toward your goals.

Bring the money in, and be smart with what you do with it. Lack of forethought will only force you to work harder and expend more blood, sweat, and tears to get to where you want to be.

And get your damned taxes done.

Other elements included in this reading:
Foraged Oak Branch with Moss and Lichen for Perseverance
Carnelian Agate for Inner Drive and Focusing On Aspirations
Picture Jasper for Sense of Proportion and Grounding
Rainforest Rhyolite for Facilitating Calm Transitions
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: BETRAYAL DECK OF LOST SOULS GAME CARDS

@Lionharts #TheAprilTarot Root & Rise Challenge

The Roots Prompt for April 8th
: What becomes clear when I focus fully on what is in front or me?

Tarot Reading with The Classic Mountains and Seas Tarot

Reading Summary: The potential addictions that you choose to indulge in (The Fool actively moving toward The Devil), and thus end up ensnared by (The Devil figure welcoming The Fool), are a choice you make and not something that just happens to you (The Chariot).

Take Away: It’s very easy to pass the blame for any number of sticky situations we get into when it comes to addiction (whether it’s adrenaline, dopamine, sugar, caffeine, or any of the myriad of illicit drugs out there). It’s always easier for it to be somebody else’s fault or due to circumstances, rather than to take onus upon ourselves.

Real responsibility, though, comes in claiming ownership of the choices we’ve made. Including the bad ones.

Other elements included in this reading:
Dried Cedar Bundle for Protection from Negative Influences
Conch Shell Knot for Concentration, Clarity, and Determination
Gneiss Stone for Patience in Moments of Discomfort
Carnelian Agate Mushroom for Focusing On Aspirations
Onyx Stone Fox for Identifying and Connecting to Truth
Desert Rose for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED:  THE CLASSIC OF MOUNTAINS AND SEAS TAROT
Daily Self Kindness

I tried to keep on top of my pain management today by taking a couple extra ibuprofen interspersed through the day.

Heed the Warning Signs

Today’s meditation was a ten minute long #DailyTrip session from the @Calm app.

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The @hippiepixie333 #Escapril2026 Challenge

Prompt for April 7th
: smoke signals

Daily Mental Health Prompt
: Seek a positive message to carry with you throughout the day and offer perspective.

Hundred-Acre Arcana - The Devil card

Today’s draw is The Devil card, which is traditionally a representation of temptation, struggles with moderation, harmful excesses, addiction, and self-harm.

Look at that… the card even has a campfire.

The “oh shit” moment of falling into old habits or allowing oneself to fall into the grip of an addiction doesn’t just come upon us all of a sudden. There are warning signs that build up to that “oh shit” moment.

Whether or not we watch for and/or listen to those warning signs directly influences not just whether or not that “oh shit” moment arrives, but in what manner it does if it’s too late to stop it entirely.

The message in today’s Devil card and “smoke signals” prompt as a reminder that warning signs are not there to be ignored. When you ignore them, you give what’s building up permission to do what it will to you and your life. Today’s message encourages us to not ignore these warning signs and smoke signals when they appear, but take them to heart and be proactive in acting on them.

DECK USED:  THE HUNDRED ACRE ARCANA

@Lionharts #TheAprilTarot Root & Rise Challenge

The Roots Prompt for April 7th
: In what area of my life does progress unfold without force?

Tarot Reading with the Hundred-Acre Arcana and Cloud Rune Legend Lenormand

Reading Summary: Conversation (Center Card) is often the best form of support (Man) you can give to the grieving (Coffin).

Take Away: Grief moves at its own pace, and no amount of nudging or manipulation can push it to do so any faster. It’s not -meant- to be convenient.

The grieving widow in your life needs you to hold space for her more than anything else you could provide. You don’t even have to take over the conversation for this to happen. Just listen as she tells her stories, even if you’ve heard them a million times before.

These discussions and the walks down memory lane that they often contain are her way of grieving. When you sit with her and listen it gives her an anchor in the storm.

Other elements included in this reading:
Foraged Oak Branch with Moss and Lichen for Perseverance
Goat Figure as Sympathetic Representation of Amalthea
Rose Quartz for Gentle Kindness to Self and Others
Desert Rose for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED:  THE HUNDRED ACRE ARCANA BONUS CARDS AND CLOUD RUNE LEGEND LENORMAND

@lightningwildflower‘s April Energetic Shifts Challenge

Listen Prompt for April 7th : What inner wisdom is emerging?

Tarot Reading with the Hundred-Acre Arcana

Reading Summary: You attract more bees (Four of Pentacles) with honey (Three of Cups) than vinegar (Knight of Wands Rx).

Take Away: You draw more good things into your life by taking life on through a lens of positive perspectives than you will by being negative all the time.

This includes positivity in the form of being considerate of yourself and considerate of others, instead of just trying to plow on through to the point of it being unhealthy.

Honestly, when you started the whole “instill more positivity and optimism into my life” endeavor, you really had no faith in it helping. Not with your outlook, not with your depression, and not with any of the aspects of your life that you felt were important to you.

You’ve come to discover, though, that this is not the case. The effort does make a difference. A difference that you sometimes barely notice, but others notice all the time. They then, in turn, enjoy being around you more often.

Other elements included in this reading:
Japanese Cherry Leaf as a Reminder of Life’s Fleeting Moments
Pressed Pansy Flowers for Hearing the Heart More Clearly
Dried Rhododendron Leaf for Fostering Confidence
Gneiss Stone for Patience in Moments of Discomfort
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED:  THE HUNDRED ACRE ARCANA
Daily Self Kindness

I started early on orders in order to make sure I got done with them at a decent time.

Looking Back for Personal Growth

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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The @hippiepixie333 #Escapril2026 Challenge
Prompt for April 6th : where you used to be

Daily Mental Health Prompt
: Seek a positive message to carry with you throughout the day and offer perspective.

The Green Witchery Tarot - Six of Pentacles

Today’s draw is the Six of Pentacles, which is traditionally a representation of charity, generosity, sharing the wealth, asking for or accepting help, and balancing the scales between the “haves” and the “have nots” in life.

Once upon a time many years ago, I was a different man than the man I am today. Sure, many things carried over through the years. The fact remains, though, that I treat myself far differently now than I did before. I have grown and changed and learned to be better to myself overtime.

This growth changes everything from the way I see the world to the way that I do things. It changes how I pursue success, and in fact how I see success. I am no longer polluting my psyche by burying my emotions and ignoring them, and I recognize that need for rest is not a weakness any more than the need for food is.

The message in today’s Six of Pentacles card and the “where you used to be” prompt is a reminder to look back at where (and who) you once were every once in a while, and recognize the growth you have accomplished between then and now.

Things have changed and maybe your life is better or maybe your life is worse in this moment, but regardless of these value judgments on your present and your past, where have you grown and improved over time? Where have you bloomed despite adversity?

Perhaps it’s time to spend some time looking at and appreciating the personal growth you have accomplished.

DECK USED: THE GREEN WITCHERY TAROT

@Lionharts #TheAprilTarot Root & Rise Challenge
The Roots Prompts for April 5th and 6th

Tarot Reading with the Japanese Art Nouveau Tarot and Birdy Oracle

What actively restores my energy when I give it my attention?

Wryneck, Page of Coins, Junco

Your work toward a more positive and optimistic outlook is an endeavor that requires a good amount of your attention. This isn’t something you can just “set it and forget it”, but a daily effort you need to focus on and put your attention into.

When you give it the attention it requires, you receive undeniable rewards that include a greater cache of energy and brighter outlook on life as a whole.

Where do I trust myself to follow through without needing reassurance?

The Magician, Whinchat, The Fool atop Strength

Empowerment is only half the battle. You often also need to feel a sense of enthusiasm in order to convince yourself to “go for it”.

If you can’t enjoy it and there’s no reward waiting for you that you are able to use to motivate yourself, then there’s a good chance that there’s no amount of poking and prodding that’s going to get you moving; no matter how capable you are of accomplishing what needs to be done.

Therefore, it’s in those things that you find a sense of empowerment and excitement where you trust yourself to follow through without need for reassurances or other bolstering and/or supportive measures.

Other elements included in this reading:
Japanese Cherry Leaf as a Reminder of Life’s Fleeting Moments
Pressed Pansy Flowers for Hearing the Heart More Clearly
Carnelian Agate for Inner Drive and Focusing On Aspirations
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: JAPANESE ART NOUVEAU TAROT AND BIRDY ORACLE

@lightningwildflower‘s April Energetic Shifts Challenge

Adjust Prompt for April 6th : What expectations do I need to adjust today?

Tarot Reading with The Green Witchery Tarot

Reading Summary: Be generous with yourself (Six of Pentacles). You’re just not going to get as much done as you think you are today (King of Wands), nor that think you can get done either (The Magician).

Take Away: There’s no need to pressure yourself or put undo stress upon getting certain things done today. Take a breath and give yourself a little generosity and grace.

Remember that not everything is under your control, no matter how much you’d like it to be.

Nothing in today’s plans is imperative. Just because you make it feel like it is important or essential doesn’t mean that it actually is. Back off and get done what you can without pushing yourself to the edge of your limits. The rest will wait.

Other elements included in this reading:
Foraged Parmeliaceae Lichen for a “Breath of Fresh Air”
Dried Rosebuds for Potential and Beauty Waiting to Unfold
Dried Purple Heather Sprigs for Independence and Luck
Foraged Oak Branch with Moss and Lichen for Perseverance
Turtle Figurine for encouraging Slow and Steady Progress
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: THE GREEN WITCHERY TAROT
Daily Self Kindness

I did my best to take it easy today, and not allow myself to feel guilty about it.

It’s a Learning Process

Today’s meditation was a ten minute #DailyCalm session from the @Calm app.

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The @hippiepixie333 #Escapril2026 Challenge
Prompt for April 5th
: a softer ending
Daily Mental Health Prompt
: Seek a positive message to carry with you throughout the day and offer perspective.

Anima Tarot - Page of Swords

Today’s draw is the Page of Swords, which is traditionally a representation of a receptive omega energy, personality, or person in the area of one’s thoughts, intellect, logic, ambitions, and communication. This often translates into themes that have to do with learning new ways to communicate with others, beginning new educational pursuits, exploring new ideas. and seeking to sate one’s curiosity.

Forgive yourself for not knowing everything. Your purpose through life is to learn and strive for understanding, not to already know at all. It’s okay to ask questions. It’s okay to say “I don’t know”.

When you understand that the purpose of life is one of learning and not knowing, it makes it far easier to forgive yourself when you make a mistake or have a negative “learning experience” along the way. Just as when you’re learning to use a knife, accidentally cutting yourself is a part of the process. It hurts… but it doesn’t make you stupid and doesn’t deserve harsh recriminations.

The message in today’s Page of Swords and “a soft ending” prompt is a reminder to go easy on yourself. Forgive your mistakes and work on taking painful “learning experiences” in stride. You’re learning, and that’s the whole point. As long as you are learning from your mistakes, it turns even those painful experiences and failures into success.

DECK USED:  ANIMA TAROT

#DiscordTarotholicsApr2026 Challenge
Prompt for April 5th
: Do Spread 1
Focus on a relationship that is important to you, whether that relationship is a friendship, a family member, or a loved one. Then, use the spread below to explore how you can improve upon that relationship.

Tarot Reading with the Snag Tarot

What does this loved one need less of from you?

Six of Wands – Less people pleasing. He doesn’t like to take charge and he doesn’t want to be the one that picks the activities, the restaurants, or the destination. He’d much rather you do these things based on what -you- want rather than saying “whatever is fine” and, in the process, leaving these decisions up to him.

What does this loved one need more of from you?

Seven of Cups atop Five of Cups – This answer is already outlined above. He needs less ambivalence from you and more certainty. He needs you to do the picking, and hates it when you leave the choices up to him and others.

He may, in fact, see your choices as the best options, and anything he chooses as only second best (even when it may be the same thing you personally would have picked).

What in this relationship is being entirely neglected?

Eight of Swords – There’s not enough communication and awareness going on. You’re both just assuming what the other is thinking and feeling, and guessing “close enough” to not end up hurting each other and yourselves in the process. More communication is needed.

Other elements included in this reading:
Conch Shell Knot for Concentration, Clarity, and Determination
Foraged Oak Branch with Moss and Lichen for Perseverance
Carnelian Agate for Inner Drive and Focusing On Aspirations
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: SNAG TAROT

@lightningwildflower‘s April Energetic Shifts Challenge
Sun square Jupiter Prompt for April 5th : Where am I overextending myself or saying yes too quickly?

Tarot Reading with the Anima Tarot

Reading Summary: When dealing with others, spontaneity is a better choice (Three of Cups) than plotting and planning out every step (Two of Wands Rx and Three of Wands Rx).

Take Away: Instead of agreeing to plans made by others, and in doing so putting yourself in the position of sticking to a strict agenda and schedule, consider the fun, freedom, and frivolity that could ensue by saying “let’s wing it instead”.

Sometimes the weight and restriction of a strict regimen sucks all the fun out of an experience. If you take the lead and toss “the plan” out the window, no matter how attached they were to the plans they’d made, others will follow just to see what happens; trusting that you’re prepared to deal with any fall-out that may happen.

That attitude can lead to far less stress and more fun in the long run… sometimes -especially- when things go awry.

Other elements included in this reading:
Black Spruce Needles to Boost Self-Confidence and Positive Thinking
Dried Rosebuds for Potential and Beauty Waiting to Unfold
Dried Purple Heather Flowers for Independence and Luck
Foraged Wood Fern for Exorcising Negative Influences
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: ANIMA TAROT
Daily Self Kindness

I changed my playlist for today to something slow and easy instead of the faster pace that I think has been feeding into my anxiety for the past day or three.

❤️ Self Care Saturday (On a Sunday)

These Saturday readings are (not usually) bearing in on any one thing or event in my life, as the question used is asking for a more general outlook. This is a self care exercise, and is not meant as a predictive reading… although that, too, happens on occasion.

The question is… What do I need to focus for self-care through the week ahead?

Self Care Saturday Tarot Reading with The Buddha Tarot and Glimmer Walker Lenormand Day Edition

EarthFour of Lotuses – Celebrate your love of hearth and home. Use this week to reconnect with those places and people that feel most like “home” to you. You will feel better for having done so, and so will they.

AirAmitabha: The Buddha of Lotuses – Reconnect with deeply held values as you make decisions this week. You have the opportunity to share those values with others in meaningful ways by simply leading by example.

WaterTwo of Varjas / Dharmachakra Mudra – Make sure when debating with others this week that you are not bringing your emotions into the equation. This isn’t a power struggle, it’s an attempt to find truth, and everyone’s perspective needs to be taken into account and respected.

FireThe Invalid / The Suffering Man – Step back from protestations and other arguments that will get no one anywhere. Now is a time to connect and observe. Treat the problems that rise this week with empathy instead of ferocity.

WaningMan and Woman – Polarization is not your friend this week. Balance is a much better option than trying to chameleon yourself into a situation by being more or less aggressive. Focus on the middle road instead of the push and pull to choose sides.

WaxingKey and Fox – Listen and take time to process and percolate before taking action. Strategy is the key to success in the week ahead. Be clever.

Take Away – There may be a few debates along the way this week, but stay true to the idea that wisdom comes from observation and understanding rather than trying to get your own way through force. Instead of worrying about these moments of possible conflict, focus on connection and fostering a feeling of “home” wherever you go.

DECKS USED: THE BUDDHA TAROT AND GLIMMER WALKER LENORMAND DAY EDITION

News Flash: Winter Is Over

Today’s meditation was a nine minute long #DailyCalm session from the @Calm app. The session started out with one of my very favorite meditation practices; a yoga nidra where the narrator walks you through a full body scan from head to toe.

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The @hippiepixie333 #Escapril2026 Challenge

Prompt for April 4th
: empty chair

Daily Mental Health Prompt
: Seek a positive message to carry with you throughout the day and offer perspective.

Rabbit Tarot - The Star card

Today’s draw is The Star card, which is traditionally a representation of hope, faith, and the connecting of spirituality to the various aspects of our lives.

Hope and positivity are more difficult to foster when you’re entertaining stagnancy in your life.

When you go outside and you get that first deep breath of fresh air, and it feels like it invigorates you? This type of refreshing energy is what movement and motion in your life creates. This is the type of energy that hope and optimism thrive in.

This card-a-day practice is all about fostering a greater sense of hope and positivity in order to counterbalance, my own pessimistic nature and negative inner narratives.

A part of that counterbalancing process, though, has to go beyond the cards and the table. It means leaving my seat at the table in order to get outside and get that refreshment that I need.

Over the winter it becomes hard to see this. Winter is often a time of hibernation and stillness, and it can be easy to sink into that to the point where it’s difficult to pull yourself back out when spring arrives.

The message in today’s Star card and the “empty chair” prompt is a reminder that getting outside is a part of the process of breaking free of winter’s stillness and stagnancy. Get out of that chair. Get outside and tromp through some puddles, breathe in the fresh air, get mud in the deep tread of your boots, and let the energies of renewal flow freely.

DECK USED:  RABBIT TAROT

@lightningwildflower‘s April Energetic Shifts Challenge

Prompts for April 3rd and 4th

Tarot Reading with the Magna Bloom Tarot and Plant Spirits Oracle

Mercury trine Jupiter, Venus square Pluto: How can I communicate what I desire more clearly?

Three of Cups and Blessed Thistle (Centaurea benedicta) – Connect more closely with those in your life and share more openly how you feel about them. In doing so you create bonds and bridge gaps, allowing for a greater sense of connection and communication to open up between you and others.

This means doing things with them instead of “checking out” even though you’re there, as well as allowing yourself to have fun with them in these moments.

Shift: What part of me is recalibrating?

Two of Pentacles and Calling In the Spirits – you are learning to find balance between how you connect with the spirits of the dead and the boundaries you need to put in place for how and when they connect with you.

This is a learning process, and will take time and experimentation to get right… It’s also going to change overtime as you become more comfortable and experienced in this area. Don’t fear imbalance here, for its assign that you are learning and growing.

Other elements included in this reading:
Foraged Parmeliaceae Lichen for a “Breath of Fresh Air”
Pressed Pansy Flowers for Hearing the Heart More Clearly
Gneiss Stone for Patience in Moments of Discomfort
Rose Quartz for Gentle Kindness to Self and Others
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: MAGNA BLOOM TAROT AND PLANT SPIRITS ORACLE

@Lionharts #TheAprilTarot Root & Rise Challenge

The Root Prompt for April 4th
: What consistently brings me back to a steady and centered state?

Tarot Reading with the Rabbit Tarot

Reading Summary: Reconnecting internally (The Hermit) from a place of logic and reason (Queen of Swords) to take stock of what you have, what you need, and what you can choose to refuse because it’s not needed (Four of Cups).

Take Away: Sometimes we all get caught up in our wants to the point where we lose track of what is a want and what is a need.

When these lines get blurred, it can make us feel as if we are desperately struggling for more, even when we already have all that we really need. We’re simply unable to acknowledge that fact because our wants are driving us for more.

What brings me back to feeling more stable and centered is in the practice of taking a step back to take a practical look at all that I have, and acknowledging that my needs are already being met. In these moments of reflection I’m able to find the clarity to then let go of my wants and the desperation they can create.

Other elements included in this reading:
Dried Rhododendron Leaf for Fostering Confidence
Foraged Oak Branch with Moss and Lichen for Perseverance
Black Tourmaline for Grounding and Protection
Carnelian Agate for Inner Drive and Focusing On Aspirations
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: RABBIT TAROT
Daily Self Kindness

This is a catch up post, and I’m not entirely sure what the self kindness was for this day.