Inner Turmoil
Emotions
churn like
storm clouds
as lines
of demarcation
are drawn
in the sky
like sand
bisected
while tears fall
like raindrops
as darkness
and light
play tug-of-war
with the soul
Good Vibes Only Lenormand Reading
What is my ultimate good vibes only feel good reminder of the day?
Child and Anchor – Fun can be a type of foundation building, anchoring you into the world in a way that more serious endeavors often can’t. Allow yourself to have some fun as you go through the day and your feelings of chaos will ease into something more stable and secure.
What is something good or positive I can focus on today?
Tree and Heart – Be kind to your body and treat your heart well. Your body needs certain nutrients and emotional support in order to feel at its best. Make sure that you aren’t neglecting these needs.
How can I best deal with and overcome any challenges that today may bring?
Tower and Key – Take some time to do a personal reading and some reflection upon what’s coming on the horizon. This will allow you some early warnings, and give you some time in which to prepare.
DECK USED: WHISPER LENORMAND
Be Open, Be Curious
Today’s meditation was skipped.
Today’s draw is the High Priestess, which is traditionally a representation of intuition, secrets, sacred knowledge, mystery, the subconscious,
The “Benzene Dream” is the true story of a scientists (that I can’t remember the name of) in the 19th century working on mapping out the particles of Benzene and getting stumped in the process, then coming to the solution in a dream about an ouroboros and waking up with the answer that had been alluding him.
The story that the imagery in this card speaks of is a reminder that we know far more than we realize. Our brains are always working, and sometimes we are able to access this information easily, while other times it is a mystery that requires meditation, sleep, dreams, intuition, or other tools to suss out from the depths what we need.
The message in today’s card is encouragement to never be afraid to say “I don’t know”, for it is in that phrase that curiosity and mystery lives… and in turn, gives us the opportunity to explore, delve deeper, expand our horizons, and learn more.
DECK USED: SCIENCE TAROT
Mr Lionhart’s #TheJulyTarot Be Here Now Prompt
Questions for July 4th thru 6th
What am I guided to nurture {instead of trying to control}?
Eight of Wands atop Two of Cups, Star Anise – Dive into the bonds that you have with those that you connect well with, and don’t worry so much about the ones you don’t. There’s truth in the saying that you can’t please everybody all the time, so focus on nurturing relationships with those that hold similar values and compatibilities. Doing so will help foster a feeling of good fortune in your life.
This falls into understanding that you have what (and who) you need in your life if you are only willing to pay attention, acknowledge, and appreciate what you already have instead of constantly reaching for more.
How can I embody that which I am passionate about?
Nine of Cups and Queen of Potions – Again we see a message about what is already in your possession, as well as the potential for emotional satisfaction if we delve into these things and explore them more in depth. There is no need for expansion if you choose to go deeper instead.
In what area/way can a nurturing approach enrich my life?
Five of Cups and Clove – [Okay so this reading has officially become extremely redundant, which I can only assume means that I really need to hear this message right now.]
The cards here are a reminder to not take for grated the stability that you have created in your life. No amount of stability and security is ever going to be “enough” until you can find peace and appreciation with what you currently have.
DECK USED: WILD UNKNOWN TAROT AND HERBAL ORACLE
#DiscordTarotholicsJul2022 Challenge Prompt
Sidewalk Egg Frying Day – What in your life is too hot to handle right now and you need to give it some space.
Reading Summary: Listen to your heart when making decisions (Seven of Cups) and plotting your course forward (Two of Wands) in order to find a healthy and harmonious balance (The Lovers).
Take Away: Stop leaning so damned heavily into logic. Leaning into logic is all well and good and definitely has its place, but there’s a lot to be said for instinct, intuition, and listening to your heart as well.
All of these have input to offer, and none of them should be ignored when deciding on where to direct your feet upon your life’s chosen path.
DECK USED: SCIENCE TAROT
I bought Fruity Pebbles as a treat for myself.
Gideon’s Challenge
Frayed Edges
Energy so stable
twitches
with disruption
as tattered petals
cling
then fall
and anxiety
shakes loose
all the little pieces
still barely
clinging on
leaving me bare
barren
and raw
exposed
and vulnerable
Photo © ZenStatePhotography
Moments of Uncertainty
Today’s meditation was ten minutes long, and was a silent meditation other than the timed chime I use to let me know when to switch positions in my piriformis stretching.
Today’s draw is the Moon card, which is traditionally a representation of uncertainty, illusion, doubt, the unknown, fear, and the subconscious.
Don’t second-guess yourself. That’s what I see here. There is plenty of light to guide your way, so don’t second guess.
Today’s card is a word of comfort and reassurance. It says that just because you feel that dealing with conflict concerning controversial topics is not your strong suit, it doesn’t mean that you’re bad at it, or that you need to second guess yourself to the point you get worked up and stressed out.
Everyone feels this uncertainty from time to time. It’s natural.
DECK USED: CONSIDERATE CAT TAROT
#DiscordTarotholicsJul2022 Challenge Prompt
Topic: Do Spread #1
What needs to be left behind as I focus on further growth?
Two of Cups Rx and The Lys – The Fortress of Solitude. Stop wallowing in your comfort zone instead of getting out and socializing with those you have a connection with.
What is in full bloom for me right now?
Ten of Wands Rx and The Ram – You are currently excelling on not overburdening yourself with too much. In fact you’re almost at the point of lingering in stagnancy at the moment.
Where do I need to direct my focus for further growth?
Four of Coins and The Lace – Don’t get so comfortable that you’re unwilling to move or take action. There’s a lot of work to be done, and if you’re stuck in the mire and unable to move it will be nearly impossible to get any of it accomplished.
DECK USED: FAIRY TALE TAROT AND THE KNITTERS ORACLE
The #TarotForTheWildSoul Challenge Prompt
Questions for July 1st thru 3rd
What am I leaping into this month?
Strength and Intuition – Rediscovering that comfortable niche of your intuitive voice. You did some growth spurts this year and it upset the apple cart, but you’re moving back into a period of resettling and finding your footing again.
What am I ready to manifest this month?
Nine of Swords Rx and Passion – Use inspiration and enthusiasm to deflate anxiety and worry. One can be used to defeat the other, and this is the direction you want to leap in. Don’t allow anxiety to get the upper hand.
What sacred truth am I ready to see?
Eight of Pentacles, Confidence atop Advocate – What you have learned over the years, and the skills you have worked to develop, put you in a uniquely confident position that allows you to advocate for others and help them in finding their own unique skills and their own path.
DECK USED: CONSIDERATE CAT TAROT AND WHEN MY SOUL WHISPERED ORACLE
I let myself have an emotional explosion to cry out my anxieties with Gideon there to support me through the moment of upheaval and bring me back to center again.
Gideon’s Challenge
The Lullaby
I want to lie
beneath new fronds
hanging heavy
From low branches
and look up
through the green
to the blue
far above
as I breathe in
scents
of rich earth
and lush green
while birdsong
serenades me to sleep
Twisting the Leaf 