The sun cuts
through the clouds
and basks upon
my face
but I cannot feel
the joy
of it’s touch
just yet
even as I strive
to reach for
joyous sensation
yet only feel
the husk
of what could be
❤️ Self Care Saturday (On a Sunday)
These Saturday readings are (not usually) bearing in on any one thing or event in my life, as the question used is asking for a more general outlook. This is a self care exercise, and is not meant as a predictive reading… although that, too, happens on occasion.
The question is… What do I need to focus for self-care through the week ahead?
Theme – Three of Swords – Keep your disappointment in check this week. Everything may not go perfectly, but everything that happens this week, including the disappointments, are happening for good reason. Like beets and eggplant, they’re good for you in the end, even if it doesn’t feel like it when you’re choking them down.
Earth – Knight of Swords and One of Flowers – New goals will take focus and strategy. You are on the right track, just make sure you don’t lose track of your goals and your process to get there. Write down what you want and how you are going to get there and use this to return your focus to your target again and again.
Air – The Hierophant atop The Lovers, Four of Flowers – Make sure you are open and forthright with your doctor during this upcoming appointment. Make a list of everything you want to say so that you don’t miss anything, and while you’re there be sure to push about having tests done and possibly seeing a specialist.
Advocate for yourself in this area and don’t allow it to be brushed aside or the issue to be downplayed. Your pain and discomfort are a sign of needing the attention of a professional. They are worth the man’s time even if he might not think so.
Water – Two of Wands and The Vixen – Strategy and prioritization are both going to be extremely important in how you plot your course as you come out of hiding. Here, too, writing things down could help you immensely. Having a concrete plan can give you a sense of security that you feel like you are lacking at the moment.
Fire – Ace of Swords and The Guide – Be wise about what you take on right now. There is a great deal on your plate and you don’t want to get weighed down as it will then restrict your creative thinking.
Waning – Ring and Anchor – Stop worrying about the damned mortgage. Everything is fine. Yes, you’ll be needing to negotiate new terms next year, but next year isn’t now. Hopefully interest rates will have gone down by then. It’ll all work out, but now isn’t the time to worry about it. Set it aside until it’s the right time to deal with it.
Waxing – Moon and Birds – Make sure you’re getting enough time with Gideon this week. Yes, you have gone back to work, but he is able to lift you up and keep you balanced, and that is something that you need right now. Some time chatting with Gid and spent in his company is just what you need to help keep things on an even keel this week.
Take Away – The cards this week indicate that you need to be proactive. Not just with your doctor, but with your life in general and those things you already have on your plate. There’s a lot of different things going on for you right now, and you need to consider making a list and then sorting out the path forward with each of those things. In doing this, you will feel more grounded and organized, and more empowered as well.
DECKS USED: THE LIKELY TAROT, THE HEROINE’S JOURNEY ORACLE, THE WILDERA LENORMAND
Talent For All
Today’s meditation was just over ten minutes long, and was another of the guided #dailycalm sessions from the Calm app. The focus of today’s meditation was about self-kindness, and about knowing what we want for ourselves.
It spoke of treating ourselves as we would treat others, and thus showing that we see ourselves as worthy of love and kindness as we do those around us. Thus, in turn, others learn to treat you well… and treat themselves well also.
Today’s draw is the Magus (Magician), which is traditionally a representation of resourcefulness, skill, and acting on one’s inspiration. The Magician is the one that has all the tools, all the skills, and all that is needed at their fingertips in order to manifest what they desire.
In this card, there is also an element of performance involved in the imagery, as the figure in the image wears a theater mask upon their face. I do not see this mask as one that hides the figure, but rather a mask that says “look at me… look what I can do”.
The message in today’s card is to own your skills and abilities. It is a reminder that we are all unique, and it is our responsibility as individuals to explore and discover in order to find the skills and abilities that are unique to us alone. No one is useless or without natural skills and abilities, but it is only through exploration of the world around us that we are able to discover what those are and how to use them to our best advantage.
DECK USED: SPIRIT KEEPERS TAROT REVELATION EDITION
#DiscordTarotholicsMar2022 Challenge Prompt
Questions for March 26th and 28th
How am I doing spiritually at this time?
Two of Scepters and Five of Scepters – There are challenges ahead, and at this time you are in the planning stages.
As recovery is your focus elsewhere in you life right now, it has meant needing to put spiritual matters as a lower priority, but as you recover from these issues elsewhere in your life, your spiritual practices and plans are coming back into focus. Just be prepared for some hurdles when you do start moving forward again.
How can I improve on where I am spiritually in the week ahead?
The Tower and Two of Swords – As you recover and rebuild from the chaos, take a moment to still and pause. Find your balance and your center, and get in touch with the decisions that need to be made. Look at them with a calm, cool head instead of a mind still influenced by the inner cacophony of the past and the chaos it wrought.
DECK USED: SPIRIT KEEPERS TAROT REVELATION EDITION

I started working on orders today for Tuesday’s shipping date. I’m hoping that the work I got done today will help me in staying on top of things and not becoming overwhelmed as Tuesday gets closer.
Gideon’s Challenge
Whispered secrets
and scented smoke
as herbs make quiet
crunching sounds
in harmony
with the scrape
of pestle
within stone bowl
while energy rises
and swirls around
gathering strength
with every sound
of chiming bell
as it grows and grows
and then is released
as intentions flow
Photo © ZenStatePhotography
The Offer… Motives MIA
Today’s meditation was skipped.
Today’s draw is an oracle card, which does not hold a traditional meaning as tarot would. The card drawn is the Poison Dart Dragons card, which says “Dangerous beauty! A pretty or charming surface may hide something toxic.”
This is about the offer that my mother made recently, and how uncomfortable I have been feeling about it. Generous or not, it just… doesn’t feel right. It’s presented as kindness and concern for her son, and this is something I have always craved from her.
But the fact is, I need to remember who she really is and that this offer is not going to be without a huge amount of strings attached. Today’s card is a reminder of this, and to make sure that I follow my intuition and instincts in this matter.
DECK USED: 50 EXTRAORDINARY DRAGONS ORACLE
Mr Lionharts’ #TheMarchTarot Animal Guide Challenge Prompt
Questions for March 25th thru 27th
March Animal Guide – Raccoon – Teamwork and finding healthy balance between independence and community, goal-oriented, ingenuity, industriousness, cleanliness, curiosity, adaptability, and equality.
In the Wild Unknown Animal Spirit Deck, the Raccoon is represented by the element of earth, and its qualities include creativity with a focus on talent, tenacity, and skillfulness with one’s preferred creative tools. There is also a concern that when one feels the need to wear one’s public “masks” that it can stunt the creativity one possesses and cause issues with self-image and obtaining success in their endeavors.
What was your experience of this journey with me?
Salt Water Wyvern and Hulk Drake – It was difficult for you to keep your focused on the theme of the Raccoon Spirit, but it was possible to guide you into seeing things from a different perspective even with these hurdles in the way.
What is your impression of me now?
Young Forest Guardian – You are full of hidden potential, and far more cuddly than anticipated. It takes you a bit of effort to open up and explore when you’ve been struggling with depression as you have, and yet you still find ways to communicate your creativity and stay open to the world around you.
Has it changed in any way?
Porcupine Puffer Drake – At first, you seemed unwilling to connect and wanted to hold everything and everyone at a distance. Depression is a really difficult thing to struggle with and it’s understandable that, in the midst of that, you would not come off as particularly approachable.
What would you pass on to me before we part ways {for now}?
Two-Headed Ink Gremlin and Atlantic Wolffish Hydra – Remember as you move forward with the projects and endeavors you’ve set yourself to this spring and summer that to get organized, chaos comes before order. You have to make a mess in order to truly organize anything properly. Have a bit of fun with the mess of it all and don’t be afraid of the chaos, for what comes after is worth it.
DECK USED: 50 EXTRAORDINARY DRAGONS ORACLE

I pulled half of April’s decks today. I wasn’t going to do it until Wednesday, but I decided to break it up into smaller bite sized pieces instead.



