Pull a random card from your deck and decide what aspect of your life this card represents for you.
That’s not what happened, I remember… – Memory issues, and my aversion to looking into the past.
Pull three more random cards, and interpret them as goals, aspirations, and/or resolutions related to that aspect of your life represented in the first card.
A Goal – Queen of Cups – Seek out support from those you know are there to steady you emotionally when you try to dip your toes into the waters of the path. There’s a lot of emotional trauma back there that you are avoiding, and being supported by others can help you deal with it.
An Aspiration – The Empress – Healthy, happy, and abundant. You want to feel secure and nurtured. Cared for. Your past has made this feel like an impossible dream, but it should instead be viewed as a goal of self-healing.
A Resolution – Knight of Wands – Commit yourself to exploring and healing these past wounds, instead of buying them and pretending that they don’t exist.
Twisting the Leaf 