I Am Deserving of Rest

Today’s meditation was skipped today because apparently I was more in need of a nap than I was meditation (cuz I fell asleep).

@GlitterbyInk #AprilAffirmations24 Prompt
Affirmation Prompt for April 2nd
: I Am…

Erenberg Tarot - Four of SwordsFour of Swords – I am deserving of rest and recuperation.

There is no need to feel guilty about it… it’s a need that everyone has, yourself included.

Work is hard… living is hard.  Rest is what is needed to help you make it through. Recuperation is needed to keep you strong and on your feet.

Let go of the shame. You’re not lazy.

You’re human.
Give yourself the rest that you need.

DECK USED:  ERENBERG TAROT

@Lionharts #TheAprilTarot Mercury Musing Prompt
Questions for April 1st and 2nd

Erenberg Tarot - Queen of Pentacles, Four of Pentacles, Six of Cups, Two of WandsWhat am I guided to muse on during this retrograde?

Six of Cups and Four of Pentacles – You need to consider how you were raised to view responsibility.

Responsibility does not have to be a prison, but due to the conditioning of your youth, you often treat it ( and most especially yourself) as if it is.

What aspect of me needs to undergo a transformation?

Two of Wands and Queen of Pentacles – It’s time to buckle down on your finances for a while. You need to plot your course forward carefully in order to foster wealth during this time of unavoidable expenditures.

DECK USED: ERENBERG TAROT

Daily Self Kindness

I got myself a snuggle buddy for sleeping while J’s driving. A squishy blue bunny on after-Easter sale at Walmart… and I slept all the way home, or very nearly.

I Affirm Myself

#DailyCalm with the Calm appToday’s meditation was ten minutes long, and one of the #DailyCalm sessions from the calm app. The session was about the importance of levity in life, and shared an experience that the guide in the session had once had where they worked in a restaurant. “Remember! We’re just serving food here, we’re not the United Nations,” said the waitress.

This is a fitting topic for today, being that today is April Fools Day.  It’s my least favorite holiday of the year, and one that I usually spend in seclusion. I just don’t have the kind of sense of humor needed to enjoy the kind of pranks and shenanigans that come along with April 1st.  That said, I do see the point made in today’s meditation, and it was a good reminder to work on seeing things in a more positive and/or optimistic light… something I’ve been working at for the past couple of years.

@GlitterbyInk #AprilAffirmations24 Prompt
Affirmation Prompt for April 1st
: I Affirm…

Retro Impressions Tarot - Six of WandsSix of Wands – I affirm myself.

Although getting validation from others can feel nice, it is I that knows myself best and can give myself the validation that I really need.

Today’s card is  a reminder to not look to others to tell you who you are and what you are doing right. Seek out your own opinions and follow the moral compass within yourself instead.  Get to know yourself and what feels right for you instead of allowing the accolades of others (or your efforts to receive them) to make decisions for you.

DECK USED:  RETRO IMPRESSION TAROT

#DiscordTarotholicsApr2024 Challenge Prompt
Questions for April 1st and 2nd

Retro Impressions Tarot - Nine of Cups, Ten of Cups, Queen of Wands, The MoonApril Fools Day – What trickery going on around you needs to be revealed to you?

Ten of Cups and The Moon – Your dislike for feelings of uncertainty is holding you back from embracing a greater sense of happiness and fulfillment. Uncertainty is a part of life, and working to avoid it at all costs is costing you happiness that you and those around you could be reveling in instead.

Reconciliation Day – How can you resolve and reconcile concerning yesterday’s revelation?

Queen of Wands and Nine of Cups – Sink into your creative spark and show others by example how fulfilling that can be. Don’t worry so much about the “what ifs” of life, for it’s only when you let those worries go that you can reach the potential your creativity is offering you.

DECK USED: RETRO IMPRESSION TAROT

Daily Self Kindness

I took a break, complete with a nap, even though it’s an orders day. I also stood up for myself against Gideon’s disapproval, which always feels a bit… tetchy.

Savoring Joy

Today’s meditation was skipped.

Green Animal Tarot - Knight of CupsToday’s draw is the Knight of Cups, which is traditionally a representation of an active beta energy, personality, or person in the area of one’s emotions, relationships, intuition, and creativity. This often portrays itself in a theme of going after what brings someone joy or following your imagination and creativity into new adventures.

The knight in this card’s imagery moves forward, but does so at a leisurely pace.  This card seems to be saying that you don’t have to rush.  Take your time with those things that make you happy rather than always trying to rush through them.

Like fine wine, happiness and joys of all sizes should be savored.

DECK USED:  ANIMAL TAROT

@the_mystic_star’s April #MysticStarChallenge Prompt
Prompts for April 12th thru 17th

Tales of Anieth Stone Nature Tarot - Four of Swords, Five of Cups, Eight of Cups, Ace of Wands, Five of Swords, Three of WandsWhat card represents the opportunities that I am currently aware of?

Four of Swords – You know you need to rest and how important that is to your well-being. Make sure that you are taking time for these quiet moments to really get the rest you need instead of wasting them on frivolous time wasters.

What do these opportunities mean to me?

Four of Cups – It’s time to start back up with your meditation. Instead of wasting time with games and silly internet scrolling that does nothing for you, use this time to meditate and connect with your inner wellspring instead.

How will these opportunities impact my life?

Eight of Cups – Taking advantage of this opportunity to put yourself on a healthier path with your down time will provide you with the ability to move away from unhealthy practices that only breed frustration and discontent.

What abundance will these opportunities bring into my life?

Ace of Wands – Renewed inspiration and motivation.

What challenges will these opportunities bring forward?

Five of Swords – Opening yourself up to these opportunities to explore healthy and restorative practices concerning your rest and restoration are going to stir up struggles between old habits that want to stick around and will be hard to shake, and these new practices. Feed the one you want to thrive.

What patterns will these opportunities highlight in my life?

Three of Wands – Exploring these opportunities will be a reminder to you that we are always moving forward. We only have control over the speed and direction.

DECK USED: TALES OF ANIETH STONE NATURE TAROT

@Lionharts #TheAprilTarot Light My Fire Challenge Prompt
Question:
What can I do to stay motivated in achieving my goals or plans?

Green Animal Tarot - King of Pentacles, Knight of Swords, Seven of SwordsKing of Pentacles – Stay on target with your goals and grounded in what you want to achieve. Even kings need to rest now and then (note, the lion’s eyes are closed). This rest is not detrimental, but a necessary part of creating stability.

Knight of Swords – It’s okay to charge ahead recklessly now and then. When things are stable? It can allow you have a bit of a strategic jump forward… or backward, of you end up charging in the wrong direction.  That’s okay too.

Seven of Swords – Don’t let others fuck you over. Watch your back and pay attention to who is pandering in order to get close opposed to those that sincerely are a trusted part of your life.

DECK USED: ANIMAL TAROT

Daily Self Kindness

This post is a catch-up post and, unfortunately, I have absolutely no idea what I might have done as a self kindness on this day.

Emotional Needs

Today’s meditation was skipped.

The Bunny Tarot - Ace of CupsToday’s draw is the Ace of Cups, which is traditionally a representation of the seed of new beginnings in the area of one’s emotions, relationships, intuition, compassion, and creativity.

I don’t really find a lot of communication going on here with this specific card, although the presence of the carrots and the heart do speak about getting what you need in a way.

The message in today’s card, then, is to take time to look for new ways to satisfy your emotional needs.  Not all of the tried and true methods are going to work all the time nor fit the situations before you.

Sometimes? You have to try something new instead.

DECK USED:  THE BUNNY TAROT

#DiscordTarotholicsApr2023 Challenge Prompt
Questions for April 13th and 14th

Yoru No Sumi E OracleWhat good is ready to come into bloom in your life with spring’s arrival?

Openness and Ambition – Spring will bring for you a openness that will help you in connecting more with your ambition and motivation, which has been lacking of late. Take care to stay open and willing to act and follow those niggling moments of ambition and motivation so that they can grow and flourish this spring.

What can you do to encourage this arrival?

Betrayal and Playful – Have fun with this resurgence of energy instead of falling back on old tendencies that you know are unhealthy for you.

DECK USED: YORU NO SUMI E LIGHT EDITION

@Lionharts #TheAprilTarot Light My Fire Challenge Prompt
Question
: What am I being called to dedicate more time to this season?

The Bunny Tarot - The Chariot, The Magician, The SunReading Summary: You have the ability to succeed (The Sun) if you put your self and those tools at your disposal to the task (The Magician) and back it with willpower and determination (The Chariot).

Take Away: The slowness going on in your business right now is in part feeding off your lack of motivation. Seek a positive outcome by dedicating yourself to turning things around.

You have the control and tools needed to get things back on track and guide things to a more successful outcome, you just need to lean into these goals instead of letting them slide onto the back burner and ignoring them.

DECK USED: THE BUNNY TAROT

Daily Self Kindness

This post is a catch-up post and, unfortunately, I have absolutely no idea what I might have done as a self kindness on this day.

Watchfulness and Preparation

Today’s meditation was skipped.

Diary of Cats Tarot - Nine of SwordsToday’s draw is the Nine of Candles (Swords), which is traditionally a representation of (both founded and unfounded) anxiety, nightmares, insomnia, stress, and worry.

Look at that fluffy tail and all those candles lain out in a row.  There’s definite danger here, and the owner might be sweating it a bit to see the cat so close.  So much could potentially go wrong.

Today’s card is a reminder to keep an eye on potential dangers and issues. You don’t have to always step in and circumvent them, but it’s a good idea to be prepared… just in case something catastrophic is lurking around the corner preparing to pop out and light a fire under your ass.

DECK USED:  DIARY OF CATS TAROT

#DiscordTarotholicsApr2023 Challenge Prompt
Questions for April 10th and 11th

The Enchanted Garden OracleIn what aspect of life do you need a new perspective?

Blue Moon and Float – You don’t always have to be on top of everything and always pushing for forward motion.  Sometimes, just like growth spurts in children, the best growth happens while your sleeping.

What would this new perspective look like?

Falling and Winter Slumber – Okay so this is not an outcome I want, so while it might be nice to take a look at this new perspective, enacting it in my life is not happening right now. Slow winters and a crumbling foundations are not things I have any interest in facilitating.

That said?  There’s advice here about making sure that you take the time for rest when you have the opportunity, because there are just as many times in life when that opportunity isn’t present and you’re needed to hold everything together or rebuild what’s been lost.

DECK USED: THE ENCHANTED GARDEN ORACLE

@Lionharts #TheAprilTarot Light My Fire Challenge Prompt
Question
: How can I best channel my most courageous, most fearless self?

Diary of Cats Tarot - Ace of Swords, Four of Pentacles, The LoversReading Summary: Make sure you’re getting what you need for yourself (The Lovers) to feel stable and secure (Four of Pentacles) by communicating your needs clearly (Ace of Swords).

Take Away: You have a habit of not opening up when you are in need of help.  If you want to be your most courageous and fearless self, you have to let go of your reluctance to let others in and allow them to see your vulnerabilities.

It’s okay to show them those things you’re not good at or confident about, and as for their help concerning these things.  Communicate your needs more clearly and get the help you need.

DECK USED: DIARY OF CATS TAROT

Daily Self Kindness

This is a catch-up post, and I’m not entirely sure what today’s self-kindness might have been.

The Gift of Listening

Today’s meditation was skipped.

Maruco's Animal & Food Tarot - Queen of CupsToday’s draw is the Queen of Cups, which is traditionally a representation of a receptive alpha energy, personality, or person in the area of one’s emotions, relationships, creativity, and intuition. Among other things, this often translates into themes to do with emotional support and advice from a trusted party that is easy to talk to.

What stood out to me in the imagery of this particular deck’s card today is the fact that I own that candy dish. As in… the candy dish that this particular image was drawn off of. It’s made of red carnival glass and belonged to an elderly friend that passed away a handful of years ago.

This card brought to mind that friend, and how even as stuck in her ways as she was, she always somehow had time to be still and quiet and -listen- to others.  She may not always agree, and sometimes the things that came out of her mouth were beyond rude… but that rudeness was based off of her limited experiences in the world… not insensitivity.

Today’s card is a reminder that sometimes the ability to listen is the absolute best gift you can give to others, and often far superior to any advice you might be able to offer.

DECK USED:  MARUCO ANIMAL & FOOD TAROT

@Lionharts #TheAprilTarot Light My Fire Challenge Prompt
Question
: What commitments can I make to support my journey towards self-love?

Spirits of the Hedgegrow OracleBlackthorn – The power to endure instead of buckling under the weight involved with times of struggle and uncertainty.

This is both a strength you possess as well as something you need to commit to and have confidence in as you move forward in your journey. Knowing you possess this strength provides a steady foundation for you to stand your ground on.

Primrose – Your ability to accept your vulnerabilities and not allow them to hold you back from self exploration is another important commitment towards your self-love journey. Don’t shirk away from that vulnerability but allow it to be a strength and something worth exploring instead.

Honeysuckle – Staying in touch with that ever present spark of creativity that influences all parts of your life. It helps keep things fun and fresh, and allows you to feel a sense of pride that you don’t feel the least bit ashamed about.

DECK USED: SPIRITS OF THE HEDGEGROW ORACLE

#DiscordTarotholicsApr2023 Challenge Prompt
Philosophical Question:
Is personal growth required to live a good life?

Maruco's Animal & Food Tarot - Ten of Wands, Five of Cups, Eight of WandsReading Summary: Burnout (Ten of Wands), pessimism (Five of Cups), and constant forward motion (Eight of Wands) are all present in these cards, but there is no joy present in within them at all. These cards are a reminder of what your life was like before you chose to begin a journey of growth and emotional exploration within yourself.

Take Away: How do you define “a good life”? I wouldn’t consider it a good life without joy… but perhaps there are those out there that do. I think this question is too subjective to be answered easily, but for me… yes. Personal growth is required, for it is only after I dealt with the qualities in myself outlined in these cards that I truly began enjoying life instead of just living it.

DECK USED: MARUCO ANIMAL & FOOD TAROT

Daily Self Kindness

I had a really good, deep nap today on Ms B’s couch.  It was glorious and needed.