Here and Now I Exist – Who you are now, in your entirety.
Ace of Swords Rx – You are not communicating. You need to share with others how you are feeling and where you are struggling, but instead you are still keeping it all to yourself.
The Slough – What is to be left in the past as you move forward.
The Tower – It’s time to cut out the catastrophizing. You need to work on leaving this mindset behind. Chaos and sudden change really isn’t the end of the world, so don’t make it out to be in your mind and self talk.
What Lies Ahead – An ideal state or ideal self you are seeking at this time.
Nine of Cups – You are seeking a state of emotional satiation. Over the past year (not just during the holiday rush) you have had to close yourself off from your emotions. You are overdue to let them out and find the state emotional well-being that you’ve been missing.
Limitations – Negative influences, opposition, or ill will.
Page of Cups – Your emotions are raw and hurting right now. It makes it hard to uncover them and air them out. Take care not to let them steer your reactions as you are working to untangle the knots.
The Boon – Positive influences, higher guidance, or divine intervention.
King of Cups – Gideon may be going through his own crises right now, but but don’t forget that his presence is still the same stable emotional support for you as he has always been.
The Wound – An unpleasant past experience or event that is ripe for some support and healing.
The Magician – You were raised to always be capable and on target, to utilize your skills and tools towards your goals and thus not just succeed but shine. This impossible standard has created a perpetual “not good enough” mentality that is now ready for some healing.
Nostalgia – A positive past experience or event to acknowledge, reflect upon, and enjoy.
Knight of Cups – You’ve made a lot of progress in getting in touch with your emotions over the years, and you can absolutely do it again. Take time to reflect on your past methods to find the path forward in the present.
A Warning – Something coming that can be prevented or overcome.
The Empress Rx – Don’t allow yourself to fall into self abuse and neglect. You are at a transition point and you need to focus on self care in order to steer yourself onto the right path moving forward.
Empowerment – A future opportunity to work toward.
Seven of Wands Rx – Less fighting, conflict, and struggle. More peace, serenity, and comfort. You have the opportunity at this time to turn the tables from stress and strife to a better, more comfortable way forward.
Take Away – There is a lot here about your current transition from the stress of the holiday rush into a better and healthier emotional and mental place. You are being encouraged to make sure you stay on track towards balance and self care. Focus on being kind to yourself, not suppressing your emotions, and sharing your feelings with others.
Twisting the Leaf 