Ethony’s 31 Days of Tarot 2019 (Part 3)

Returning again today to Ethony’s 31 Days of Tarot challenge. As previously discussed previous posts of this series, I’m doing these a bit at a time instead of one a day. That said? Today I am answering just one of the questions, as it was a pretty long answer and took a good deal of research for me to put together.

  1. From the Major Arcana Cards, what card correlates to your sun, moon and rising sign? How has that resonated or played out in your life?

    Okay… so this one took some research, as I’m not well versed in astrology. I actually ended up calling Z for some guidance, as she has a good deal more knowledge in this area than I do.Here is what I learned.A Sun Sign is the “basic” astrology that most people are familiar with and is indicated by the date of your birth. These dates around the wheel of the year are stagnant from year to year.

    TaurusSun signs are believed to be related to one’s personality. Mine is Taurus, which correlates to the Major Arcana’s fifth card, The Hierophant.

    I’m a stickler for “correctness”. I like it when there is precision and when things “fit together”. The Hierophant is a representation of tradition, convention, education, and guidance. I always seek to better knowledge in a vast variety of things, and I always strive to provide good counsel and guidance for those that seek it from me. All of this fits well under the “umbrella” of the Hierophant card.

    A moon sign refers to the position of the moon at the time of your birth. Moon signs do not change every day, but have much faster transition period than sun signs, and are not stagnant from year to year.

    ScorpioMoon signs are believed to be related to one’s emotions, habits, instincts, and inner moods. My moon sign is Scorpio, which correlates to the Major Arcana’s thirteenth card, Death.

    Since meeting you and your assistance in awakening my emotions, this fits me much better than it once had when I was younger. In my youth, I had closed myself off and was not in touch with my emotions. It was a box I tucked in a corner and never touched.

    These days, my emotions are far more volatile and ever changing. They run the gamut and fluctuate depending on external sources and internal dialogue. The Death card is a card of change and this can be taken two ways. It can relate to the change that you created in my life. Or it can relate to the constantly changing volatility of my spectrum of emotions found since then.

    The Ascendant sign, aka. rising sign is the zodiac constellation that was rising over the eastern horizon when you were born.

    GeminiAscendant signs are believed to represent the “outer you” including the way others see you, your general impression on people, your spontaneous reactions, and possibly even your appearance. My ascendant sign is Gemini, which corresponds to the sixth card in the Major Arcana, The Lovers.

    This card does not just represent relationships, but also choices, duality, commitments, and crossroads depending on its appearance in a spread or how it is being used. To be honest? I have NO clue how other people perceive me, and so I have very little input on how this card may relate to it.

So far, this is Part 3 of the series. Here are Part 1 and Part 2 for easy reference.

I’ll make another post in a few days to continue on with more questions in the challenge.

Ethony’s 31 Days of Tarot 2019 (Part 2)

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It’s time to return to Ethony’s 31 Days of Tarot challenge. As previously discussed in Part 1 of this series, I’m doing these a bit at a time instead of one a day.

  1. Top 5 decks on your wish list now
    Tyldwick Tarot, Delos TarotLes Adorables Tarot, Liminal Tarot (2015 Version), Tarot of the Hidden Folk. These are in order, incidentally, although the Delos and Tyldwick sometimes change places with each other depending on my mood.
  2. Tarot goals 2019
    I really just want to get back on track with my spirituality. I feel a bit like a Christian that’s been “skipping church”. You know, they’re still a Christian, but not practicing? The last two years, that’s been me with my spirituality. Tarot is (and has always been) a part of that spirituality, and my goals for returning to practicing my faith and my tarot practice are intertwined.
  3. Tarot decks that you want to work with more in 2019
    I have a handful of new decks in my collection this year that I’m excited to work with and get to know better. I also have a few that I haven’t used in years that I would like to reconnect with. That list includes (but is not limited to) the Cucoloris Tarot, Alchemical Tarot, True Black Tarot, Anima Mundi Tarot, Crow Tarot, Anna K Tarot, Sacred Circle Tarot (which I recently did a major modification on), and Mary El Tarot.
  4. Oracle decks that you want to work with more in 2019
    Like with the tarot decks listed above, this list is not comprehensive but more of a sampling of decks from a longer list. They include the Moonology Oracle, Roots and Wings Oracle, Empty Cup Oracle, Hedgewitch Botanical Oracle, and the White Hare Wisdom Oracle.
  5. Have you ever dealt with Impostor Syndrome in your Tarot practice?
    I had to look this term up.

    Impostor syndrome is a psychological pattern in which an individual doubts his or her accomplishments and has a persistent internalized fear of being exposed as a “fraud”. Despite external evidence of their competence, those experiencing this phenomenon remain convinced that they are frauds, and do not deserve all they have achieved. Individuals with impostorism incorrectly attribute their success to luck, or as a result of deceiving others into thinking they are more intelligent than they perceive themselves to be. – Wikipedia

    I’ve had my fair share of times when my self confidence was at its worst and my insecurities were a torment I couldn’t seem to escape. That said? I don’t think I’ve ever experienced this particular issue. I work damn hard for what I have from my physical comforts to my education, and everything in between.

And there you have it, another handful of questions from Ethony’s 31 Days of tarot complete. Like last time, I’ll come back in a few days to make another post to continue the challenge.

Deck Modification Line Up – Spring 2019

So, over the past… oh hell, I don’t know. Few months? I’ve done a long list of deck modifications. Which, to be honest, I’ve really enjoyed.

I don’t modify every deck in my collection, but I’ve found that there are a variety of decks in my collection that I either don’t use for some production value reason (too big, awkward sizing, unfinished looking, distracting borders, titles that don’t “fit” with my reading style, etc). This year I’ve begun going through my collection and picking out the ones that I feel need a little TLC of the “deck mod” variety.

I do have a couple of previous posts [Post 1, Post 2] where I went through a couple of mods. This one will be… bigger. And a lot more comprehensive. But it will not contain the decks previously mentioned as this is more of an update on my progress of going through and altering those I feel need some adjusting.

These will be in alphabetical order (instead of chronological) simply for convenience. (I named the pics for this post with the deck names and so now, in the folder, they’re in alphabetical order.)

Angelarium_Eminations

First up is the Angelarium: Oracle of Emanations deck. I’ve said before that I’m not a big fan of angel decks, but I did end up ordering this one because the angels… well, don’t look like traditional angels. I like the artwork, and I’ve actually pre-ordered the sequel (Angelarium: Oracle of Watchers) which I plan on combining with this deck to make into a single larger deck.

The only thing I did with this deck is edge it in black. Interestingly, something about the card stock made the black turn a shade of dark, dark blue which I really like. I decided to only do one coat specifically to preserve this blue hue.

Angels_Ancestors

The Angels and Ancestors is another deck with angels in it, and yet they also are not the traditional iteration of the concept.  They actually give me an impression more of spirit guides than angels, which along with the artwork and color scheme, made this deck easy for me to bond with.

For this deck, I got the idea for the edging from Boho Tarot.  I liked what she did with her deck and modified it a bit for my own tastes.   I first edged in yellow marker before using Distress Ink’s Tea Dye shade as a finger-rub along the edges for an uneven, aged look.  I then used gold ink in the same finger-rub method to give a hint of sheen.

Arcana

The Arcana deck by Dead On Paper.   I looked and looked for this deck for quite a while after I stumbled upon a random image of one of its major arcana cards.  I couldn’t find it and was so frustrated.  Then I saw it on BoyDiviner’s YouTube and he was kind enough to provide me with the name of the deck and publisher.  From there I immediately ended up purchasing the deck and I’m really glad I did.   The card stock is SO nice, the size is standard playing card size (as opposed to standard tarot size).   The deck is structured so that it can be used as either a tarot deck or a playing card deck.   I love it.

The cards aren’t black but actually a really deep, dark brown with a hint of distressed texture.  So, what I did was I edged them in black.   I then used the finger-rub method to add bronze marker ink to the edges.

Badgers_Forest

The Badger’s Forest Tarot was a bit of a debate for me when I first got it, to be honest.  I have absolutely no fondness for the thick brown border on the backs of the cards.  At all.   But, the deck is borderless on the face of the cards, which means if I wanted to remove the brown border, I’d have had to cut into the artwork… and I just wasn’t willing to do that.

So… I decided to live with the brown borders on the backs.  I don’t do a lot of face-down spreads, as I prefer to set my cards down face up and get my initial impressions as they are laid into place, so it’s not a huge sacrifice.

For modification,  edged the card in brown, taking a good deal of care to ensure that I didn’t pollute the artwork on the front of the cards with the ink. I then did a finger-rub with bronze marker ink.

Dreaming_Way

The Dreaming Way Tarot, I edged in a combination of greens.  This included green Midliner marker overlayed with yellow PrismaColor marker, as well as three different shades of Distress Ink (Bundled Sage, Shabby Shutters, and Old Paper).   Essentially, I shuffled the deck, and then split the deck into four equal sections and colored each section with a different shade.

Faery_Forest

The Faery Forest Oracle is the oracle that I pair my WildWood Tarot deck with when doing intricate spreads (such as the year in view spread).  You can see the swaddle (cotton cloth) that I use to store the deck in within the background of the photos.  That fabric is the same fabric that I use to swaddle the WildWood deck. For me, the two decks just… go together.

I edged this deck in PrismaColor green marker.

WildWood

As you can see above, I also edged my WildWood Tarot in PrismaColor green marker.  I did this with intention, because like the swaddling of the Faery Forest Oracle, I wanted the colors to match each other.

Before edging this deck, I trimmed it.  The white borders on this specific deck of cards really bothered me.  It felt like the artwork and message of the cards was “trapped” inside a cage.    Freeing this deck from its borders makes it feel far more open and has made it far easier for me to read intuitively.

At the same time, I didn’t want to remove the titles, because I -do- use the guide book with this deck and sometimes need a little help identifying the cards due to their nontraditional depictions. By leaving on the titles, it made the design on the back a bit off-center.   Although this niggles at my anal-retentive side, it was the most practical option, and I can live with it.

Familiars_Tarot

The Tarot Familiars just felt unfinished.  Black backs, dark fronts… white edges.   It just didn’t jive for me.  I had initially wanted to edge the cards in colors to match the dark hues used in the borders on the fronts of the cards, but I found it impossible to find inks that were a good match, so I ended up edging the deck in black marker instead.

Godard_Bird_Spirit

Godard’s Bird Spirit Tarot (sorry, I don’t have a link for this one) is a deck that I don’t really see passed around a lot in the tarot community.  That said?  I love the deck.  I think the artwork has a sweet depth to it and the cards have vibrancy to them without being overpowering.

I simply edged this deck in black to finish it off, because like the Familiars Tarot, it felt unfinished with black borders on both the fronts and backs, but white edges that were raw and unfinished.

Kuan_Yin

The Kuan Yin Oracle is one of the decks that I recently wrote about in Part 1 of my response to Ethony’s 31 Days of Tarot.  I really like the softness of this deck, but it felt unfinished in the way some of my other decks that I’ve edged did.   The card faces have borders in a variety of different shades, and although I considered cutting them off, I ended up using them as a guide to color the edges in matching hues.

In the picture above, you can see the hues all in order, and then on the far left you can see what the deck looks like shuffled.

Mystical_Shaman

The Mystical Shaman Oracle was given to me by you just recently for our anniversary, and you’ve already seen a few pics of the finished work, because I was doing it while we were talking.

I edged each side of this deck in a different PrismaColor marker to match shades of color off the card backs (green, yellow, red, brown).   Once edged in marker, I then applied bronze Sharpie ink with the finger-rub method before repeating the process with Distress Ink in black in a fade from the corners.

Oracle_Echoes

The Oracle of Echoes came into my collection recently and also felt unfinished with the plain white edges.   This deck also comes with a PDF “little white book” rather than a printed one.  I ended up printing out the PDF and making it into a book.  I might make a post about that later at some point, as it was my first experience in making a book.

I debated between whether I wanted to edge this deck in black, or edge it in red and then antique it with black ink.   I ended up going with edging it in black because I felt the deck’s artwork (back and front) was busy enough and that the red might end up distracting from the artwork.

Pagan_Otherworlds

This is turning out to be a monster post, yeah?

Next is the Pagan Otherwords Tarot.  This one, you can barely tell the edging even in person.   I edged the deck in the gold colored Brilliance DewDrop, but I kind of feel like it’s too light or… not opaque enough.

I might end up trying again with a gold Sharpie.  I would really like to get to a shade and texture of colors that better matches the antiqued gold look on the inside of the box.

Sacred_Geometry01

Maria Rikteryte’s Sacred Geometry Cards are a deck that I really debated on whether I wanted to trim or not.   I originally bought these with the intention to do just that.   I bought them to combine with the Cosmic Cards deck by Amaya Ajay, which would have involved trimming this deck to match the size of the Cosmic Cards.

Sacred_Geometry02The problem was… these cards are really huge.  I mean REALLY huge. (I’ve included a picture of one of the cards set beside a standard tarot sized card so that you can see what I mean.)  They’re bigger than I thought they would be, even though I looked at the size before buying them.   Trimming them down to match the size of the Cosmic Cards wasn’t feasible.   Trimmed vertically, you would end up with a few cards with the phrases truncated on either side.  Trimmed horizontally, you have to sever the designs exactly in half.

So… I decided to keep them their original size.  At least for now.   And I edged them in orange Midliner marker followed by yellow PrismaColor marker in order to match the shade of orange in the designs on the cards.

Secret_Forest

For the Tarot of the Secret Forest, I did another edging in black.   Sometimes?  That’s all that’s needed to make a deck feel finished.   In this case, that was especially true.  Both the backs and the fronts of these cards contain artwork, and both the backs and fronts have black borders.  The white on the edges just didn’t look good at all, whereas in my opinion the deck now looks really nice.

Student5

Another deck that I just edged in black was the Student Tarot (I believe this is v.5).  I don’t have a link for this one either, unfortunately. This is another deck you don’t see very often in the tarot community.   It was a gift from my sister and is… well, cute as fuck.   It’s designed with little anime characters  on the cards and always has a very “cheerful and fun” energy whenever I use it.

Vintage_Oracle_Tarot

Third in a row!   Another black edging.  This is the Vintage Oracle Tarot.  As you can see, like the Tarot of the Secret Forest, it has a nice thick black border.  The white on the edge of the cards really bugs me on cards with black borders and edging the deck in black in those cases always seems to create a sense of relief… as if the white causes some sort of stress that edging them in black eases.

White_Sage

This is the White Sage Tarot, which as you can see, I edged in multiple colors.   The reason for this was because this deck has a clear intention to it as to being used with Chakras energy.   The information for Chakra associations is very clearly outlined in additional cards included in the deck as well as in the little white book, where the author specifies which Chakra each card is associated with.    I divided the deck into the seven chakras as per their associations in the little white book, and then used Crayola permanent marker on the edges to correspond with the Chakra colors. I then used the Brilliance DewDrop in platinum to add a bit of a finger-rub of sheen to the cards and “cool off” the colors a bit.

The last picture on the right shows how this deck looks after being shuffled.

I initially wanted to add a little colored dot to each card instead, and leave the edges white, but the card stock is so glossy that I couldn’t get any of my markers to stick.  The marks just rubbed right off, even after letting them dry for a bit.

WildWood_Mini

This is my Mini WildWood Tarot, which I’m pretty sure is an unauthorized publication out of China?   I’m not entirely sure where I got this deck, as I have had it for a really long time.  If I’m not mistaken, it was a gift.  I could be wrong on that.

Anyway.   I edged this deck in yellow PrismaColor marker to match the yellow on the back of the cards.  I considered doing it in green, as I had for my full sized WildWood mentioned above, but I didn’t want it to be a clone as the mini deck has it’s own energy and personality.

Wisdom_Seekers

Last, but certainly not least, is the Wisdom Seeker’s Tarot.   It’s funny, because I’ve noticed that people either seem to love the backs of these cards, or really dislike them.  There doesn’t seem to be any middle ground there.

I personally like them, which is a bit surprising, because I’m not really a big fan of “hot” colors (reds, oranges, yellows).   But for this deck?  The backs seem just right.

I trimmed this deck to remove the white borders that were present on both the fronts and the backs.  They just felt so wrong.  So…. I cut them off, although I ended up leaving the titles mostly because I’m a fan of precision.  Reading from a deck without the titles is a very intuitive process for me.  Sort of the difference between spilling ink over paper to create art, or instead using a pen nib to draw with.   The titles are the nib.  I may spill ink too, but I like having the pen handy.

After trimming, I edged this deck with orange PrismaColor marker on the horizontal edges, and yellow PrismaColor marker on the vertical edges.  I then used the Brilliance DewDrop in gold to do a finger rub that was heavier on the corners and lighter along the planes, causing the orange and yellow to blend a bit rather than being so stark in transition.

I’ll probably let another handful of modifications build up again before I do another post like this.  It just feels easier for me to post them in a group like this than to share them individually.

Ethony’s 31 Days of Tarot 2019 (Part 1)

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So each year Ethony (which is a blog I follow) does a “31 Days of Tarot” challenge in January. This is mostly done by YouTubers that put their replies in vids up on the site. I don’t use YouTube, but I wanted to try the challenge this year.

That said? Between my very challenging beginning to 2019 and the depression that soon followed and stole nearly two months from me, I’m just now finding myself in a place where I can attempt this challenge. I figure better late than never, right?

Instead of doing one a day, I’m going to group them into a few at a time. There may be days I only do one (or none). There may be days I do five or more. I’m not on any huge time schedule, really, so I figure I can just do them at my own pace.

So, here we go…

  1. 2019 – Reading – Energy – Major Lesson
    The major lessons in my Year Ahead spread is that there is going to be a lot of struggle and strife going on this year and that, as long as I continue to strive for balance in the different aspects of my life and within myself, everything will work out in the end.
  2. Top 5 Tarot Decks of 2018 (ones you purchased and or released in 2018)
    Tarot of the Hidden Realm is at the very top of this list. I’ve had a handful of decks that I really connected with, but this is the strongest I’ve ever experienced. From the moment of the unboxing, I was connecting with this deck on a whole new level than any other deck I’ve ever used.
    Cucoloris Tarot – I’m not sure if I bought this at the end of 2018 or beginning of 2019. The moment I saw this deck I fell for it, and when it arrived i was not disappointed on any level. There’s something about the lines and use of color in this deck that really draws my eye.
    Japanese Myth Tarot – I love the artwork and the color scheme. I haven’t done a lot with this deck since receiving it, but I have plans to explore it further in the near future.
    Linestrider Tarot – I actually bought this deck because the artwork was a good match to the Hedgewitch Oracle Deck. I was curious how they would play together and they definitely do in my opinion. Surprisingly, all the white space in both decks compliments rather than being overwhelming.
    Shadowscapes Tarot – I resisted buying this deck for a long time, but curiosity finally won out and I did end up getting one. I’ve flipped through and admired the artwork on the cards, but I haven’t used it for readings yet. It feels very “light and airy” to me, and I require a certain head-space to work with decks that have that sort of energy.
    Smith-Waite Centennial Tarot – A research deck. I have the original 1971 version of the Rider, but I felt the need for a newer version for reference material.
  3. Top 5 Oracle Decks of 2018 (ones you purchased and or released in 2018)
    Angels and Ancestors Oracle Deck – I use this deck for a seasonal spread this year, and I’ve been really happy with the results and I find them to be a remarkably easy read. I also like that the angels in this deck aren’t the traditional take on angels or cupids, which is something that can often really turn me off on a deck that incorporates angels in the artwork.
    Hedgewitch Botanical Oracle – As a lover of the green, this one was irresistible to me, and I’ve enjoyed working with it since its arrival in my collection. I have plans to do a deep dive on this deck at some point and do some pretty hefty research into it beyond my science-based botanical education and into the more hedge-witch side of things.
    Kuan Yin Oracle – This deck is all about the artwork for me, which is beautiful but does not necessarily meet up with my interpretation and understanding of Kuan Yin. That said, I choose to view this deck more as a general “goddess” deck than a Kuan Yin deck, and that works for me. These cards have a soft, warm feeling to their energy, and I have a couple of tarot decks I want to try pairing them with, but I have a feeling they will work better as an affirmation deck.
    I could be wrong… but I think that these are the only Oracle decks that I purchased in 2018.
  4. Top 5 Tarot Books of 2018 (ones you purchased and or released in 2018)
    Holistic Tarot, Tarot Reversals (which was helpful in my 2018 year long in-depth study of the WildWood deck), Guidebook to the Tarot of the Hidden Realm, Modern Tarot: Connecting with Your Higher Self through the Tarot, and Mary K. Greer’s 21 Ways to Read a Tarot Card.
    To be honest, I don’t get a good deal of time to sit down with books for the pleasure of just reading. This means that I’m part way through each one of these books rather than having finished any one of them cover to cover. The exception to this is the Tarot Reversals, which I have not read cover to cover but I have read in its entirety by skipping around from place to place through my use of it as reference material.
  5. The card that stalked you in 2018
    I didn’t have a single stalker card in 2018. I had three. Three queens, to be exact. The Queen of Cups, Queen of Pentacles, and Queen of Swords. Although two of the queens have since eased off in their constant attention, the Queen of Swords continues to follow me to date this year.
  6. The deck you finally crossed off your wish list in 2018
    The Anna K Tarot. I stalled on buying this one for a long time. I’m not sure I can explain why I waited so long other than it just didn’t feel like the time was right. A few videos on BohoTarot’s YouTube channel ended up tipping the scales for me, though. She has some really great video work, clear pictures and nice aesthetic that really set off the cards and pushed this deck’s long-lingering existence on my wish list into a purchase.
  7. Most worked with Tarot deck in 2018 and why
    I did a lot of work with the WildWood Tarot in 2018. I found the differences and contrasts between it and my own tarot teachings very interesting, and it took me a lot of time to explore this deck as it’s quite a bit different than the number/suit basis that I’ve been using for the last 20 years. I did a year-long deep dive into this deck in 2018. My only regret? I wish I’d journalled the journey, and I believe I made a mistake in not having done so.

I think that’s it for today.  I’ll get a few more done and make another post with Part 2 in the near future.