Daily Meditation

Have a Little Faith

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Today’s meditation was ten minutes and twenty seconds long, and focused on allowing yourself to emerge from the defensive walls we all hide behind and therefore be open and vulnerable to allow for growth.

This is often a hard lesson for me, although over the years you have definitely chipped away at those walls I used to live behind 24/7.   It’s you that taught me that it was okay to -feel- my feelings rather than burying them.   And it’s you that taught me that my feelings are valid, no matter how confusing they may be.

I think that, because of these things, I have developed into a better person.  A person that looks not just at logic, balance, and fairness… but also at how others feel and are affected by my own actions and the actions and situations of others.

Today’s draw is the page of pentacles and the eight of swords. There was no jumper, as they came out together.

The Page of Pentacles is a representation of an omega Learning energy, person, or a personality in the areas of finance, resources, and the physical.

The Eight of Swords is a representation of restriction and/or the need for new perspective in the area of thought and intellect, communication, logic , and instinct.

Together, the Page of Pentacles and the Eight of Swords indicate that the goals I’ve set forth for myself in the areas of my life involving money and even my physical body may be a little difficult (or even impossible) to obtain without opening myself up to new perspectives, and having a little faith in my own instinct and ability.

Essentially, this is a message telling me to have more faith in myself and be open to new ideas in order to learn what I need to know, and thus in doing so, find the best path on which to move forward in the direction of my goals.

Back to Basics

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Today’s meditation was ten minutes and ten seconds, and focused on the uselessness of blame and its origins in anger. It outlined a variety of options and ideas for how to work past that anger that resides at the seat of blame, and redirect ownership of situations to a place of problem resolution rather than stewing and pointing fingers.

Today’s draw is the 5th card in the Major Arcana, the Hierophant. As with all of the Major Arcana, this card deals with personal development and spiritual evolution, rather than any one aspect of the human experience.

The Hierophant is a representation of tradition, institutions, spiritual paths, and teacher/student relationships. The appearance of this card in today’s draw is an indication that it is a good time to consider the traditions, rituals, and practices of my spiritual path, and perhaps do a little research and reach out to a mentor.

I have been very closed off throughout the spring, and I spent a good portion of June focused inward, getting myself back “on track” after my depression came to an end. The Hierophant speaks of turning one’s focus outward in order to either teach or learn, therefore, the card is also a reminder to keep myself open to learning from and/or mentoring others.

Refreshed and Back to Work

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Today’s meditation was ten minutes long, and focused on how to deal with pain during one’s meditation practice. As someone with chronic pain issues, I was really happy to have a bit of guidance on this issue. I often use breathing exercises to work through my bouts of intense pain and the long stretches of nagging intensity.

Today’s draw is the Eight of Wands, which is all about action, motivation, determination, and manifestation in the area of willpower, drive, passions, and the inner spark.

The Eight of Wands has come to visit today as a message of inspiration, as today is the day I head home. This card is about swift movement and renewed motivation, which is an excellent message for my trip home, as well as my return to work, managing my business, and working on the orders that have come in while I was away.

The Tools You Need

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Today’s meditation was ten minutes long, and focused on how enlightenment is not a goal or something to obtain or a goal to strive for, but instead is about the journey and the lessons that you learn along the way.

Today’s draw is the Devil card for the second day in a row, with the Magician card as a jumper. Both of these cards are Major Arcana cards (the 15th and the 1st respectively) representing the paths we take along our life’s journey rather than any one aspect within a life.

The appearance of the Devil card in today’s draw is a carryover from yesterday, with the Magician as an additional commentary.

Where the Devil card speaks of the unhealthy temptations and indulgences of my visit here at my mother’s house, the Magician tells me that I have all the tools and knowledge needed to pull myself back on track once I have returned home.

This is a good reminder, as I near the end of my visit, that even if getting back on track is a struggle, I’m prepared and more than capable of making the transition.

Stay the Path

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Today’s meditation was ten minutes and forty eight seconds, and focused on the benefits of doing nothing.

This is, as you might imagine, a difficult topic for me. And a difficult task. To relax and take it all in rather than be active and productive is a struggle. I do understand the value in rest and recuperation, though, as well as the value in stillness and the mindfulness that it makes room for.

Today’s draw is the 15th card in the Major Arcana, the Devil card. This card is a representation of temptation, distraction, and a hedonistic mindset. As with all cards in the Major Arcana, this card’s focus is not on one specific aspect of the human experience, but rather on the big picture and one’s spiritual journey as a whole.

When this card appears, it is often a warning that you are being distracted off of your chosen path.

It’s appearance in today’s draw is a reminder to take care of myself. Here, while visiting at my mother’s, there are a lot of rich foods offered (and served) on a daily basis. There is also the ever-present temptation to let my inner deamons run amok.

The appearance of the Devil card is a reminder to stay on the path(s) I have chosen for myself, rather than allowing myself to be distracted and pulled off into the weeds.

Rise Above

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Today’s meditation was ten minutes and fifty seconds, and focused on using eating as an exercise in mindfulness.

In other words, paying attention when you eat rather than just putting it in your mouth and not remembering that you did, or tasting the food, or not enjoying the food.

In the process of becoming more mindful while eating, you then become far more aware of the food that you’re eating and can often feel more satiated in the process, as well as introducing another area of enjoyment into your life.

Today’s draw is the Five of Pentacles, and the Six of Wands. Neither of them is a jumper, but instead they were stuck together when they Emerged from the deck.

The Five of Pentacles is a representation of trials, tests, harshness, and challenges in the area of resources, money, In the physical world. It can also represent a mindset of loss or lack.

The Six of Wands is a representation of Cooperation, harmony, and vitality in the areas of willpower, passion, drive, and the inner spark.

Together, the appearance of these cards speaks of rising above a mindset of lack and feelings that this is a time of need.

These cards are a reminder to count my blessings, rather than always looking at the world through the perspective of my glass being half empty.

This perspective is part of what makes me work so hard… But I need to remember that I am also very blessed in my life. Both of the people that I have in it, and in my situation as a whole.