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Finding the Positive for August 4 – 6

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Cute Chibi Tarot, Dream within Dreams Tarot, Florana Tarot, and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal Cards

August 4

Today’s meditation was done during severe panic attack. The affirmation on this card is an excellent one for when I am caught in a depressive episode and/or struggling with . I’m not in that place right now, but I think the reminder still helps in keeping me from slipping closer to those places.

Four of Pentacles – Take care not to forget how fortunate you are to have to e stability in your life that you do, from the running of your business to having a stable home, to access to medication and medical care, those who love you, and the ability to indulge now and then. All of these things are pieces of stability in your life that you take pleasure and a sense of security from. Don’t take them for granted.

DECK USED:  CUTE CHIBI TAROT AND THERA-PETS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL CARDS

August 5

Today’s meditation was ten minutes long and was focused on an issue that I often struggle with. That is, feelings that all that I do is never enough. Logically, I know this isn’t true, and yet it is a shadow from my past that is always there.

The Emperor – Be the most responsible fuck you can possibly be today. For yourself… and for all those around you. Fitting as there was a lot to get don’t for the day, both for the business (order processing) as well as for Ms B.

DECK USED: DREAMS WITHIN DREAMS TAROT AND THERA-PETS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL CARDS

August 6

Just… fuck.

Ten of Wands – Overburdened. Overwhelmed. And about to buckle under the weight.
We’re at the hospital again.

“A bad day doesn’t mean a bad life. Tomorrow will be different.”

DECK USED: FLORANA TAROT AND THERA-PETS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL CARDS

Doubt and Discovery Cartomancy Reading

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Doubt & Discovery Carotmancy Reading with the Lord of the Rings Twin Towers Playing Cards

A doubt to hold space for.

King of Clubs atop Ace of Hearts – Remember that it’s okay for your emotions to be in upheaval. You don’t have to exert control over them or smother them out, nor do you have to put your all into them and let them take all your focus.

A gift that you already possess.

Ten of Hearts atop Five of Diamonds – You have the ability to allow those people that make you happy to help in digging you out of the mud and lifting you up. Sometimes you forget that you possess this gift, but it is always there for you.

An insight at your fingertips.

Two of Hearts – You are loved.

DECK USED: LORD OF THE RINGS TWO TOWERS PLAYING CARDS

Finding the Positive for August 1 – 3

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Tarocchino Arlecchino, Fortunate Frogs Tarot, Green Menagerie Tarot, and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal Cards

August 1

Today’s meditation was ten minutes long, and was focused on the affirmation in today’s Thera-Pets card while riding in an ambulance with Ms B holding my hand.  It was focused on the affirmation “You have survived Every Day of your life so far. You really think Today will be the one that defeats you?”

When I pulled this card this morning?  I didn’t understand why for the past two days I’d been getting cards about being defeated. Now?  Now I get it.  Because Ms B is back to injured again… and I’m back to playing nurse… right when I thought things were starting to slide back to normality.

Seven of Coins – It’s a longer journey than you anticipated, and it’s going to take a good deal of time yet. Freedom and normality are coming and reside on the horizon, but for now?  Be patient.  Things will improve a little each day, and you’ll get there… eventually.

DECK USED: Tarocchino Arlecchino and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal Cards

August 2

Today’s meditation was twenty five minutes long and was focused on the affirmation “Every time you thought life was going to defeat you, you were wrong.” Last night was a shit show, and today has been extremely stressful. Ms B now has both a broken right shoulder healing from surgery, and a broken left wrist waiting for surgery.
I hate to sound like an ass, but JUST as I was starting to see a return to normalcy and freedom from the weight of elder care responsibility, here we go again… but this time with two arms/hands rendered useless instead of just one. Today’s affirmation is a reminder that these tests and trials are temporary, just like everything else.

Ace of Wands – Don’t forget about the things that spark your interest, enthusiasm, and creativity. You may be “going through it” right now, but keep that spark of life burning bright. Take time for you and enjoy those moments to their fullest.

DECK USED: Fortunate Frogs Tarot and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal Cards

August 3

Today’s meditation was skipped in favor of a 3 1/2 hour long soak in the bathtub.  I did still pull a card for today, which is an echo of the mantra that I am giving Ms B. “You are still making progress, even on  your worst days.”  Yes, Tuesday was a huge setback on her recovery… but now we are at a new place and can begin to improve again, each day, a little at a time.

Six of Cups – Nostalgia is healthy, and this card is an encouragement to indulge in a bit of that nostalgia today. It’s far easier to remember the bad than the good sometimes, but it’s the good that needs to be resurrected and sifted through, enjoyed and shared. Take time to do that today, and to let others do that with you as well.

DECK USED: Green Menagerie Tarot and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal Cards

First Harvest 2023 – Lammas/Lugh

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Tomorrow is Lammas, which is known as the First Harvest of the year. This day marks the transition into the harvest season of August, September, and October (of which there is a Second Harvest and Last Harvest that correspond to these months).

First Harvest Moon

This holiday is often referred to as Lammas, Lughnasadh, or Lugh, although I usually just refer to it as the First Harvest. On my path, it celebrates the beginning of Summer’s decline and ramping up of the busy season where we begin to reap in the abundance that the bounty of summer’s energies has encouraged to grow and flourish. It is a time filled with a combination of abundance, hard work, and gratitude.

Like with new moons and full moons, I usually do a spread to check in with myself and give myself some direction for the next couple of months for each solstice, equinox, and other Sabbats. Unfortunately, I was unable to do my normal Sabbat reading this month, so I picked one off the internet that fit the theme of the holiday to do instead.

Lughnasadh Tarot Reading with the White Neuman Tarot

What skill have you grown that will best serve you?

The Devil Rx – Resisting temptation and being more discerning in indulging in your addictions.

What is still ripening and needs time to further mature?

Nine of Pentacles – Learning to appreciate your accomplishments and those things in life that make you feel fortunate, rather than ignoring them for the negative viewpoint or your ambitions.

What needs to be sacrificed/released for you to prosper?

Ten of Wands – Stop trying to do everything. It’s too much. If you don’t want to drop it all and screw it all up, you need to start selectively lightening your burden where you can.

Will your current path serve you well as we prepare for the darker months?

Page of Wands Rx – Not really… No. You need to be open to learning a different way to getting to what you really want.

What do you need to focus on between now and the autumnal equinox to prepare?

Eight of Wands Rx – Make sure you are taking things slow. You still have plenty of time to prepare for the holiday rush, and there’s no need to push yourself right now.

DECK USED: WHITE NEUMAN TAROT

🌕 Full Moon in Aquarius – August 2023

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Tonight is the full moon, and like all new moons and full moons, I did a spread aligned to the moon’s current themes as a part of my recognition of the moon’s cycle and influences upon us. Today’s spread is brought to you by EmeraldLotusMystic.

Aquarius Full Moon Tarot Reading with the Word Cloud Tarot HappyToast Deck

What is awakening in my life at this time?

Nine of Pentacles – Gratitude and a greater appreciation for your accomplishments. A greater awareness of how far you’ve come and sense of enjoyment for all that you’ve earned.

What is something I need to sit with to explore?

Nine of Swords – Your fears and anxieties. You’ve been triggered a few times of late, and instead of pushing those things away it would be better to sit with and explore them.

How can I be vulnerable with others to improve relationships?

Seven of Wands Rx – You need to work on being less defensive.

What type of accelerated growth will I experience over the next few months?

King of Wands – Don’t pass up the opportunity to connect to your passions and to use them to connect with others.

Full Moon advice from the Minoan Goddess Amalthea.

The Tower Rx – Don’t inflate setbacks into end-of-the-world scenarios. Catastrophizing evens will only make it harder to move forward, and get you stuck in an anxiety loop.

DECK USED: WORD CLOUD TAROT HAPPYTOAST DECK

Finding the Positive Message for July 31

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The Chariot from the Spacious Tarot and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal CardsToday’s meditation was ten minutes long, and was focused on the affirmation in today’s Thera-Pets card. “You weren’t defeated then, you won’t be defeated now.”  Combined with the imagery in today’s card (The Chariot), I have a feeling something is coming that is unavoidable and going to be a challenge. There’s no indication what that something is, but the rushing of the water in the card combined with the affirmation for today… this card is a reminder that whatever is coming is not the end of the world. It’s something you’ve gone through before, and although you may have to go through it again, it won’t defeat you this time any more so than it did last time.

The Chariot – In general, the Chariot card is about control and direction.  Here in this card, we see rapids running through the canyon channel of tall rock walls. You cannot see where the water is going as you ride along within the water, and you have no choice but to continue forward as there is no going back. The key here is to ride the water like rapids. Keep your head above water and make sure that you steer yourself around any major obstacles so that you don’t end up crashing on the rocks.

DECK USED: SPACIOUS TAROT