Intuitive tarot reading

Lenormand Reading – Ancestral Spread

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Monster Lenormand - Ancestral Spread

What’s my current alignment with my ancestors / ancestral lineage?

Child and Fish – Curiosity, and exploration by allowing that curiosity combined with ancestral guidance to direct my path.

When do I tend to not follow my ancestral guidance?

Letter and Clover – When I’ve received news and messages that indicate there is nothing that can go wrong. The thing is, my pessimistic side doesn’t really allow for that kind of “only positive can happen” messaging to actually penetrate and “stick” with me.

What can I do to mend this action (or lack of action)?

Seeker and Tower – “Pay attention to us.”  When you ask us a question, accept the answers they give you instead of discounting them to search for trouble on the horizon when there is none. This behavior can create a self fulfilling prophesy.

What generational curse needs to be broken?

Stars and Coffin – Lack and/or loss of hope. By allowing yourself to believe, and giving yourself the challenge of looking at things in a more positive and optimistic manner, you are facilitating the change that needs to happen in this area.

What steps can I take to begin the process of breaking away from it?

Stork and Masculine – Breed better and start fresh with a new path. This is an echo of what is messaged above. I am creating something new, bringing in something new to the cycles of the past.  In order to do this takes a level of strength and steadfastness, for old habits will want to come in and keep things going in the same cycle as before.

There is also… an indication in these cards of the fact that L and I are residing at the very end of a branch on our family tree. Neither of us are capable of procreating which means at the end of our lives, this branch will peter out for good.

What steps can I take to heal from it?

Partner and Birds – Talk to Gideon.

DECK USED: MONSTER LENORMAND

Do It Anyway

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Today’s meditation was skipped again.  I want to get back into it though.  I just need to…. do it.

Necropolis Tarot and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal CardsToday’s draw is the Knight of Swords (again), which is traditionally a representation of impulsivity, quick and even aggressive mental acuity, ambition, and specifically when it comes to ambition… the drive to succeed. (Yes, I did just copy that from yesterday.)

Today is an orders day for me and I absolutely do -not- feel capable of managing the crapload of orders I need to get dome.  The thing is? I am… I just am not feeling like it.

And, that’s where the Knight comes in today.  These cards are a reminder that even on the days when you’re just not “feeling it”, it doesn’t mean you can’t do “the thing”, whatever that thing might be.  It means you might have to dig deep and push forward anyway, though.

DECK USED: NECROPOLIS TAROT AND THERA-PETS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL CARDS

PatriciaWestonWitch’s #wwpwHalloweenLenormand Prompt
Questions for October 10th and 11th

Sleep Tight Game Cards and The Nightmare Before Christmas TarotWhat’s bubbling up from my inner cauldron today?

The need for alone time is making you cranky (The Basement and Battle On the Green). Don’t let it turn you into an asshole (Strength Rx). It might take a little finesse to make sure that you aren’t sniping at people.

What corner of my life is filled with cobwebs?

Uncertainties abound after a visit outside your comfort zone (Hide and The Cackling Visitor).

It’s understandable that you can’t decide whether your extended family’s turning over a new leaf in how they treat you is sincere or not. Not once have they ever put forth the effort to “welcome you into the fold” before (Four of Candles).

DECK USED: SLEEP TIGHT GAME CARDS AND THE NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS TAROT

The #EmbraceYourAlterEgo2021 Challenge for Sacred Grounds Tarot Club
Questions for October 14th thru 17th

Necropolis TarotWhat do I love about myself?

Ace of Cups (imagery based interpretation) – How far you have come from where you began, and that you have remained true to yourself throughout the journey.

What do I dislike about myself?

Queen of Cups – Your need for mothering. The desire to have that motherly reassurance and support that is (and always has been) lacking in your life.

What do I love about my Alter Ego?

Page of Wands – They get things done and there’s always more to explore. You like their efficiency, and love the opportunity to let your curiosity and creativity run free.

What do I dislike about my Alter Ego?

Seven of Wands – They can get a little too invested in… well, anything and everything, really.

DECK USED: NECROPOLIS TAROT

Daily Self Kindness

I bought brownies.   Yum yum!

Emotion vs Truth

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Today’s meditation was skipped because I overslept.  That is also why my background in my readings done today is that pale oak color.  I brought my cards with me to my aunt’s and did my readings there today, as I woke up really late and had no time to get them done at home before leaving.  And, no time to do the meditation either.

The Dark Mansion Tarot and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal CardsToday’s draw is the Knight of Swords, which is traditionally a representation of impulsivity, quick and even aggressive mental acuity, ambition, and specifically when it comes to ambition… the drive to succeed.

In this particular card’s imagery, I also see a bit of cockiness in his smirk. This, combined with the Thera-Pets card for today, is an indication of encouragement.

It’s a “you can do this” message.  Yeah, on some days you might not feel as powerful as you do on other days, but it isn’t how powerful you are that fluctuates, only how you feel about yourself and your emotions from one day to the next.   That powerful, experienced, amazingly adaptive individual is there no matter what your emotions are saying to the contrary.  Some days, you just have to dig a little deeper to find their shine.

DECK USED:  THE DARK MANSION TAROT AND THERA-PETS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL CARDS

Mr Lionharts’ #TheOctoberTarot #SeasonoftheWitchChallenge Prompt
Questions for October 10th and 11th

Halloween Oracle and the Deviant Moon TarotAs shadows dance in candlelight, the flame sheds light on what I needn’t hide…

Joy atop Skull of Stars, Six of Pentacles – You are an inspiration to others. They see you and how open you are, how honestly you represent yourself, and how much of yourself that you offer to others, and it gives them hope that they can find such freedom to pursue their own potential and find more joy and enjoyment in their journey .

Raven’s feathers, black as night, show me now,what needs to take flight…

Midnight and Seven of Pentacles – Stop monitoring your progress so very closely. You have other things to do. You need time to process the growth you have accomplished this year, and that processing will go far easier and smoother without you measuring it against a clock.

DECK USED: HALLOWEEN ORACLE AND DEVIANT MOON TAROT

#DiscordTarotholicsOct2021 Challenge Prompt
Topic for October 10th: Do Spread #2

The Dark Mansion Tarot

Bat – What is ending at this time that needs my awareness and focus?

Two of Wands – The planning stage of the holiday rush is coming to an end. It’s time to move on from planning and into action taking part of preparation.

Calendula – Who is a loving constant in my life that needs a bit more recognition?

Temperance – Those in your life that help remind you to focus on moderation. It is through those people in your life that you are better able to regulate your more addiction driven and excessive behaviors.

Owl – What do I need to know right now to trust that I’m on the right path?

Judgement – Stay focused on the kind of person you want to become, and what you want in this life, instead of focusing on more current and temporary wants and desires.

Rosemary – What memory from my past needs revisited to guide in my future safety?

Ace of Cups – Remember the beginning… the beginning of your relationship with Gideon, and the beginnings of your journey of emotional growth. These are positive memories that ground you, and remind you of how far you have come.

Black Cat – Where is conformity more of a risk than independent thought?

Six of Pentacles – Only you know how much you are able to give at any given moment. Don’t allow the expectations of others to push you too far and overload your plate.

Wormwood – During this time when the veil is thin, what in my life needs protection?

Six of Swords – You have been working hard at taking a new and healthier path in life on a number of levels from self care and emotional exploration to your work/life balance. Last year, when the veil was thin, your father made this time of year hell. Make sure he isn’t able to grab hold again this year.

Raven – Where can sating my curiosity lead to the resurrection of something I’ve lost?

The Sun – Allow yourself to have more fun, and it will resurrect more of a sense of childlike enthusiasm in your life.

DECK USED: THE DARK MANSION TAROT

Daily Self Kindness

Oh my god… I ate so much food today at my aunt’s house that I have a food baby.  A food baby that has taken **hours** to go down.  And that in itself is just amazing.

Self Care Saturday (On a Sunday)

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These Saturday readings are (not usually) bearing in on any one thing or event in my life, as the question used is asking for a more general outlook. This is a self care exercise, and is not meant as a predictive reading… although that, too, happens on occasion.

The question is… What do I need to focus for self-care through the week ahead?

Tarot of Haunted House, Abandoned Oracle, Oracle of the Shapeshifters

Earth – Knight of Cups and The Feral Child – Over the past week you have set the groundwork for what you want in the area of your finances and spending. Now is the time to dig in and really make it work for you. Don’t fall back on the old habits, or they will eat away your chances of having what you want any time soon.

Air – Seven of Wands and Surprise! – Keep an eye on your six this week. Something is coming that is going to spark feelings of defensiveness, and it will come from an unexpected corner. You might want to take a moment to consider if fighting fire with fire is really the answer.

Water – Three of Pentacles and Crematorium – Don’t hesitate to invite others in to help you this week. Overwhelming yourself by trying to do everything on your own is not healthy for your emotional balance and can have irreversible consequences. Ask for help.

Fire – The Empress and Dismemberment – One thing at a time. There is a crapload to get done, but you need to make sure you only focus on one thing at a time. Fragmented focus doesn’t just slow you down, but is destructive to both your well-being and your goals.

Waning – Mermaid of Immersion – Dawdling and screwing around is no longer an option. You need to release these time wasting (but entertaining) pursuits and train your focus on what is ahead.

Waxing – Two Kitties – There have been some readings lately that indicate you can juggle both your emotions and the holiday rush, but you still have to set one as priority over the other. As the card says… you must choose.

Take Away – The transition into prep for the holiday rush is well and truly underway this week and you need to make sure to keep your eye on the prize.  There’s plenty of room for emotion and other interests, as long as you keep what needs to be your focus as the priority.  Make sure that you’re asking for help!  Falling into old habits is not healthy, either in finances or in how you deal with your responsibilities.

DECKS USED: TAROT OF HAUNTED HOUSE, ABANDONED ORACLE, ORACLE OF THE SHAPESHIFTERS

Perfectly Imperfect

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Today’s meditation was yet again… skipped.  So much for accountability through blogging, right?  Right.

Черное Таро and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal CardsToday’s draw is the Chariot card, which is traditionally a representation of control in action, moving forward with determination and willpower, motivation, and the success that is bred through these themes.

The combination of the Thera-Pets card joined with the Chariot speaks of rising above self doubt in order to acheive success.

Sometimes, when we have things to accomplish or goals to go after, we can have a bit of a struggle getting up the motivation to complete them. Especially if we’re stumbling over a bit of self doubt.

I personally struggle with the “not good enough” issue all the time. No matter how much I do, or how hard I work, or how -good- the things I create are? It’s never enough.  It’s a work in progress. I’m… a work in progress.

The cards today are a reminder that I don’t have to be perfect.  No one has to be perfect.  We can be amazing… without ever being anywhere close to perfect. We can be amazing… and we can accomplish our goals and have the successes that we dream of… even while we are perfectly imperfect.

DECK USED: ЧЕРНОЕ ТАРО AND THERA-PETS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL CARDS

The #EmbraceYourAlterEgo2021 Challenge for Sacred Grounds Tarot Club
Questions from October 8th and 10th

The Compleat Windrow Ravenswood Deck and Cruel Thing TarotWhat changes is my Alter Ego facing?
Crab Invasion, King of the Sea, Seven of Cups, The Moon

Pressure and potential overwhelm as you struggle to make choices on what to pursue and what to leave behind. Your focus is split and you are torn in multiple directions, which is creating inner conflict and uncertainty.

How does my Alter Ego overcome these challenges?
Three Cogs, Intersecting Flying Fish, The High Priestess, Ace of Coins

When new and unusual ideas come up, try them instead of automatically discounting them as impossible. Listen to your intuition instead of logic, for some impossible things are meant to be, if you’ll just give them a chance.

This is a reminder that you don’t have to put your emotional side away during the holiday rush. It is possible to balance both, but you have to be open to trying it.

DECKS USED: THE COMPLEAT WINDROW RAVENSWOOD DECK AND CRUEL THING TAROT

#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge Prompt by E Roebuck-Jones
Questions for October 1st, 9th, and 12th

Черное ТароA message for my spiritual path.
Wheel of Fortune and Ten of Swords

Make sure that you aren’t treating every setback as some sort of catastrophe. Remember that ups and downs happen, and everything isn’t going to fall apart if you take a little rest here and there. That rest will actually help you deal with these ups and downs more gracefully.

What are my divination challenges?
Death atop The Hanged Man

Sometimes the pause you take to ponder over perspectives allows for shifts in the outcome to slip in and change things right under your nose. Your best readings will always be the ones where the answers leap out at you from the start. Thinking too much mucks up the works.

What is my biggest challenge with my spiritual practice?
Knight of Swords and The Magician

Impatience. Just because you have the tools and knowledge to do something doesn’t mean that thing is going to go quickly, or even be something you can do right away… or, for that matter, finish right away. This is something you struggle with often.

DECK USED: ЧЕРНОЕ ТАРО

Daily Self Kindness

I made sure to eat every three hours today while working on orders.  Since I have to go to my aunt’s tomorrow, I needed to get as much done today as I could, and so I had to use my phone to make sure I was prioritizing eating.

Cartomancy Reading – Finding Small Joys

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The prompt for this reading came from one of my Discord servers and is as follows:
“Wherever you are, we can all agree that there’s joy in the tiniest moments at some point in our lives. Sometimes, the moment happens in ways we aren’t expecting them too.”

Anatomica Playing CardsWhat are some things that should do more often?

Eight of Clubs atop Two of Clubs – Make plans with J to make sure you get out instead of just doing it “on the fly” all the time, as he can then help motivate you to do it instead of just thinking about it.

Three of Clubs – Get out more and enjoy the world.  Go hiking. Visit parks. Be active.  This, of course, ties into the making plans with J part of things mentioned above.

Ace of Clubs atop King of Spades – Try some new paths and trails to keep things fresh and interesting. You love being in nature and you’re more than capable of safely getting in and out, strategizing trails, etc.

What is something small that I could achieve today?

King of Hearts – Spend time with Gideon.  I need to seek out his company and his comfort. His presence is supportive and he gives me a safe place to express my emotions without worrying they are somehow “wrong” or even needing to fully understand them at all.

If I can’t achieve the small thing today, what can I do to reassure myself that that’s okay?

Nine of Spades – Make sure that I don’t beat myself up over it.  Pay attention to my inner dialogue and give myself a break instead of letting my negativity or pessimism pick at what I haven’t managed to get done today.

DECK USED: ANATOMICA PLAYING CARDS