Moments of Uncertainty

Today’s meditation was ten minutes long, and was a silent meditation other than the timed chime I use to let me know when to switch positions in my piriformis stretching.

Considerate Cat Tarot - The MoonToday’s draw is the Moon card, which is traditionally a representation of uncertainty, illusion, doubt, the unknown, fear, and the subconscious.

Don’t second-guess yourself.  That’s what I see here.  There is plenty of light to guide your way, so don’t second guess.

Today’s card is a word of comfort and reassurance. It says that just because you feel that dealing with conflict concerning controversial topics is not your strong suit, it doesn’t mean that you’re bad at it, or that you need to second guess yourself to the point you get worked up and stressed out.

Everyone feels this uncertainty from time to time. It’s natural.

DECK USED:  CONSIDERATE CAT TAROT

#DiscordTarotholicsJul2022 Challenge Prompt
Topic
: Do Spread #1

Fairy Tale Tarot and The Knitter's OracleWhat needs to be left behind as I focus on further growth?

Two of Cups Rx and The Lys – The Fortress of Solitude. Stop wallowing in your comfort zone instead of getting out and socializing with those you have a connection with.

What is in full bloom for me right now?

Ten of Wands Rx and The Ram – You are currently excelling on not overburdening yourself with too much. In fact you’re almost at the point of lingering in stagnancy at the moment.

Where do I need to direct my focus for further growth?

Four of Coins and The Lace – Don’t get so comfortable that you’re unwilling to move or take action. There’s a lot of work to be done, and if you’re stuck in the mire and unable to move it will be nearly impossible to get any of it accomplished.

DECK USED: FAIRY TALE TAROT AND THE KNITTERS ORACLE

The #TarotForTheWildSoul Challenge Prompt
Questions for July 1st thru 3rd

Considerate Cat Tarot and When My Soul Whispers OracleWhat am I leaping into this month?

Strength and Intuition – Rediscovering that comfortable niche of your intuitive voice. You did some growth spurts this year and it upset the apple cart, but you’re moving back into a period of resettling and finding your footing again.

What am I ready to manifest this month?

Nine of Swords Rx and Passion – Use inspiration and enthusiasm to deflate anxiety and worry. One can be used to defeat the other, and this is the direction you want to leap in. Don’t allow anxiety to get the upper hand.

What sacred truth am I ready to see?

Eight of Pentacles, Confidence atop Advocate – What you have learned over the years, and the skills you have worked to develop, put you in a uniquely confident position that allows you to advocate for others and help them in finding their own unique skills and their own path.

DECK USED: CONSIDERATE CAT TAROT AND WHEN MY SOUL WHISPERED ORACLE

Daily Self Kindness

I let myself have an emotional explosion to cry out my anxieties with Gideon there to support me through the moment of upheaval and bring me back to center again.

Sparking Motivation

Today’s meditation was skipped.

Fifth Spirit Tarot - King of WandsToday’s draw is the King of Wands, which is traditionally a representation of a projective alpha energy, personality, or person in the area of one’s passion, drive, willpower, enthusiasm, and inner spirit.

Like many of the cards that have come up over the past couple of weeks, here we see another reminder that I need to sieze control of my energy, my emotions, and my motivations… and set them to work.

I  have direction.  I have a goal.  It’s about motivation, and lighting that spark to get things moving, as well as inspiring others to work with me toward those goals.

DECK USED:  FIFTH SPIRIT TAROT

The #ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge Prompt by E Roebuck-Jones
Questions for July 1st thru 3rd

Neutral Vibes Tarot and the John Bauer Tarot (Trimmed Naked)Do I believe I am creative?

Two of Swords and The World – Yes! In fact, it is something you prioritize highly in your life regardless of where you are on your path.

Why?

Temperance Rx and Four of Coins – You are constantly bombarded by creative ideas and inspired to explore them all, to the point that you have made your creativity an integral part of how you provide for yourself and build stability in your life.

A card to describe my creative self.

The Moon – Always exploring and trying new things, sometimes your creative endeavors are more about feeling your way in the dark while learning something new than about knowing what you’re doing or where you’re going with it. It creates a sense of uncertainty and exploration as you weave your way through the dark.

Three Oracle Cards:

The Creativity I WantUpper Right – Inspiration and dreams in the quiet of the night.

You want to feel secure in your creativity. Creativity is a way of exposing yourself to others. This part of yourself is vulnerable, and you wish to feel safe in exposing these vulnerable parts of yourself to the world.

My Blockage Center Right – Stagnancy, and comparing the present to the past, which exacerbates the emotional issues that drag you into a standstill.

ActionLower Right – Stop blowing things out of proportion. You have the ability to control how many projects you invest in at one time, as well as how you go about doing them. Don’t invite more in at one time then you can comfortably deal with.

DECK USED: NEUTRAL VIBES TAROT AND JOHN BAUER TAROT (trimmed naked)

#DiscordTarotholicsJul2022 Challenge Prompt
I Forgot Day –
What have you forgotten (or willfully ignored the need) to do that needs to be put back into your routine?

Fifth Spirit TarotReading Summary: You need to “seize the day” where your home life and stability are concerned (King of Pentacles). Get the restructuring done in your home (The Tower) before time runs out and you’re left with no time left (Justice) to work on it this year.

Take Away: I’ve been procrastinating on getting the stuff done where the shelves for my tarot decks are concerned for quite some time now. Wallowing in those feelings of complacency and dawdling instead of actively pursuing completion of the school.

This reading is an encouragement to get going on this project and get it done, or I will run out of time before the holiday rush arrives and not be able to get it done until next year.

DECK USED: FIFTH SPIRIT TAROT

Daily Self Kindness

Imodium is my friend today, and I didn’t just think about taking it while hoping my stomach would stomach would stop cramping, I actually -took- it to help ease off the discomfort.

Seize the Day… and The Prize

Today’s meditation was skipped.

Tarot of the Pirates - Ace of PentaclesToday’s draw is the Ace of Pentacles, which is traditionally a representation of the seed of new beginnings and new opportunities in the areas of one’s finances, resources, health, labors, manifestations, and the physical world.

Pirates are a greedy lot, and here in this card we see one contemplating a gold piece as he considers the opportunities it might hold for him to garner more.

Today’s message is a reminder about opportunities, and seizing those that come your way rather than letting them pass you by, especially when those opportunities have the potential to garner you more of what you want most in your life.

DECK USED:  TAROT OF THE PIRATES

Mr Lionhart’s #TheJulyTarot Be Here Now Prompt
Questions for July 1st thru 3rd

Sasuraibito Tarot and Visions In the Liminal Space OracleWhat cosmic consciousness am I guided to align myself with? 

Seven of Pentacles and Until All Are Free None Are Free – Social reform is never sudden. It takes time, and although we can spur on growth spurts, it usually takes not years, but actual generations, to see noticeable change. Foster patience in others, and encourage it within yourself as well. All things meant to grow will do so with passionate people there to facilitate the process.

What {part of my life} needs a break or restart {right now}?

Two of Wands and King of Pentacles, Life Is Beautiful Life Is Meaningful – Entertaining the depression’s presence flirts with the edges of your self-destructive tendencies. Better to find and develop a direction forward that can create greater stability in your life and make it easier for you to appreciate life as a whole, than to continue dawdling in complacency.

How am I asked to surrender myself to the here and now?

Ace of Swords and The Hot Tubs Too Hot – Stop trying to push yourself into trying new projects and new things right now. You already have enough on your plate. Too much will add pressure you don’t need.

DECK USED: SASURAIBITO TAROT AND VISIONS IN THE LIMINAL SPACE

#DiscordTarotholicsJul2022 Challenge Prompt
International Joke Day
Draw 3 cards and use them to tell us a funny (story/joke/etc).

Tarot of the PiratesDear reader, if you find this letter it means that I have died at sea. But, I have a story to tell about making assumptions… And about love and passion. A story that I hope will live on in you.

I was born on a plantation where the owner worked us all too hard, and expected to much. He would work us until our fingers bled, and our backs were fair to breaking. (Two of Pentacles Rx)

Pushed to the end of my rope, one day I took the opportunity to run away.  In the dark of the night I spirited away into the trees at the edge of the plantation and made my way through the forest to the docks. There, I slipped aboard a ship at port that was preparing to leave and stowed myself away among the cargo.

It wasn’t long after the ship set sail that I was discovered and strung up for my crime.  Hanging from the ship’s lowest yard and firmly tied, I thought this was surely the end of everything.  (The Hanged Man)

And when the captain came out to have a look at his stowaway, and it was my plantation owner!!  My surprise was complete, but it was nothing compared to his delight!  Not only had he caught his runaway slave, but what I was to learn was also his heart’s desire! Me!

Now we sail the seven seas together, and I’ve discovered he’s not so bad!  Well, until he gets in his cups and starts trying to ride the masthead anyway. That poor dolphin’s blowhole is never to be the same.  (Knight of Cups)

May this teach you to never look upon those around you harshly…. at least not ’til you know their true nature.

Signed,
Seaman Leeway, The Captain’s Boy

DECK USED: TAROT OF THE PIRATES

Daily Self Kindness

I took a nap today, and it was a good one for once. The heat makes me more tired and I seem to nap better because of it, even if I never really feel like I’m -not- tired even after my naps.

Feelings of Insufficiency

Today’s meditation was skipped.

Tarot Avatara - Nine of PentaclesToday’s draw is the Nine of Pentacles, which is traditionally a representation of satisfaction, accomplishment, financial independence, abundance, and luxury earned through hard work.

In the pull for positivity that this card of the day is focused upon, this card is a reminder to be grateful for all that you’ve accomplished and all that you have.

There will always be a nagging, ever-present feeling of “insufficiency” if one doesn’t take time to truly appreciate what they already have in life.  We try to fill the ever gaping “empty hole” in our lives without ever realizing that it is already full… if only we will pay attention to what we have in which to be grateful for, and cherish these things for the treasures that they are.

DECK USED:  TAROT AVATARA

The #STCTarotChallenge Statements of Power Prompt
Questions for June 30th

The Wyrd of Sarah Howard OracleI have learned…

…that if I allow them to do so, others can help me (Rescue) in avoiding burnout (Overwhelm) and in being more temperate with myself and in my commitments (Reserve).

This opens doors for…

…me to welcome them in (Initiation) and begin teaching them how to better work with me (Reflection), so that I have more time to embrace and enjoy life (Intoxicating).

DECK USED: THE WYRD OF SARAH HOWARD ORACLE

#DiscordTarotholicsJun2022 Challenge Prompt
Question
: Grab a spread of your choice that you’ve been curious about… and give it a go!
Mr Lionhart’s #TheJuneTarot Spark of Magic Prompt
Bonus
: The Lilith Tarot Spread

Lilith Tarot Reading with the Tarot Avatara

Where in my life am I guided {by Lilith} to be more assertive and independent?

Temperance atop The Universe – With yourself. Take control of your need to control every little thing on you path. There needs to be an element of unpredictability in your life. The more you try to obliterate and control that factor, the more it will continue to crop up in unexpected ways.

Where would Lilith like to see me {re}claim my personal power and strengthen my voice?

King of Wands atop Two of Pentacles atop Queen of Cups Rx – Don’t be a “judgy bitch” to yourself about having a bit of fun while you accomplish your dreams. There’s room in life for work and fun both. Don’t kill off the pleasure that nurtures your inner creative spark by letting things get too heavy.

Something I should no longer deny or not allow to be oppressed {according to Lilith}?

Nine of Pentacles and Adjustment – As notated in the card of the day pulled earlier, you need to adjust your view of life by allowing yourself more time for reflection on all you have to be grateful for.

DECK USED: TAROT AVATARA

Daily Self Kindness

This is a catch-up post, and I cannot remember what I might have done as a self-kindness on this day.

That Too-Tight Grip

Today’s meditation was skipped.

Little Prince Tarot - Four of PentaclesToday’s draw is the Four of Pentacles, which is traditionally a representation of stability, control, conservation and conservatism, security, saving money or conserving resources, and at times miserly behavior and greed.

In the imagery of today’s card I see greed and control.  It is in the set of the character’s features, his balance with the coils below and above him, the raised brow, and the hug of the coin to his red clad chest. This man knows exactly where his priorities lie and woe to any that try to distract or dissuade him.

The card pulled today questions where we are too rigid, too unmoving, or too controlling in life? Where could we benefit from loosening up a bit and going with the flow?  It is a reminder that happiness does not reside solely in rigidity and too much of these things can lead to stagnancy and suffocation.  That makes this card today an encouragement to ease up and relax our grip on those things we are holding on to too tight.

DECK USED:  LITTLE PRINCE TAROT

#DiscordTarotholicsJun2022 Challenge Prompt
Philosophical Questions for June 29th

Ganeshian Village TarotAre we ever morally obliged to take action?

The Moon – Yes, although it can often be uncertain in the moment as to when, as well as what, should be done.  Sometimes that uncertainty can cause us to be a bit too cautious.

If so, under what circumstances?

Four of Pentacles – In many situations, it is instilling stability that allows situations to deescalate or be diffused. To create stability for yourself and others, it is often necessary to step in and take action.

Seven of Wands – To stand up for your principles and what you believe in. This is one of the ways that we can provide stability for others, as well as for ourselves.

Six of Wands – But, not to just earn accolades. Some people step in and take action only when they can receive accolades for their actions. Although stepping up and stepping in when help is needed is always a good thing, this particular motivation can be problematic.

DECK USED:  GANESHIAN VILLAGE TAROT

Mr Lionhart’s #TheJuneTarot Spark of Magic Prompt
Questions for June 28th thru 30thDt

Little Prince TarotWhat can the New Moon in Cancer kick-start for me within my magical practice?

Eight of Wands – Motivation that will allow you to lean into your passion projects and work towards getting them done.

What higher truth is Neptune Rx trying to bring to light for me?

Seven of Swords atop Eight of Sword – The things you try to turn a blind eye to and ignore are the things that turn into a problem over time. When these issues are put in the dark and not tended to, they have the ability to grow out of proportion in the shadows, and end up causing troubles and anxiety later on.

What have I learned about my magic, or myself, this month?

The Lovers Rx – You have a weakness for ignoring your own needs and pretending they don’t exist, often blocking yourself from the self care you need most.

How have I grown within my magic throughout June?

Four of Wands – You are re-rooting, and thus becoming more appreciative of what is needed for your grounding and comfort. The importance of having that stability of being well grounded has been something you’ve been reminded of throughout the month of June, giving you a greater appreciation for the value of grounding exercises as a regular practice.

What am I asked to take to heart or embrace as I move on past June, through July and August?

Five of Cups atop Four of Cups Rx – Make sure that you are paying attention to the times your pessimism rears up, and being active in combating it so that it doesn’t get the upper hand in your life.

DECK USED: LITTLE PRINCE TAROT

Daily Self Kindness

I had my yogurt and took my vitamins.  I also had a bit of a nap and had Jer with me when I went out to get a few things done.

Take a Breath

Today’s meditation was skipped.

Reverie Tarot - Two of PentaclesToday’s draw is the Two of Pentacles, which is traditionally a representation of juggling responsibilities, work/life balance, and prioritization.

The theme in the imagery in this card is very classic RWS in it s execution, and what I see as the message in this card is a reminder that there is a need to balance home with work. Balance accomplishments with guilt concerning how much you haven’t gotten done. Balance motivation with the need for rest.

Don’t push today.  You’ve had a rough week and it’s only Tuesday.  Three flat tires and a busted car window… four separate incidents in three days.  You deserve some time to take a breath.

DECK USED:  REVERIE TAROT

The #STCTarotChallenge Statements of Power Prompt
Questions for June 28th and 29th

Legendary Ladies OracleI have accomplished this.

Lakshmi (Hindu) atop Demeter (Greek) – I am reaping in the rewards from my labors, and working to better appreciate my accomplishments.

So I can…

Liễu Hạnh (Vietnamese) atop Hel (Norse) – …begin to see myself in a more positive light and with greater acceptance.

I am confident to…

Benten (Japanese) – …explore and create in whatever ways I am drawn, and to succeed in these endeavors without fear of failure.

Because I have…

Tyche (Greek) – …lady luck on my side. Yes, some of it is skill and effective use of my brain, but some of it is just pure luck and the openness to not accept failure as the end of the journey.

DECK USED: LEGENDARY LADIES ORACLE

#DiscordTarotholicsJun2022 Challenge Prompt
Topic for June 28th
: Self-Care for the New Moon…

Reverie TarotReading Summary: Although you’re really in need of some alone time in nature (Seven of Cups atop The Hermit), resist the urge to go it alone (Five of Swords) and take time for rest and recuperation instead (Four of Swords).

Take Away: Considering the events of the last three days where my car is concerned, now is not the time to go wandering off into the woods alone.

Better to do other restorative things and leave the alone time for when things aren’t so wrought with chaos, vandalism, and destruction.

DECK USED: REVERIE TAROT

Daily Self Kindness

I tried to get some rest today, and to spend some time with Gideon. I’m feeling a little numb but I tried to let Gid help me reconnect with my emotions a bit.