It’s Not Yet “Go Time”

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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Suburban Knight Oracle and It’s Going To Be Okay 2024 Day-to-day Calendar By Kate AllanToday’s draw is the Wealth card combined with the affirmation “Not every season is for growing. Maybe right now is your time to be dormant. Step back and rest for a while.”

This is, in fact, my last hurrah for getting a chance to step back and rest a while. With the holiday rush right around the corner, orders are beginning to pick up, and there is a lot that needs to be done in order to prepare in order to carry on through the holiday season.

The cards for today are a reminder that it’s important to rest when you get the opportunity to do so… because there’s times coming in the future where that opportunity may not be available to you because you’ll be too busy rolling “out of the red” to manage it.

DECK USED:  SUBURBAN KNIGHT ORACLE AND IT’S GOING TO BE OKAY 2024 DAY-TO-DAY CALENDAR BY KATE ALLAN

@tarot_juf Een Uitnodiging voor de herfst #SeptemberTarotChallenge
Prompt for September 14th and 17th

Primordial Dreams Tarot and Suburban Knight OracleThe weather is the weather and always changeable; how can I let the weather influence my mood less?

Knight of Air Rx atop Page of Earth; Birthday Cake – If you want the weather to influence your moods less, you need to be less impulsive and take your time more.

The thing is, though, that you do not need the weather to influence your mood less any more than you need that cake. You actually need the weather to influence your mood more, so that the it can become a motivation and inspiration for you again.

This is how I can deal with melancholy.

Ten of Fire; Yard Sale atop Unmovable Foe – Purge. Sometimes one of the things that draws you into melancholy is a feeling of being overburdened. You can help deal with this particular melancholy onset by going through and donating things that you are no longer interested in or using, rather than holding onto them. That sense of “lightening your load” can sometimes help to budge what feels like the immovable force of an oncoming depression.

Other elements included in this reading:
Foraged Feather for Letting Go of What’s No Longer Needed
Dried Silver Birch Leaf for Realizations and New Beginnings
Green Calcite for Finding Balance Within the Self
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: PRIMORDIAL DREAMS TAROT AND SUBURBAN KNIGHT ORACLE

Daily Self Kindness

I didn’t push myself as hard as I was planning on pushing myself when I first got up this morning.

Survival Guaranteed

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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Apothecary Spirits Oracle and It’s Going To Be Okay 2024 Day-to-day Calendar By Kate AllanToday’s draw is the Cacao card combined with the affirmation “You will survive this.”

You have over-indulged in hedonistic pursuits and are currently paying the price with the mother of all subdrops. This is what happens when you don’t allow the first drop to finish before dipping your toe in the pool again and overlapping a second drop over the first.

Remember that this is a part of the journey you willingly accept as a part of the pleasures that came before. Don’t forget that it’s temporary. Things will balance back out again soon. You will, in fact, survive this.

DECK USED:  APOTHECARY SPIRITS ORACLE AND IT’S GOING TO BE OKAY 2024 DAY-TO-DAY CALENDAR BY KATE ALLAN

@mercurytarot #SensualSeptemberTarot Challenge
Questions for September 11th thru 13th and 16th

Apothecary Spirits OracleWhich role(s) do I feel more naturally drawn to? (Dominant/Submissive/Switch/Brat/etc)

Plantain – The sadist in need of a healing touch.

Lemon – The pessimist in need of an uplift.

Juniper – The truth teller that helps others awaken to reality and assess their values.

What energies would match me well?

Damiana – You enjoy being chased and desired.
(This is often reflected in the stories I write with Gideon during our interactive writing roleplay.)

Marshmallow – You need a sense of security and safety with your partner in order to thrive in your relationship.

Wisteria – Tying into the previous card, you need a place where you can safely be vulnerable and “small”.

Which do I want to explore more?

Gentian Root – Take down activities. You enjoy the intensity and harsh brutality that is a part of these activities when trust is there to make them safe even while also violent.

Side Note: While I do enjoy and want to explore these more with Gideon, I’m also pretty fearful of the intensity of the subdrops that could follow.

How can I achieve this?

Reishi Mushroom – Commit to doing the self care you need instead of trying to push your subdrops away, bury them, or ignore them. You need support and even a bit of coddling during these times… even when your vulnerability triggers defense mechanisms that make you feel the need to pull away, run, and/or hide.

DECK USED: APOTHECARY SPIRITS ORACLE

Daily Self Kindness

I reached out to Gideon today to help in easing the subdrop I’m currently experiencing.

Defense Mechanisms

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Pulp Girls Tarot ace of Cups and It’s Going To Be Okay 2024 Day-to-day Calendar By Kate AllanToday’s draw is the Ace of Cups combined with the affirmation “Today look intimidating, but it hasn’t faced YOU yet.”

Well, I definitely can’t say that I wasn’t fierce as hell today, but the problem lies in the fact that that fierceness was turned in the wrong direction.

Emotions are hard.  New emotions and the vulnerability of that newness? Horribly terrifying.  The problem with all this “hard” and “terrifying”?  It causes the defenses to rise, triggering tried and true defense mechanisms that may not necessarily be healthy.

The message in today’s cards is a reminder to make sure that you are directing those defense mechanisms where they need to go, instead of letting them just snap out at anything and everything, or turn inward on yourself.

DECK USEDS:  THE PULP GIRLS TAROT AND IT’S GOING TO BE OKAY 2024 DAY-TO-DAY CALENDAR BY KATE ALLAN

@tarot_juf Een Uitnodiging voor de herfst #SeptemberTarotChallenge
Prompt for September 11th and 12th

Charles Dickens Tarot - Ten of Pentacles, Page of Pentacles, King of Wands, Nine of PentaclesThis is how I can protect myself against the rising cold.

Ten of Pentacles and King of Wands – Use the energy and enthusiasm of your passions to drive yourself in the direction of your goals and the stability that you crave in your life.

In the misty mornings, what is hidden from me behind a veil of uncertainty?

Page of Pentacles and Nine of Pentacles – When you are feeling uncertain, it’s difficult for you to see and acknowledge your accomplishments for the successes that they are.

Side Note: I’m really not a fan of this deck. It’s extremely hard to read. The guide that comes with the deck is decent if you’re a fan of Charles Dickens, but in my opinion, the cards themselves are… horrible to read from.

DECK USED: THE CHARLES DICKENS TAROT

Daily Self Kindness

I ate on a schedule.

Knowledge and Growth

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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MUSE Cat Tarot and It’s Going To Be Okay 2024 Day-to-day Calendar By Kate AllanToday’s draw is the Page of Swords combined with the affirmation “There are better times ahead.”

Remember that all the little things you research and learn in the present come together into something greater later on.  You didn’t become as well rounded as you are overnight, and that growth continues from one day to the next.

You might feel sometimes like a novice, but never forget that gathering knowledge and experience is never wasted.  It becomes a part of who you are, and in doing so you become more than you ever were before.

DECK USED:  MUSE CAT TAROT AND IT’S GOING TO BE OKAY 2024 DAY-TO-DAY CALENDAR BY KATE ALLAN

#DiscordTarotholicsSep2024 Challenge
Philosophical Question for September 11th
: What are the 3 major strengths of humanity?

MUSE Cat Tarot - The Hierophant, The World, Page of PentaclesThe Hierophant – The ability to learn from others and the past. When we allow ourselves to understand and embrace traditions of the past, it opens us up to learning from the past and the lessons others learned along the way. This means that we don’t need to experience everything first hand in order to learn from it.

The World – Adaptability through growth. Just as we can learn from others, we learn from our own experiences. These lessons are carried forward in life, from one journey to the next, allowing for us to adapt and grow with each experience we have.

Page of Pentacles – Aspiration and determination. The ability to learn skills and hone them over time is just as important as intelligence and the ability for intellectual growth.  Humanity has the ability to learn new skills and use those skills to improve their own lives as well as the lives of others. This means that innovation and ability combine in a way that allows humanity’s success.

Side Note: While I feel that these are good answers to the question, I also feel like we are missing emotional elements in the answers that the cards provide here. I have a feeling that there is no way to really boil humanity’s greatest strengths down to just three.

DECK USED: MUSE CAT TAROT

Daily Self Kindness

I took my time getting things done today.  My back and ribs are really sore, and instead of pushing myself as I normally would, I did some gentle stretching and slowed down.

Humility vs Abuse

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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Roses, Dust & Ashes Oracle and It’s Going To Be Okay 2024 Day-to-day Calendar By Kate AllanToday’s draw is the Humility card combined with the affirmation “You are not a burden. Not today, not ever.”

There is a big difference between humility and self abuse, and it is a line that you need to take more seriously and acknowledge more often.

After the stressful night that the drop created for you last night, a huge number of fears surfaced to be there to greet you come waking up this morning.

The cards for today are a reminder that everyone feels down on themselves from time to time.  It becomes abuse, though, when you then use those feelings to validate negative inner narratives concerning being not enough and undeserving.

DECK USED:  ROSES DUST & ASHES ORACLE AND IT’S GOING TO BE OKAY 2024 DAY-TO-DAY CALENDAR BY KATE ALLAN

@mercurytarot #SensualSeptemberTarot Challenge
Prompt for September 9th and 10th

Nova Witch Tarot's Ten of Wands and High Priestess; Roses, Dust & Ashes OracleWhat is my relationship with my body?

Ten of Wands and Insight – You tend to push your body as hard as you can until your body speaks up and tells you that it can’t handle anymore.

How can I love my body more?

The High Priestess and Eternity – Listen closer instead of putting off easing up until you’re at the breaking point. Remember that your body is not going to be as good as it is now forever.

As you age, the pain will worsen and your mobility will continue to decrease… even more so than most. The doctors warned you about this two decades ago when they pieced you back together. Ignoring the problem and continuing to push to your breaking point again and again is not going to make it go away, and will hurry you into that advanced pain and decreased mobility even faster than if you take care of yourself.

Other elements included in this reading:
Silver Maple Key for Fostering Strength and Adaptability
Mookaite for Help with Weighing One’s Options
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: NOVA WITCH TAROT AND ROSES DUST & ASHES ORACLE

Daily Self Kindness

I didn’t really wanna this evening, but I made myself something to eat anyway.

Counting Responsibilities

Today’s meditation was skipped (yet again).

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Tarot de Marseille Packard and It’s Going To Be Okay 2024 Day-to-day Calendar By Kate AllanToday’s draw is the Two of Coins combined with the affirmation “It’s okay to be a work in progress; you don’t have to have everything figured out right now.”

When you work on creating balance in your life, it means that you don’t have as much time to spend on one specific thing. That means that working on each of these individual different things in your life takes more time.

The cards for today are a reminder that this doesn’t mean that you’re any less capable, it just means that it’s taking time to get where you want to go in these different areas because you are putting so much more on your plate that needs to be done. The more you need to juggle, the more time it takes to get any one thing done; and that’s okay, because you’re still making progress a little at a time.

DECK USED:  TAROT DE MARSEILLE PACKARD AND IT’S GOING TO BE OKAY 2024 DAY-TO-DAY CALENDAR BY KATE ALLAN

@tarot_juf Een Uitnodiging voor de herfst #SeptemberTarotChallenge
Prompts for September 9th and 10th

Art Deco Tarot and The Granny Squares Card DeckThis gives me calmness today.

Six of Pentacles atop Ten of Swords; 112-Stitch Classic – Remember not to allow painful endings to drag you into old habits of being less generous with yourself. The number of steps it took to get you where you are were many, and with each one you made the best decision you could. This means that the outcome is not so much about something you can control in the present, but rather something you need to experience for growth.

Just like the leaves on the tree change color, which transformation may I initiate?

King of Cups RX and Season of Daisies – Things are beginning to change as the holiday season draws closer, summer fading away along with the extra time that you’ve had to spend with Gideon over the last couple months.

Sometimes in the past, this transition has crashed down upon you both like a wrecking ball. You have an opportunity this year for it to move at a more gradual pace, and help ease you both into the barren seven weeks of the holiday rush when you are unable to connect as often.

Other elements included in this reading:
Foraged Red Alder Acorns for Determination and Confidence
Rose Quartz for Gentle Kindness to Self and Others
Aventurine Goddess for Harmony and Balance of the Heart
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: DIVINE DECO TAROT AND THE GRANNY SQUARE CARD DECK

Daily Self Kindness

I’ve gone back to eating on a timed schedule again, as I’ve caught myself forgetting to eat a few times over the past couple of days.