First Light’s Arrival

#DiscordTarotholicsFeb2023 Challenge
Prompt for February
: Do the Imbolc Spread

Imbolc Oracle Reading with the Seasons of the Witch Imbolc Oracle

What seeds need planted in my life right now?

Brigid’s Doll – It is important to lean into working with the universe and the natural progression of things, instead of plowing ahead and always pushing. In your practice you work with and revere the elements and energies of creation, evolution, and balance. You need to remember that an important part of that process and path lies in the words “working with” as in, in alignment with.  As in… alongside.  Force is not a part of this equation.

What preparations do I need to begin making to prepare those seeds for growth?

Consecrate Tools – Cleanse and realign with your purpose and your goals. The stress you have gone through recently has given you the opportunity to re-evaluate, but that is only the first step. You need to ensure that you actually  prepare as well.  That means cleaning out the old, and re-dedicating yourself and your tools to your new path.

What in my life is beginning a phase of reawakening and renewal?

Aquarius – Three is a budding need in your life to reconnect outside yourself in order to see your true path and align yourself with it once more. Touch base with nature and the earth, and re-establish your connection with your guides.

How can I best foster that awakening?

Bloodstone – Lean into awareness, instead of avoidance or indulging in willful ignorance. You need to move forward with your eyes open, or the progress that you’ve made will be lost.

Other elements included in this reading:
Picture Jasper for Sense of Proportion and Grounding
Dried Rhododendron Leaf for Fostering Confidence
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: SEASONS OF THE WITCH IMBOLC ORACLE

Daily Self Kindness

I spent some time outside in the snow… for the 20 minutes or so that it was snowing. At least we finally got some! The snowflakes were massive and super floaty.

Imbolc 2025

The time between February 1st and 2nd is Imbolc (also known as Candlemas, Imbolg, and Brigid’s Day), which marks the half way point between the Winter Solstice and the Spring Equinox, and signifies the transition from winter into the first stirrings of spring. This holiday is about life renewing, but in the hidden darkness of cold months and dark earth. Deep in the darkness seeds stir and roots begin to feel the warming of the earth as the days grow longer and nights shorter. Life awakens, invisible in its infancy.

Like with new moons and full moons, I usually do a spread to check in with myself and give myself some direction for the next couple of months for each solstice, equinox, and other Sabbats. This spread is an adaptation of my Self Care Saturday spread, so there are sure to be  some similarities in how it is read. The focus of this spread, though, is not about Self Care, but rather about progress and my path. The time period is also longer, reaching through the next handful of weeks until the celebration of the upcoming Spring Equinox at the end of March.

Imbolc Tarot Reading with a Sabbat Themed Art Card, Pagan Underworlds Tarot, Compendium of Witches Oracle, and Healing Herbal Cards Vol 1 & 2

Theme of the SeasonImbolc, Waxing Crescent Moon, Elder (Sambucus Nigra)

Imbolc is a new beginning, when candles are lit to beacon in the warming light of the sun and the very first stirrings of seeds and bulbs beneath the soil are yet unseen but begin to awaken.  It’s a time of new beginnings and rebirth.

The Waxing Crescent Moon is about intention setting and refining one’s goals. The moon has emerged with fresh energy, and it’s time to to connect with our new ideas, dreams, and goals. 

Sambucus Nigra is used to treat both influenza and the common cold alike, this herb is a Kickstarter to the auto immune system. Caution is needed, though, as the stem, leaves, raw and unripe berries, as well as the rest of the plant contains cyanogenic glycosides which breakdown into hydrogen cyanide in the body. This toxic chemical can cause nausea, vomiting, and severe diarrhea. Cooking has the ability to neutralize these toxins.

When looking at these three cards together there is a reminder that in order to keep one’s feet on a healthy path, you need to take care to do your due diligence in the area of preparation and planning. This time of year offers lots of opportunity for refining one’s path and goals, but once you have your eyes set on what you want, there’s more to getting there than just keeping that in your sights. There has to be a plan, a sustainable one, that you can stick to which nurtures growth and progress.

EarthSeven of Coins Rx – There is a feeling of having stalled out at the moment. The perception of stagnancy makes it feel like you’re not making any progress towards your goals right now. This isn’t necessarily true, as sometimes you must pause and wait for other things to move into place prior to acting. That means that this moment of stillness is also progress.

AirSix of Cups – You feel like you’re spinning your wheels at the moment, and like you need to be doing something in order to get things to progress in the way that you want them to go. The problem is that there are so many options at the moment that any movement you make could be in the wrong direction. It’s better to sit still, wait, and watch where things go, rather than try and push them in one direction at this time.

WaterSix of Wands – Make sure that you are touching base at home and savoring your time there, as well as with the people that matter to you. It’s okay to want to please those you care about. Not everything has to be about moving forward. Sometimes, it’s about lingering in the moments of goodness with others and enjoying it (and them).

FireThree of Cups Rx – Make sure that the time you are spending with others is time that you are enjoying. Do not invite them in on your spiritual journey right now, though. They will have nothing to contribute to your efforts of getting yourself back in focus in this area.

WaningThe Scholar and Light – You have been feeling lost and struggling with clarity for a while now, and this trend looks to be continuing for a bit longer.  Don’t despair if you feel lost or as if you are in a holding pattern at the moment.  Use this time to rest instead of pushing yourself to find a way to move forward.

WaxingThe Weaver and Distaff – Here again we see mention that now is a time of stillness and planning, rather than action. Take charge of your urges and don’t fidget or stress that things aren’t moving at a pace you’re used to or would normally aim for.

DECKS USED: SABBAT THEMED ART CARD, PAGAN UNDERWORLDS TAROT, COMPENDIUM OF WITCHES ORACLE, HEALING HERBAL CARDS VOL 1 & 2

📆 Transitioning from January to February

Month End Oracle Reading with the Land of Giants Oracle and Spirit Cycle Oracle

Here and Now I Exist – Who you are now, in your entirety.

Building and New Look – Well, we can’t get more on the nose than that. Tomorrow, the first payment of the levy for my condo building’s repairs come out and things are put in motion to begin the work. There’s been a lot of stress involved in getting the money for the levy together. These cards indicate that with papers signed and payments lined up, everything is now on its way to moving in the right direction.

The Slough – What is to be left in the past as you move forward.

Force and Barriers – You don’t have to keep pushing in this area.  You’ve fought your hardest through the month of January, and are battle scarred as a result. There’s no force needed now, though. Any pushing you do at this point will only make things more difficult.  Now that you’ve managed to get done what needed done, and the ball is now beginning to roll? Settle in and let things move at their own pace instead.

What Lies Ahead – An ideal state or ideal self you are seeking at this time.

Dead and Dawn – Your need for vengeance is riding you hard right now. The clusterfx of January has someone to blame, and you want your pound of flesh for making such a mess of things. It’s okay to let it go now, though. You’ve already done enough. Like the boots left behind by the dragon after his meal, there is no need to choke down the boot leather as well as the traveler who wore them.

Limitations – Negative influences, opposition, or ill will.

Past and Yearning – There’s no point in looking back on what was and wishing you could return to it.  There’s going to be a few hurdles still to go before things calm down for you again, and you need to keep your eye on the prize and optimistic about getting there, rather than looking behind you and wishing for what’s been left behind in the past.

The Boon – Positive influences, higher guidance, or divine intervention.

Frugality and Dream Tree – Having to refinance your mortgage has really helped you in getting all your ducks in a row financially, and this new level of organization is allowing you to not just see where your funds are going, but the possibilities of what you can do with them moving forward as well.

The Wound – An unpleasant past experience or event that is ripe for some support and healing.

Indolent and Self-Awareness – Stop looking at the times you need a little rest or are enjoy a bit of relaxation as laziness. That word… “laziness” is an echo from the past. It’s not your word, but a viewpoint you have been conditioned to see through past treatment from others.  It’s time to work on re-framing these moments into a healthier perspective.

Nostalgia – A positive past experience or event to acknowledge, reflect upon, and enjoy.

Absolution and Nurturing – When you seek forgiveness from within, it helps everything feel a little healthier and a little better.  Sometimes you just have to accept things as they are rather than always judging yourself harshly. No one else holds a grudge against you like those you hold against yourself. Cut yourself some slack and give yourself a little kindness, and you will thrive far better than starving yourself of these things would ever manage.

A Warning – Something coming that can be prevented or overcome.

Imploring and Rough & Ready – Don’t ignore the danger hidden among the weeds.  Don’t give second chances to those that don’t deserve it. Keeping your eye on the prize is one thing, but that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t still be looking around and acknowledging the risks and dangers that are far closer than you think.

Empowerment – A future opportunity to work toward.

Famous and That’s All – I can’t say that fame has ever been one of those things that I’ve ever been interested in, but I do enjoy being admired.  These cards indicate that the opportunity is there. That when you remain close to those that matters and watch over them, you earn the most valuable kind of admiration of all.  What more recognition does one really need?

Message from the Spirit World – Working hard towards something doesn’t have to mean it’s all about immediacy and force. Sometimes it’s important to take things a little at a time instead, and in the end you achieve what you really value most instead of the less important goals you’d set your sights on in the first place.

Message from the Mind’s World – Sometimes the negative inner narratives in your head that hold you back can’t be overcome by force.  Instead, a chance of scenery is needed to put them in their place and show them just how inconsequential they are.  Get out in nature and breathe deep.

Message from the Physical World – You are in need of rest and self-care.  You’ve been through a lot of stress lately, and it’s time to give yourself the TLC you deserve (not to mention have more than earned in the past month of struggle, strife, and tribulation).

Take Away – It’s time to step back and let things move at their own pace.  Not just with the mortgage and the bank, but with the levy, with your work worries, and with everything else too.  Don’t push right now. Not yourself, not anything else either.  Just take it easy and let things roll along. Whatever pushing you do is only going to get in the way and slow things down right now.

DECKS USED: LAND OF GIANTS ORACLE AND SPIRIT CYCLE ORACLE

Empowering Self-Care

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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Student Tarot n7's Strength Card and Inner F*cking Peace CardsThe @GlitterbyInk #DivineGoddess25 Challenge
Words and Wisdom Prompt for January 6 : Empowered

Today’s draw is the Strength card combined with the affirmation “Peace, love, and yoga pants. Oh, and fuzzy slippers.”

It can be difficult to give yourself some quiet time and relax. We’re always pushing to be more, do more, and put our needs last in favor of responsibilities and progress.

It takes strength and determination sometimes, to step to the side of all that pressure and allow yourself the TLC that you need. The fact is though?  Once you’ve done it once, it’s easier to do it the next time.  Once you’ve done it twice? It’s just a tiny bit easier to do it the time after that.  Self-care and giving yourself what you need is one of those things that only by doing it can you then empower yourself to do more of it.

Today’s cards are a reminder of this fact, and an encouragement to take that first step.  Give yourself what you need.  Once.  Just once.

Then do it again.

DECK USED:  STUDENT TAROT v7 AND INNER F*CKING PEACE CARDS

#DiscordTarotholicsJan2025 Challenge
Prompt for January 6
: Cuddle Up Day – Who in your life needs some extra love today?

Student Tarot n7 - Ten of Pentacles, Page of Pentacles, King of SwordsReading Summary: Who provides stability for everyone else around them (Ten of Pentacles) in times while they are trying to pick themselves up and do better at creating their own (Page of Pentacles), giving them valuable advice along the way to assist them in becoming strong and empowered themselves (King of Swords)?

Take Away: It’s you. You are the one that creates stability for others in your life, lifting them up and empowering them, giving advice when you can and helping them strategize their way forward.  You are the one in need of some extra love today.

Aside from describing your role in many people’s lives, these cards are also providing encouragement for you to seek out that extra love from those you look up to that you feel create stability in your life while giving you sound advice when it’s needed.

DECK USED: STUDENT TAROT v7

Daily Self Kindness

I made the appointment with the bank today, regardless of my discomfort and desire to avoid.

Learning Self-Appreciation

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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The Guided Gaze Tarot and I Am Power PackThe @GlitterbyInk #DivineGoddess25 Challenge
Words and Wisdom Prompt for January 5 : Nurturing

Today’s draw is the Eight of Swords combined with the affirmation “I am appreciated.”

I have a tendency to forget that others appreciate my time and efforts. So blinded (as the falcon in the image on the Eight of Swords is blinded) by an unhealthy expectation of perfectionism in all that I do, I often entirely miss other’s appreciation and admiration.  Mostly?  Because my inner narrative is telling me what I’ve done isn’t good enough.

Today’s cards are a reminder that that negative inner narrative in your head is -not- reality. It’s a falcon’s hood, blocking you from seeing the truth that lies beyond that unhealthy expectation. This is why it’s important to pay attention when others say thank you, express admiration, or give compliments.  As awkward as they feel?  They are an indication of a reality outside the one you are wearing blinders to.  They allow you to peek outside of that perspective of never being good enough, to see what others see instead and nurture a healthier outlook for yourself a little at a time.

DECKS USED:  THE GUIDED GAZE TAROT AND I AM POWER PACK

#DiscordTarotholicsJan2025 Challenge
Prompt for January 5
: Do Spread 1

The Guided Gaze Tarot and Everyday Witch’s Familiars Oracle

Someone important in your life who has a lot of influence on you.

Cat – I chose to do this reading on my cat, Miss Luna. She is a sassy, often grumpy, domestic short haired torti. She came to me from an abusive home when she was 5 months old, and has been with me for eight years now.

Their negative influence on you and your life.

Three of Swords – She can at times have a tendency to stir within you insecurities around being unwanted, as she is very particular about when you are allowed to touch, pet, or cuddle her. There are times when you feel the need for those touches and cuddles when she is simply not receptive to it, and you have a tendency to take those times personally regardless of the fact they probably have little, if anything, to do with you.

IMG_6969Their positive influence on you and your life.

The Lovers – She encourages you to make healthy choices for yourself because she is dependent upon you for her safety and well-being. Without you, it is possible she would have no safe place to live where she feels in control and comfortable, there would be no food or water, or someone to tend to her health and other needs. Therefore, by taking care of yourself, you also take care of her.

Your negative influence on them and their life.

Hermit – Miss Luna spends a lot of time alone, and there has been no socialization with other animals and only very limitedly with a few other people in your life that visit your home. Her entire world (until you recently started taking her to Ms B’s now and then) has been the condo and nothing else, with you and two other people as her socialization. She has no siblings or contact with other living beings beyond this.

Your positive influence on them and their life.

Six of Wands – She looks up to you and seeks your approval. You are her family and she thrives under your attention and positive reinforcement. Although she may seem standoffish at times, she watches your every move from sun up to sun down, following you around from room to room, and greeting you at the door on your return home each and every time. Just as you seek her approval, she seeks yours as well.

DECKS USED: THE GUIDED GAZE TAROT AND EVERYDAY WITCH’S FAMILIARS ORACLE

Daily Self Kindness

I got to play with Gideon in the new realm we built all day today.

The Necessity of Movement

Today’s meditation was ten minutes long, and was one of the #DailyCalm sessions from the Calm app.  In today’s session, they spoke of the difference between resolutions and intentions, which I think is a really important topic that I’ve seen brought up quite a bit this year on social media.

The session discussed how resolutions are often created with all or nothing thinking.  “I am going to lose weight”, for example. Intentions give a little wiggle room.  Instead of “I am going to lose weight”, you express the intention to eat healthier. “I intend to feed my body healthier food.”   The end result is losing weight, but by setting an intention instead of an “all or nothing” resolution, you’re not focused on the end goal, but rather on the journey to getting there.

Psychologically speaking, this makes your end goals more attainable, as there’s more wiggle room involved, which means less of an “I’ve failed” mentality when you trip up.  Instead, you’re able to slip up and the say “Tomorrow’s a new day and I’ll do better”.

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Majestic Tarot Takes and Inner Child OracleThe @GlitterbyInk #DivineGoddess25 Challenge
Words and Wisdom Prompt for January 3 : Vitality

Today’s card is the Empress card combined with the affirmation “Flow with the Rhythm”.

Our bodies need movement to stay healthy and happy. It’s basic maintenance in the same way that gears need lubricant and tires on a car need air. 

Like a lot of people, I’m not a huge fan of exercise. I love to hike in the woods, don’t get me wrong, and I’ve spent my fair share of time in the gym.  But honestly? I hate sweating.  I really do.

Today’s cards are a reminder that even though you might hate exercise, or hate sweating, or whatever reasons you have for not getting up and moving more? Part of self care is caring for your body, and that means we have to get up and move a bit, get our joints and muscles working a bit, and our heart and lungs put through their paces a bit.  Otherwise?  We stiffen up and begin to hurt more, then the more we hurt?  The less we do, which makes us hurt even more.

It’s an evil cycle that we break by pushing through the pain and doing something active.  So treat your body good and nurture it’s health.  Go for a walk… or a run… or a hike.  Whatever.  Give your body some love by getting your body moving today.

DECKS USED:  MAJESTIC TAROT TALES AND THE INNER CHILD ORACLE

#DiscordTarotholicsJan2025 Challenge
Prompt for January 3
: Humiliation Day – How can you help yourself heal from your most humiliating moments?

Majestic Tarot Tales - The Empress, King of Swords, Page of PentaclesReading Summary: Sit with the humiliation (Page of Pentacles Rx) and explore it with a professional or someone that can provide you with some guidance (King of Swords). Remember that spending time speaking with your therapist candidly is also a form of self-care (The Empress).

Take Away: Sometimes instead of trying to move on from moments of humiliation or learning to step past it, you need to sit with it and explore those reactions and seek out an understanding of where they come from. 

Someone earlier today that was doing this prompt mentioned that humiliation is often a defense mechanism response to trauma. I’d never thought of this perspective before, but it has the ring of truth with it.  Often, to get past trauma we need a little help. Professionals trained in these things, for example, can often provide perspective and help us in digging into the root of an issue. These cards are saying that seeking out that help, rather than pushing feelings of humiliation away, is a form of self care.

DECK USED: MAJESTIC TAROT TALES

Daily Self Kindness

I resisted the urge to mess with business stuff even though it was really niggling at me, and worked on the recreational enjoyment of realm building and character creation with Gideon instead.