tarot and psychology

Finding the Positive for August 4 – 6

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Cute Chibi Tarot, Dream within Dreams Tarot, Florana Tarot, and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal Cards

August 4

Today’s meditation was done during severe panic attack. The affirmation on this card is an excellent one for when I am caught in a depressive episode and/or struggling with . I’m not in that place right now, but I think the reminder still helps in keeping me from slipping closer to those places.

Four of Pentacles – Take care not to forget how fortunate you are to have to e stability in your life that you do, from the running of your business to having a stable home, to access to medication and medical care, those who love you, and the ability to indulge now and then. All of these things are pieces of stability in your life that you take pleasure and a sense of security from. Don’t take them for granted.

DECK USED:  CUTE CHIBI TAROT AND THERA-PETS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL CARDS

August 5

Today’s meditation was ten minutes long and was focused on an issue that I often struggle with. That is, feelings that all that I do is never enough. Logically, I know this isn’t true, and yet it is a shadow from my past that is always there.

The Emperor – Be the most responsible fuck you can possibly be today. For yourself… and for all those around you. Fitting as there was a lot to get don’t for the day, both for the business (order processing) as well as for Ms B.

DECK USED: DREAMS WITHIN DREAMS TAROT AND THERA-PETS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL CARDS

August 6

Just… fuck.

Ten of Wands – Overburdened. Overwhelmed. And about to buckle under the weight.
We’re at the hospital again.

“A bad day doesn’t mean a bad life. Tomorrow will be different.”

DECK USED: FLORANA TAROT AND THERA-PETS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL CARDS

Doubt and Discovery Cartomancy Reading

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Doubt & Discovery Carotmancy Reading with the Lord of the Rings Twin Towers Playing Cards

A doubt to hold space for.

King of Clubs atop Ace of Hearts – Remember that it’s okay for your emotions to be in upheaval. You don’t have to exert control over them or smother them out, nor do you have to put your all into them and let them take all your focus.

A gift that you already possess.

Ten of Hearts atop Five of Diamonds – You have the ability to allow those people that make you happy to help in digging you out of the mud and lifting you up. Sometimes you forget that you possess this gift, but it is always there for you.

An insight at your fingertips.

Two of Hearts – You are loved.

DECK USED: LORD OF THE RINGS TWO TOWERS PLAYING CARDS

Finding the Positive for August 1 – 3

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Tarocchino Arlecchino, Fortunate Frogs Tarot, Green Menagerie Tarot, and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal Cards

August 1

Today’s meditation was ten minutes long, and was focused on the affirmation in today’s Thera-Pets card while riding in an ambulance with Ms B holding my hand.  It was focused on the affirmation “You have survived Every Day of your life so far. You really think Today will be the one that defeats you?”

When I pulled this card this morning?  I didn’t understand why for the past two days I’d been getting cards about being defeated. Now?  Now I get it.  Because Ms B is back to injured again… and I’m back to playing nurse… right when I thought things were starting to slide back to normality.

Seven of Coins – It’s a longer journey than you anticipated, and it’s going to take a good deal of time yet. Freedom and normality are coming and reside on the horizon, but for now?  Be patient.  Things will improve a little each day, and you’ll get there… eventually.

DECK USED: Tarocchino Arlecchino and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal Cards

August 2

Today’s meditation was twenty five minutes long and was focused on the affirmation “Every time you thought life was going to defeat you, you were wrong.” Last night was a shit show, and today has been extremely stressful. Ms B now has both a broken right shoulder healing from surgery, and a broken left wrist waiting for surgery.
I hate to sound like an ass, but JUST as I was starting to see a return to normalcy and freedom from the weight of elder care responsibility, here we go again… but this time with two arms/hands rendered useless instead of just one. Today’s affirmation is a reminder that these tests and trials are temporary, just like everything else.

Ace of Wands – Don’t forget about the things that spark your interest, enthusiasm, and creativity. You may be “going through it” right now, but keep that spark of life burning bright. Take time for you and enjoy those moments to their fullest.

DECK USED: Fortunate Frogs Tarot and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal Cards

August 3

Today’s meditation was skipped in favor of a 3 1/2 hour long soak in the bathtub.  I did still pull a card for today, which is an echo of the mantra that I am giving Ms B. “You are still making progress, even on  your worst days.”  Yes, Tuesday was a huge setback on her recovery… but now we are at a new place and can begin to improve again, each day, a little at a time.

Six of Cups – Nostalgia is healthy, and this card is an encouragement to indulge in a bit of that nostalgia today. It’s far easier to remember the bad than the good sometimes, but it’s the good that needs to be resurrected and sifted through, enjoyed and shared. Take time to do that today, and to let others do that with you as well.

DECK USED: Green Menagerie Tarot and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal Cards

Finding the Positive Message for July 31

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The Chariot from the Spacious Tarot and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal CardsToday’s meditation was ten minutes long, and was focused on the affirmation in today’s Thera-Pets card. “You weren’t defeated then, you won’t be defeated now.”  Combined with the imagery in today’s card (The Chariot), I have a feeling something is coming that is unavoidable and going to be a challenge. There’s no indication what that something is, but the rushing of the water in the card combined with the affirmation for today… this card is a reminder that whatever is coming is not the end of the world. It’s something you’ve gone through before, and although you may have to go through it again, it won’t defeat you this time any more so than it did last time.

The Chariot – In general, the Chariot card is about control and direction.  Here in this card, we see rapids running through the canyon channel of tall rock walls. You cannot see where the water is going as you ride along within the water, and you have no choice but to continue forward as there is no going back. The key here is to ride the water like rapids. Keep your head above water and make sure that you steer yourself around any major obstacles so that you don’t end up crashing on the rocks.

DECK USED: SPACIOUS TAROT

Finding the Positive Message for July 28 – 30

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Songs for the Journey Home Tarot, Dive To You Tarot, Seasonal Fox Tarot Day Edition, and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal Cards

July 28

Today’s meditation was ten minutes long, and was focused on the affirmation in today’s Thera-Pets card. The affirmation for today is “You don’t have to be perfect to be lovable” which is really a slamming hammer on the nail head of one of my biggest issues, to be honest. Because… perfection is important.  Extremely important.  Or at least that’s what I was taught growing up, and it stuck hard for a very long time afterward, and still manages to stick around, even though these days I’m working at letting it go.

The Fool – Sometimes care free is better than responsible. You can’t be a stick in the mud all of the time, and life is a lot more fun if you let yourself fuck up now and then along the way.  Trip over a branch on the path now and then, get carried away with your own enthusiasm.  These things help awaken the child within, and you need that child within to help balance out that extremely heavy handed inner taskmaster that takes up so much of your time and attention.

DECK USED: SONGS FOR THE JOURNEY HOME TAROT

July 29

Today’s meditation was ten minutes long, and was focused on the affirmation in today’s Thera-Pets card. The affirmation on today’s card is “There’s no rule that says you have to have everything figured out right now. Every step forward is progress.  This affirmation encouraged me to go to the guide for the tarot card that I pulled today rather than trying to just interpret from the imagery.  I’m glad that I did, too! Although it was written in Thai, I was able to use a translator to translate it and, as a result, was able to see the Eight of Swords in a new light today.

Eight of Swords – In the guide for this deck, this card is all about the danger and nefarious actions of the man outside, and how she sees him with eager anticipation rather than as the danger that he is.  Her rose colored glasses keep her from seeing things clearly, and this she is missing out on acknowledging the danger she is in.  The message in today’s card is to remember that clarity is important. You can’t ignore shit and expect that you won’t end up getting burned in doing so.

DECK USED: DIVE TO YOU TAROT

July 30

Today’s meditation was ten minutes long, and was focused on the affirmation in today’s Thera-Pets card. The affirmation on today’s card is “You are not a burden. We are lucky to have you.”  I feel like I pulled this the other day when all that drama happened recently on one of the servers I’m on.  I felt like I was fucking up and couldn’t figure out how to stop the downward spiral.  Today’s affirmation brought up the memory of that spiral and how for a time, I kind of lost  touch with the fact that there are far more people out there that appreciate me and depend on me than there are critics that hold issue with how I do things.

The Lovers – Have some fun with the ones you love, as it helps those bonds grow stronger and keeps not just the relationship healthy, but -you- healthier as well.

DECK USED: SEASONAL FOX TAROT DAY EDITION

Finding the Positive Message for July 25 – 27

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Mimit Tarot, Everybody's Tarot, Healing Waters Tarot, and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal Cards

July 25

Today’s meditation was ten minutes long, and was focused on the affirmation in today’s Thera-Pets card. That affirmation was “It’s okay to be uncomfortable. It’s okay to be scared. You will succeed in spite of these feelings.*  What I love?  Is that the bunny in the image has a mural of a full moon on it.  That uncertainty of darkness and shadow fits so well with the affirmation on the card.

The Hanged Man – This card is all about perspective, and the fact that the tail of the mouse is willingly holding on instead of tied to the branch? Indicates that not only is it about new perspectives, but about willingly seeking them out and being open to those perspectives when they are available.  These cards together are a reminder not to close yourself off to opportunity because you are scared or uncomfortable. Open your eyes and allow yourself to see past those feelings that try to cloud your view.

DECK USED: MIMIT TAROT

July 26

Today’s meditation was ten minutes long, and was focused on the affirmation in today’s Thera-Pets card. The affirmation on today’s card is “You are doing enough. It’s going to be okay.”   This is one of those messages that I need pretty regularly, as I feel like I am -never- doing enough. It’s a reminder that this perspective is flawed, and comes from an ugly place of self-depreciation.  By reminding me of this, it helps me to try and see things from a healthier angle when I’m tempted to keep pushing myself harder and harder.

Four of Cups – Being pissy about your self care and not dong your meditation isn’t going to get you very far.  In fact, it will create setbacks that you really don’t need. Make sure you do your physio and meditation, even if you’re not inspired to do so.

DECK USED: EVERYBODY’S TAROT

July 27

Today’s meditation was ten minutes long, and was focused on the affirmation in today’s Thera-Pets card. The affirmation for today is “The truth is that you are far more capable than you feel.” I’m not feeling particularly in-capable at the moment, but sometimes these messages come in order to help bolster and sustain rather than to correct.  Today’s message is one of those. It’s to keep me remembering that I’m far more capable than I often feel that I am, whether that is in making changes in my life, or just sustaining my business for a time instead of focusing on growth.

The Hierophant – Make sure you are tapping into available resources right now. You don’t know everything and still have so much potential, but to continue to improve and expand your own knowledge you need to seek out those that have been doing things for a lot longer than you have. Their tips and tricks can help improve your own knowledge and skills.

DECK USED: HEALING WATERS TAROT