There’s Still Time
Frustration
turns to a desire
to say
fuck it
and walk away
but I look back
and pause
think again
reconsider
and realize
it’s not as bad
as it feels…
at least
not yet.
poetry
Gideon’s Challenge
Moments in the Light
You refuse
to let me hide away
so I try to not let
the enthusiasm
wane
and instead
step out
of the shadows
just for a bit
and try my best
to not hide
for too long
when I have
something of value
to offer
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Gideon’s Challenge
Bending Time
Where does time go
when the stillness
comes
and the world
goes quiet
and the mind follows
the ticking clock
is silent
and yet time
continues on
and when breath
resumes
an eternity has passed
in a moment
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Gideon’s Challenge
Introspection
Where…
do they come from?
The ugly feelings
the disproportionate
internal reactions
awaken and stir.
They hear derision
and soak it in
take it deep
weld it into spears
sharp and deadly
to pierce the soul.
How do the words
of one stranger
manage to outweigh
the many
that know you better?
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Gideon’s Challenge
Cantankerous
To say I’m cranky
doesn’t cover
and tolerance
soon all will discover
has been thrown out
for irritation
and vicious snapping
is such a temptation
please just let me
go to bed
and I’ll try again
tomorrow instead
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Gideon’s Challenge
The Static
It creeps in
slow and steady
a little bit
at a time
until suddenly
you realize
there’s more gathered
than you realize
and it is
sucking
at your boots
clinging
as it tries to
drag you down
into the cold
Twisting the Leaf 