Katrin Blackwater Tarot

Work Through It

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Today’s meditation was ten minutes long, and was a free session from the Fitbit app. I wasn’t a big fan of this one, as although the man’s voice was soothing, there was long, silent, pauses between when he spoke. I would settle into these silences, and then he would speak again and startle me.  I’ve had meditations that do this before, and it has something to do with how they re-introduced their voice into the meditation. It’s just not a smooth enough transition, and causes a jerk of response as a result.

Katrin Blackwater Tarot's Eight of Pentacles and It's Going to Be Okay 2024 Day-to-Day Calendar by Kate AllanToday’s draw is the Eight of Pentacles combined with the affirmation “You’re not a failure for struggling; it IS difficult. Please be careful not to gaslight yourself.”

These cards are an encouragement to just keep working towards your goals. Yes, things are hard right now. The business is slow, and it freaks you out a bit.

The reminder here is that the current slowness is not a disparagement of your skills and abilities, but something to work through, and in doing so gain more knowledge and skill for the future.

DECK USED:  KATRIN BLACKWATER TAROT AND IT’S GOING TO BE OKAY 2024 DAY-TO-DAY CALENDAR BY KATE ALLAN

#DiscordTarotholicsJan2024 Challenge Prompt
Questions for January 27th

My Feelings Metaphoric Cards and Katrin Blackwater Tarot - Nine of Cups, Ace of Swords, Page of Cups, Sister of CupsWhat do you take too seriously?

Nine of Cups Rx and Apathy atop Pride – You take too seriously your moments of apathy and disenchantment, and how they might influence your overall happiness.

My Reaction: I disagree. I feel that a sense of apathy holds me back from enjoyment that I might otherwise be able to be open to. I feel this apathy is often a part of my depression, and that my depression is not just a detriment, but dangerous to my overall sense of happiness and satisfaction in life.

When I am feeling depressed and apathetic, I have a greater tendency to give into self-destructive tendencies, and begin unraveling all that I’ve worked for.

Why am I being told I take these things too seriously?

Ace of Swords atop Sister (Page) of Cups, Faith – Faith will always lift you up and carry you forward into new possibilities. You will never be powerless, even if you destruct your entire world, for there will be always be new opportunities with which to map out a new path forward.

My Reaction: Okay… true. This doesn’t mean I want to start over, though, regardless of my capacity to do so if needed.

DECK USED: KATRIN BLACKWATER TAROT AND MY FEELINGS METAPHORIC CARDS

Daily Self Kindness

Yesterday, I brought home deviled eggs from Ms B’s house.  Today? I ate them and they were amazing.  SO good.

Counterbalancing Anxiety

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Today’s meditation was skipped in deference to sleep and an appointment with my shrink.

Tarot of the North Atlantic Four of Shells, Four of Cups, and the It's Going to Be Okay 2024 Day-to-Day Calendar by Kate AllanToday’s draw is the Four of Cups, combined with the affirmation “How many times have you felt like things were out of control and then everything worked out fine? Your anxious feelings aren’t indicative of reality.”

Yesterday’s advice was good, but there’s still a lot of anxiety going on about the current slump in my business.  It can be hard not to let my imagination run away with me.

The Four of Cups often indicates meditation, and in this case that is absolutely what it’s encouraging. You need to take time to meditate and get your anxiety under control.  Letting it spiral does nothing but harm.

DECK USED:  TAROT OF THE NORTH ATLANTIC AND IT’S GOING TO BE OKAY 2024 DAY-TO-DAY CALENDAR BY KATE ALLAN

#DiscordTarotholicsJan2024 Challenge Prompt
Philosophical Question for January 10th : Is it true that pleasure is the root of all true evil?

Katrin Blackwater Tarot - Priestess of Wands, Queen of Wands, Daughter of Cups, Page of Cups, The TowerReading Summary: It’s an over-stimulation of motivation and drive (Queen of Wands) that has been misdirected (Page of Cups Rx) that is the catalyst to destruction (The Tower).

Take Away: So no, pleasure is not always the the route of true evil. Sometimes people are driven by other pursuits besides pleasure.  A demand for excellence, a moment of obsession.  It’s simply not always about pleasure, but can be about many things… or in some cases, nothing at all.

DECK USED: KATRIN BLACKWATER TAROT

@Lionharts #TheJanuaryTarot 2024 January Initiation Prompt
Questions for January 10th and 11th

Tarot of the North Atlantic - Queen of Bones, Queen of Wands, Page of Shells, Page of Cups, The Tower, Six of Feathers, Six of Swords, Temperance, Eight of Shells, Eight of CupsWhat areas of my life are calling for exploration? (draw 2 cards)

Queen of Wands – Foster your creative spark instead of setting it aside until later.

Six of Swords – It is time to move away from those habits and behaviors that are no longer serving you.

How can I navigate each area with openness? (draw 1 card for each area)

Page of Cups – Open yourself up emotionally to exploring and experiencing new creative endeavors and enjoying them.

Eight of Shells – Use your frustration as a tool to help you let go.

What can unfold as a result of delving into these areas of exploration? (draw 1 card for each area)

The Tower Rx – Less chaos, and less of seeing change as a bad thing.

Temperance – The discovery of a more peaceful existence.

DECK USED: TAROT OF THE NORTH ATLANTIC

Daily Self Kindness

More napping and cuddles with Luna.  I wasn’t feeling all that well today. Worn out and worn down.  The nap seems to have helped a little bit, but not much.

Necessary Conflict

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Today’s meditation was skipped.

Jumbledance Tarot, Five of Swords, It's Going to Be Okay 2024 Day-to-Day Calendar by Kate AllanToday’s draw is the Five of Swords combined with the affirmation “Don’t give up” on a starry night sky background.

Anything is possible if you are willing to fight for it. When you avoid conflict, you concede your power to another… whether that “another” is a person, thing, or general situation.

Today’s cards are a reminder that conflict is a necessary part of life.  Sometimes it’s uncomfortable and other times it’s terrifying, but it’s necessary. Don’t allow yourself to be beaten down when to yield means letting go of what’s important… instead, be clever and think outside the box, do what needs to be done, and come out on top.

DECK USED:  JUMBLEDANCE TAROT AND IT’S GOING TO BE OKAY 2024 DAY-TO-DAY CALENDAR BY KATE ALLAN

@Lionharts #TheJanuaryTarot 2024 January Initiation Prompt
Question for January 8th : What am I asked to confront as part of embracing the unknown?

Embracing Shadow & Light Oracle, Katrin Blackwater Tarot Ace of CupsReading Summary: New emotions are often hard for you to deal with (Ace of Cups). Make sure that you aren’t falling into old habits of shoving them into the dark and burying them (Extinction), but are instead listening to the messages that your emotions are there to convey (Messenger).

Take Away: Burying your emotions just because they are unfamiliar and possibly scary, uncomfortable or painful, does a disservice to the intuition that guides you and the guides that are trying to speak to you. When you muffle your emotions, you muffle the full scope of your intuition and receptivity.

DECK USED: KATRIN BLACKWATER TAROT AND EMBRACING SHADOW & LIGHT ORACLE

#DiscordTarotholicsJan2024 Challenge Prompt
Question for January 8th : What is something that you miss that you can bring back into your life?

Jumbledance Tarot - Temperance, Five of Wands, Six of DisksReading Summary: Take a more slow and measured pace (Temperance) to the rat race (Five of Wands). Work on being kind and generous to yourself instead (Six of Disks).

Take Away: It’s okay to take things at a slower pace and cut yourself a break. You don’t have to do everything right this instant.

Make lists so you don’t forget the ideas you have and things that you want to do, and take things at a slower pace instead of trying to fit it all in at once while each thing vies for priority.

DECK USED: JUMBLEDANCE TAROT

Daily Self Kindness

I’ve started setting up my phone alarm system to remind me to eat at certain intervals again. At Ms B’s, this isn’t a problem as she reminds me to eat (and brings me food) often.  Now that I’m back at home, I’m having trouble sticking to a schedule without those reminders.