July 28
Today’s meditation was ten minutes long, and was focused on the affirmation in today’s Thera-Pets card. The affirmation for today is “You don’t have to be perfect to be lovable” which is really a slamming hammer on the nail head of one of my biggest issues, to be honest. Because… perfection is important. Extremely important. Or at least that’s what I was taught growing up, and it stuck hard for a very long time afterward, and still manages to stick around, even though these days I’m working at letting it go.
The Fool – Sometimes care free is better than responsible. You can’t be a stick in the mud all of the time, and life is a lot more fun if you let yourself fuck up now and then along the way. Trip over a branch on the path now and then, get carried away with your own enthusiasm. These things help awaken the child within, and you need that child within to help balance out that extremely heavy handed inner taskmaster that takes up so much of your time and attention.
DECK USED: SONGS FOR THE JOURNEY HOME TAROT
July 29
Today’s meditation was ten minutes long, and was focused on the affirmation in today’s Thera-Pets card. The affirmation on today’s card is “There’s no rule that says you have to have everything figured out right now. Every step forward is progress. This affirmation encouraged me to go to the guide for the tarot card that I pulled today rather than trying to just interpret from the imagery. I’m glad that I did, too! Although it was written in Thai, I was able to use a translator to translate it and, as a result, was able to see the Eight of Swords in a new light today.
Eight of Swords – In the guide for this deck, this card is all about the danger and nefarious actions of the man outside, and how she sees him with eager anticipation rather than as the danger that he is. Her rose colored glasses keep her from seeing things clearly, and this she is missing out on acknowledging the danger she is in. The message in today’s card is to remember that clarity is important. You can’t ignore shit and expect that you won’t end up getting burned in doing so.
DECK USED: DIVE TO YOU TAROT
July 30
Today’s meditation was ten minutes long, and was focused on the affirmation in today’s Thera-Pets card. The affirmation on today’s card is “You are not a burden. We are lucky to have you.” I feel like I pulled this the other day when all that drama happened recently on one of the servers I’m on. I felt like I was fucking up and couldn’t figure out how to stop the downward spiral. Today’s affirmation brought up the memory of that spiral and how for a time, I kind of lost touch with the fact that there are far more people out there that appreciate me and depend on me than there are critics that hold issue with how I do things.
The Lovers – Have some fun with the ones you love, as it helps those bonds grow stronger and keeps not just the relationship healthy, but -you- healthier as well.



