Balance In All Things

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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Pastel Rider Waite Smith Tarot - Two of PentaclesThe @GlitterbyInk #AprilFinds25 Challenge
Lost and Found Prompt for April 12 : Creativity

Today’s draw is the Two of Pentacles, which is traditionally a representation of juggling responsibilities, work/life balance, and prioritization.

I struggle with balance. Work vs life balance. Action vs stagnancy balance. Introvert vs social responsibilities balance. Good foods vs bad foods balance.

It always feels more like juggling than a form of balancing scales, and like it’s far more effort than it feels like it should.

In my life, creativity is one of these places that I also struggle with balance. I have a tendency to sink into creative projects. When my creative spark is flaring, the rest of the world has a tendency to fade away. All attention… all focus trains on this one thing to the detriment and neglect of everything else.

Today’s prompt of “creativity” combined with the Two of Pentacles is a reminder that balance is necessary. Too much focus on non-creative things smothers the creative spark. By the same turn, too much sinking into the flow of creativity will result in the withering or running astray of other aspects in life. Balance is needed.

DECK USED:  PASTEL RIDER WAITE SMITH TAROT

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Prompt for April 12th and 14th
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The Herbal Tea Magic for the Modern Witch OracleWhat kind of person do you truly want to become?

Yerba Mate – You want to become an original soul that is able to offer good advice when needed, and has collected a small group of trusted long-term friendships.

Revisit ThisCornflower

Reconnect with your “know thyself” focus. Only you can truly know how you work and how your body, intuition, senses, and outside input interact to communicate with you. This “language” is unique to you personally, and can only be learned through personal exploration and creative thinking.

Steer Clear of ThisPassionflower

If you go soft in the wrong places you will be perceived by others as weak and an easy target. Make sure you are being tenacious in your values and boundaries. Remember that it’s important to not hold too tightly to what helps support your climb toward the sun, or you might smother it in the process.

A New Way ForwardFennel

Start steering your tea intake toward treating your IBS symptoms. When your stomach feels better, everything else feels better too. Treat your body wit the kindness it needs to feel better.

Other elements included in this reading:
Raw Amazonite for Self Awareness and Facing Truths
Conch Shell Knot for Concentration, Clarity, and Determination
Desert Rose for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: THE HERBAL TEA MAGIC FOR THE MODERN WITCH ORACLE

Daily Self Kindness

I haven’t been feeling well the past few days and, as this is a catch up post, I can’t remember what my self-kindness was for today.  I know that I slept a lot, though.

Balancing Hope and Practicality

Today’s meditation was eleven minutes long, and was one of the #DailyCalm sessions in the @Calm app.

Today’s session was called “Breath; in three acts” and took the listener through an activity where you observe the breath for a full minute, counting how many breaths you take within that 60 seconds in time.   Then, for the “second act”, you take a full minute where you control your breathing to take full, deep breaths slowly in and out, filling your lungs all the way full with each inhale, then slowly easing the breath out on the exhale.  Then, for the “third act” you do another minute where you breathe naturally and count your breaths again for the full 60 seconds.

The notation is that you take less breaths in the third act than you did in the first, demonstrating that in having taken time to do some deep breathing, it helps ease your central nervous system and thus your breath and your body as a whole.      For me in this session, the difference was 10 breaths in the first act, and 6 breaths in the third act.

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Soul Creatures Tarot - Seven of Cups - Will o' the WispThe @GlitterbyInk #AprilFinds25 Challenge
Lost and Found Prompt for April 11 : Hope

Today’s draw is the Seven of Cups (Will o’ the Wisps), which is traditionally a representation of themes having to do with having a plethora of options to choose from, all of opportunity’s doors being open upon one’s path, and at times being overwhelmed by the sheer number of choices available in the moment.

The message in today’s card when combined with the prompt of “hope” is to remember not to let hope overshadow your good sense.

Hope is an integral part of being human, but its important to balance hope with practicality, especially when making important decisions.  If we don’t stay in touch with practicality and common sense during these times, hope can lead us astray into the land of unrealistic expectations.  This, in turn, can cause us to make bad choices when there are better ones on offer to us.

Don’t get me wrong. Hope is important. The key is in balancing it with unbiased practicality (not to be mistaken for negativity or pessimism, which are not unbiased), so that we don’t end up lead astray.

DECK USED: SOUL CREATURES TAROT

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Prompt for April 11
: What do you need to focus on for self-care for this month’s full moon?

Éclosion l'OracleReading Summary: It’s time to take a look at your trapped (enfermement) shadows (ombre) in a new light (évolution).

Take Away:  You (and to be fair, many) view shadow work as something that’s a trial, sometimes a trial through fire.  Hard and painful, an uphill slog through difficult emotional and psychological terrain.

Shadow work does not always have to be difficult, though. Sometimes it just means setting free to let breathe a part of yourself that you have been hiding from the world.

Owning a part of yourself as you own your mistakes and flaws, instead of judging that part of yourself so harshly and trying to pretend it doesn’t exist.  Looking inward with honesty doesn’t have to be torturous or painful.  It just means being honest with yourself, no matter what.

Other elements included in this reading:
Dried Red Maple Leaves for Adaptability and Connection
Conch Shell Knot for Concentration, Clarity, and Determination
Cedar Heart with Feather Moss Sprout for Protection of Understanding
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: ÉCLOSION L’ORACLE

Daily Self Kindness

I spoke with Gid about how I was feeling and what I was worrying about concerning new writing characters we were working on creating, rather than keeping it to myself as I wanted to do. It turns out I was misinterpreting his creative block as something it wasn’t.

Defensiveness and Fear

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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Forest Realm Tarot - Nine of SwordsThe @GlitterbyInk #AprilFinds25 Challenge
Lost and Found Prompt for April 10 : Regret

Today’s draw is the Nine of Swords, which is traditionally a representation of nightmares, anxiety, insomnia, and negativity in one’s thoughts and inner narratives.

How high are your walls? How defensive are you to advice or suggestions that you immediately jump to taking them as criticism or cruelty?

When we misinterpret others input in these ways, we push people away and keep them at arms length. They didn’t have to take the time to bother with you, but did. Why? Could it be because they care either about you, or about the end results of something that you also care about?

If so… why push them away in such a manner when they could instead prove useful or of value to you in the long run?

Today’s Nine of Swords encourages us to not hold people at a distance just because of feelings of unwarranted fear or defensiveness.  You could end up regretting it in the end if you do.

DECK USED:  FOREST REALM TAROT

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Prompts for April
7th and 8th

Oracle Reading with The Flower Speaks OracleWhat is your greatest weakness?

Lady’s Mantle – Self-forgiveness and self-compassion are themes that you find difficult to connect with, let alone act on.

How can you release/relieve this weakness?

White Clover – Continue to work at focusing on a more optimistic viewpoint and practicing those things that further this lean into positivity. Activities such as your meditation, connecting with gratitude, and focusing on the present to savor the moment and those things within it can help you to connect more effectively with themes of self-forgiveness and self-compassion.

What is your greatest worry?

Sage – Your greatest worry is that you will miss the signs of approaching trouble, and thus give that trouble an “in” to disrupt your life and your sense of stability.

How can you release/relieve this worry?

Stem – Sometimes protection is less about vigilance and more about the energy you project. If you project the energy of a victim or an easy target, you will be made the victim. On the other hand, when you project strength, you warn off danger even in times when you may not see it coming.

What is your greatest fear?

Black Iris – Your greatest fear is  in being helpless during difficult struggles that escalate from a time of organic change that even though difficult is not destructive, into a full-on mass destruction type of chaotic change.

How can you release/relieve this fear?

Black Cohosh – Allow yourself to accept that changes (even the destructive chaotic ones that feel like the end of the world) are a natural part of life, and something that we all must go through again and again as a part of life’s cycles. Focus on what comes after the end, instead of the end itself.

Other elements included in this reading:
Cedar Smoke Cleansing Bundle for Protection
Foraged Pin Oak Leaf for Strength and Endurance
Dried Rhododendron Leaf for Fostering Confidence
Foraged Norway Maple Key for Bouncing Back to Thrive
Rose Quartz for Gentle Kindness to Self and Others
Aventurine Goddess for Harmony and Balance of the Heart
Selenite Tree of Life Disk for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: THE FLOWER SPEAKS ORACLE

Daily Self Kindness

I rested today instead of doing a full orders day in an effort to kick out this cold or whatever it is before it can actually take hold. I’m not sure how well it worked yet, but I’ve definitely gotten a lot of rest.

Know When to Walk Away

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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Wisdom of the Depths Tarot - Eight of CupsThe @GlitterbyInk #AprilFinds25 Challenge
Lost and Found Prompt for April 9 : Trust

Today’s draw is the Eight of Cups, which is traditionally a representation of withdrawal, abandonment, or letting go of things, situations, or people in your life that are just not working out for you emotionally.

Trust your gut to know when it’s time to walk away is the message offered in today’s card.

Casinos are the bane of my existence.  They are one of those places that I’m “required” to visit now and then for the enjoyment of others in my life, but that I personally despise.

To me, they are the land of overstimulation and desperation that I must wade through while watching again and again as people “win big” and then lose it all. Sometimes within minutes.

The message in today’s Eight of Cups is a reminder of that addictive cycle between ego and despiration. It says… Don’t be greedy. You aren’t invincible. Know how to walk away while you’re still on top.

DECK USED:  WISDOM OF THE DEPTHS TAROT

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Philosophical Questions for April 2nd and 9th

Gentle Chaos OracleWhat does it mean to live a good life?

The Wedding Day Roses and The Ocean – To live a good life is to love well and often, with an inconceivable vastness; so that when we look back on our lives at the end of it, we see a great sea of love stretching out into the past.

Is personal growth required to live a good life?

The Path and The Moon Pie – Personal growth is part of living as a whole, touching us on each step of our path while still allowing us to retain bits of our past along the way.So, no, personal growth is not required to live a good life, but instead is simply an inevitable part of living.

Other elements included in this reading:
Small Scallop Shell for Connecting to One’s Emotions
Aragonite for Fostering Truth, Understanding, and Clarity
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: GENTLE CHAOS ORACLE

Daily Self Kindness

I have felt exhausted and run down all day today.  I’ve tried resting and have begun taking Cold FX to help boost my immune system, as I’m starting to wonder if I might be coming down with something.

Pride as an Obstacle

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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Sassy Dragons Tarot - Four of CupsThe @GlitterbyInk #AprilFinds25 Challenge
Lost and Found Prompt for April 6 : Humility

Today’s draw is the Four of Cups, which is traditionally a representation of dejection, refusal of assistance, contemplative moments, meditation, and feelings of apathy.

Sometimes in life we have to accept that we need help, even when we don’t really want to. Even when we’re steadfast against the idea, in fact.

The Four of Cups drawn today combined with today’s “humility” prompt is a reminder not to let your pride get in the way of letting others lend a hand.

It can definitely sting sometimes to admit that we can’t do everything on our own, I know it does for me.  But I’ve also come to discover that letting others help means I have a bit more time and energy for the things I actually -want- to do, instead of always being stuck doing those things that need to be done but that I don’t really enjoy.

DECK USED:  SASSY DRAGONS TAROT STANDARD EDITION

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Prompt for April 6
: Do Spread 1

Focus on a relationship that is important to you, whether that relationship be a friendship, a family member, or a loved one.

Gaia Lessons From the Earth Oracle

What does this loved one need less of from you?

Valleys – Dips. You know how it’s said that all relationships have their ups and downs?  Dips are the downs in this equation. He needs less arguments and snap reactions, more unity and togetherness, less discord and push back.

What does this loved one need more of from you?

Magnetic Field and Mountains – More togetherness during times of struggle create a stronger bond and greater balance in your relationship as a whole. He really doesn’t want to have to do it all on his own, even when he pretends that he’s perfectly fine.

What in this relationship is being entirely neglected?

Beaches – A lot of the time that you share together is languid and quiet. Although enjoyable, you aren’t really doing anything together except stagnating. Some more attention to doing things together during downtime would resolve this aspect that is being neglected.

Other elements included in this reading:
Dried Bay Leaf for Protection From Negativity
Western Hemlock Cones for Balance During Disruptions
Foraged Douglas Fir Bark for Strength and Resiliency
Yellow Aventurine for Confidence
Rose Quartz for Gentle Kindness to Self and Others
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: GAIA : LESSONS FROM EARTH

Daily Self Kindness

I took a nap and tried to do a bit of relaxing today. I also had the best fried chicken ever made, sent home with me by Ms B.

The Things We Keep

Today’s meditation was about fifteen minutes long, and was a self guided meditation done in the dentist chair while the hygienist did the scaling on my teeth.

During today’s meditation, I focused on the information in the graphic about otters and their rocks.  I had no idea that otters had special rocks, or a pocket to carry one around in.  I think that’s incredibly sweet, though. I’m a big fan of otters and often watch them play in live zoo feeds, as well as in rescue/recovery videos and other social media.  They are very playful and community minded, and I i find the idea that they have this “one good thing” that they choose to carry with them wherever they go to be incredibly sweet.

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Faeries and Magical Creatures Tarot - Four of CupsThe @GlitterbyInk #AprilFinds25 Challenge
Lost and Found Prompt for April 2 : Balance

Today’s draw is the Four of Cups, which is traditionally a representation of dejection, refusal of assistance, contemplative moments, meditation, and feelings of apathy.

In looking at this card, I don’t see a lot of apathy, but I do see displeasure on the face of the Fae as he looks into the mirror he holds in his hand.  Combined with the water he soaks in, which feels like stewing in one’s emotions, I find that the message in today’s card when combined with the meditation for today is to be careful what you take with you, because even the little things matter.

Whatever we choose to carry with us as we move through life influences our emotional perspective on everything else. We can carry our dissatisfaction with life or the things in it with us, or we can let them go and instead carry with us the things that bring us joy.  It’s a choice. It requires choosing to let go of the bad, and instead focus on the good.  In doing so, we stew ourselves in pleasure and happiness, instead of dissatisfaction and discontent. Which way would you rather tip the scales?

DECK USED:  FAERIES AND MAGICAL CREATURES TAROT

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Prompts for April
3rd thru 5th

The Granny Squares Card DeckWhat is the most valuable thing you can do for yourself this month?

Heartfelt Square – Allow your heart to have a say instead of always leaning into logic and reason. You’ll feel happier and healthier if you give your heart a chance to speak as well rather than disregarding its input as irrational and thus irrelevant.

What is the most valuable thing you can do for yourself this month?

Rose Square – Get out and get your hands in the dirt. Play with the flowers. Plant some of the beauty into your life that will then grow into something joyous that will sustain you for the months to come.

What is the most valuable thing you can do for others this month?

Levantine Square – Stay calm and serene. Being reactionary hurts the situation and helps no one. Others need you to be levelheaded and not fly off the handle this spring.

What good is ready to come into bloom in your life with spring’s arrival?

Daisy Wheel Square – You are being given the opportunity to be the eye of the storm both for yourself, as well as for others. Focus on being that calm space were a break can be taken and a breath of fresh air pulled in. The moment of calm, and even happiness, in chaos.

What can you do to encourage this arrival?

April Square – Instead of looking forward to the future or back into the past. Your priority needs to be in the present for the time being. Stay focused on the here and now. Make sure that you are leaning into meditations that focus on current circumstances and awareness of what’s going on around you in the now.

Other elements included in this reading:
Dried Rhododendron Leaf for Fostering Confidence
Rose Quartz for Gentle Kindness to Self and Others
Aventurine Goddess for Harmony and Balance of the Heart
Citrine for Energy Lift (easing the weight of heavy energies)
Selenite Spoon for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: THE GRANNY SQUARES CARD DECK

Daily Self Kindness

I took a total of two naps today.  One in the morning after my dentist appointment, and a second one in the evening before supper.