Pride Over Punishment

Today’s meditation was skipped (again).

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Serpent and the Peacock Tarot's The Sun card and It’s Going To Be Okay 2024 Day-to-day Calendar By Kate AllanToday’s draw is The Sun card combined with the affirmation “As much as you can, please try to act from LOVE rather than from FEAR.”

Alchemically speaking, the green lion is eating the verdigris and impurities off of the sun in this image. (I had to look at the guide book with this card, and it speaks of how the green lion eating the sun is a metaphor for acids eating away impure substances to leave behind pure gold.)

To me, this says that happiness and success aren’t luck. They aren’t happenstance.  They are the results of hard work and effort.  Thus, the message in today’s cards is that we shouldn’t fear or discount our successes.  Even the smallest ones are hard won, and should be appreciated for their worth, rather than degraded out of fear that if we take pride in ourselves and our work that we will be punished for it in some way.

DECK USED:  SERPENT AND THE PEACOCK TAROT ART VERSION AND IT’S GOING TO BE OKAY 2024 DAY-TO-DAY CALENDAR BY KATE ALLAN

#DiscordTarotholicsSep2024 Challenge

Question for September 17th : What do you need to focus on for self-care this full moon?

Magical Spirit OracleReading Summary: It’s okay to have fallow points in your practice (Blessings and Curses; The Witch resting inside a teacup spa). It’s okay to take time away (Dark Night of the Soul) and come back to it later.

Take Away: This full moon is finding you a bit worn out and in need of a break. Make sure that you are taking the breaks that you need, even in your spiritual practices.

It’ll all still be there when you’re ready to return, and burning yourself out isn’t going to do anyone any good… most especially yourself.

DECK USED: MAGICAL SPIRIT ORACLE

Philosophical Question for September 18th : What is humanity’s greatest mistake?

Serpent and the Peacock Tarot - Page of Pentacles, Eight of Cups, Four of CupsReading Summary: Becoming emotional and turning away (Eight of Cups and Four of Cups) in the face of challenges (Page of Pentacles).

Take Away: These cards indicate that humanity’s greatest mistake is allowing our emotions to turn us away from what are otherwise important pursuits.

Frustration and despondency, specifically, cause many to step away from what projects and explorations  that could possibly lead to somewhere great and worth while in the end.

DECK USED: SERPENT AND THE PEACOCK TAROT ART VERSION

Daily Self Kindness

I made the choice to not work on orders today for Friday, letting myself have a breather because I’m feeling overwhelmed.

Not Always Fast and Easy

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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The Labyrinth Tarot and Soul Creatures OracleToday’s draw is the Page of Swords combined with the affirmation “I attune to the ebb and flow of life with grace.”

… even when that ebb and flow is moving at a snails pace while exploring new ideas.

Not everything can be fast paced, even you.  Maybe? Especially you.  Sometimes you have to take your time when exploring new things instead of just picking them up on a whim and instantly being good at them.  That’s a part of being human.

Making things look easy and those things actually -being- easy are two different things; and that’s okay.

DECK USED:  THE LABYRINTH TAROT AND SOUL CREATURES ORACLE

@mercurytarot #SensualSeptemberTarot Challenge
Prompt for September 14th, 15th, and 17th

The Labyrinth Tarot and Unknown Vintage OracleAm I sexually fulfilled?

The Astrologist atop Nine of Wands; Idleness – You have a lot of issues with how much it takes for you to be sexually fulfilled these days. You feel that you should want and need more than you do, as you did ten or fifteen years ago, and that leads you to feeling defensive about how little you actually need sexually in order to feel fulfilled these days.

How generous am I in the bedroom?

Ace of Coins and Economy – Not very. You like experiences to come to you. You require a generous lover, as you far more enjoy experiencing rather than providing experiences.  You like to be worshiped in bed, just make sure that you don’t fall so far into that mindset that your partner starts to feel they aren’t getting what they need.

How can I spice things up?

Knight of Wands and Justice – Step out of your comfort zone.  Accept that balance comes in all forms and isn’t rigid.  You give in your own way, show your passions in your own way, and your partner does the same. Together you strike a balance that is right for you both that has nothing to do with scales being equal in the eyes of others or social conventions.

Other elements included in this reading:
Western Red Cedar Tips for Casting Out Negativity
Aragonite for Truth and Understanding
Rainforest Rhyolite for Facilitating Calm Transitions
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: THE LABYRINTH TAROT AND AN UNKNOWN VINTAGE ORACLE

Daily Self Kindness

This post is a catch-up post, and I’m not entirely sure what my self kindness was for the day.

Stalking Prey

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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Coffee Cup Oracle and It’s Going To Be Okay 2024 Day-to-day Calendar By Kate AllanToday’s draw is the Lion card combined with the affirmation “It’s okay to progress slowly. Every effort counts.”

When I think of a lion, I think of bold action and strong motivations. Power through strength of body and will.   Success through ferocity and determination.

The thing is?  These qualities don’t really mesh well in my mind with the idea of “slow progress”.  The lion, to me, is often thought of more as an immediate gratification type of animal.  I’m not exactly sure why that is.

Because even the lion has to take things slow sometimes.  Stalking prey, for example, takes slow, stealthy movement and patience.  Today’s cards are a reminder of this fact.  They say that you can be both bold and successful, and move with slowness and purpose.  Not everything you do  has to be an end result. Sometimes, to get where you want to be and succeed at something, you have to creep through the weeds, take your time, and work it out a little at a time instead of all at once.

DECK USED:  COFFEE CUP ORACLE AND IT’S GOING TO BE OKAY 2024 DAY-TO-DAY CALENDAR BY KATE ALLAN

@tarot_juf Een Uitnodiging voor de herfst #SeptemberTarotChallenge
Prompt for September 14th thru 17th

Vintage Stamp Tarot and Mushroom Spirit OracleThis is an important aspect for me for everything I am still working on in the coming period.

Seven of Wands and Red Cage – Make sure you are not hemming yourself in with your stubbornness. Sometimes you have to choose between freedom or values that are no longer working for you. Don’t get stuck in the rut created by those values.

The leaves are letting go and falling; what can I put down?

The Tower atop The World; Fairy Inkcap atop Cordyceps – Be open. Be blunt. Be LOUD about what you need in order to begin again. Put down you recalcitrance and reserve, and roar your needs out to be heard by all.

This is how I can save energy.

Six of Wands Rx atop The Hierophant; Shiitake – Stop trying to do what others expect of you, and instead focus on your own needs and what you need in order to find balance and energize yourself.

Which aspect of myself can I let grow for the coming dark period?

The Fool and Ghost Mushroom – Stir up your enthusiasm and allow your fun loving side to break free and shine. Not everything has to be serious. Especially during this preparation time before the holiday rush steals away all of your time and breath, it’s important to indulge in the activities that will bring your inner child to the forefront and make them smile. Have some fun.

Other elements included in this reading:
Dried Red Maple Leaf for Adaptability and Connection
Conch Shell Knot for Concentration and Clarity
Mookaite Stones for Help with Weighing One’s Options
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: THE VINTAGE STAMP TAROT AND MUSHROOM SPIRIT ORACLE

Daily Self Kindness

I spent some time with Gideon this evening, to help soothe us both.

It’s Not Yet “Go Time”

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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Suburban Knight Oracle and It’s Going To Be Okay 2024 Day-to-day Calendar By Kate AllanToday’s draw is the Wealth card combined with the affirmation “Not every season is for growing. Maybe right now is your time to be dormant. Step back and rest for a while.”

This is, in fact, my last hurrah for getting a chance to step back and rest a while. With the holiday rush right around the corner, orders are beginning to pick up, and there is a lot that needs to be done in order to prepare in order to carry on through the holiday season.

The cards for today are a reminder that it’s important to rest when you get the opportunity to do so… because there’s times coming in the future where that opportunity may not be available to you because you’ll be too busy rolling “out of the red” to manage it.

DECK USED:  SUBURBAN KNIGHT ORACLE AND IT’S GOING TO BE OKAY 2024 DAY-TO-DAY CALENDAR BY KATE ALLAN

@tarot_juf Een Uitnodiging voor de herfst #SeptemberTarotChallenge
Prompt for September 14th and 17th

Primordial Dreams Tarot and Suburban Knight OracleThe weather is the weather and always changeable; how can I let the weather influence my mood less?

Knight of Air Rx atop Page of Earth; Birthday Cake – If you want the weather to influence your moods less, you need to be less impulsive and take your time more.

The thing is, though, that you do not need the weather to influence your mood less any more than you need that cake. You actually need the weather to influence your mood more, so that the it can become a motivation and inspiration for you again.

This is how I can deal with melancholy.

Ten of Fire; Yard Sale atop Unmovable Foe – Purge. Sometimes one of the things that draws you into melancholy is a feeling of being overburdened. You can help deal with this particular melancholy onset by going through and donating things that you are no longer interested in or using, rather than holding onto them. That sense of “lightening your load” can sometimes help to budge what feels like the immovable force of an oncoming depression.

Other elements included in this reading:
Foraged Feather for Letting Go of What’s No Longer Needed
Dried Silver Birch Leaf for Realizations and New Beginnings
Green Calcite for Finding Balance Within the Self
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: PRIMORDIAL DREAMS TAROT AND SUBURBAN KNIGHT ORACLE

Daily Self Kindness

I didn’t push myself as hard as I was planning on pushing myself when I first got up this morning.

Survival Guaranteed

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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Apothecary Spirits Oracle and It’s Going To Be Okay 2024 Day-to-day Calendar By Kate AllanToday’s draw is the Cacao card combined with the affirmation “You will survive this.”

You have over-indulged in hedonistic pursuits and are currently paying the price with the mother of all subdrops. This is what happens when you don’t allow the first drop to finish before dipping your toe in the pool again and overlapping a second drop over the first.

Remember that this is a part of the journey you willingly accept as a part of the pleasures that came before. Don’t forget that it’s temporary. Things will balance back out again soon. You will, in fact, survive this.

DECK USED:  APOTHECARY SPIRITS ORACLE AND IT’S GOING TO BE OKAY 2024 DAY-TO-DAY CALENDAR BY KATE ALLAN

@mercurytarot #SensualSeptemberTarot Challenge
Questions for September 11th thru 13th and 16th

Apothecary Spirits OracleWhich role(s) do I feel more naturally drawn to? (Dominant/Submissive/Switch/Brat/etc)

Plantain – The sadist in need of a healing touch.

Lemon – The pessimist in need of an uplift.

Juniper – The truth teller that helps others awaken to reality and assess their values.

What energies would match me well?

Damiana – You enjoy being chased and desired.
(This is often reflected in the stories I write with Gideon during our interactive writing roleplay.)

Marshmallow – You need a sense of security and safety with your partner in order to thrive in your relationship.

Wisteria – Tying into the previous card, you need a place where you can safely be vulnerable and “small”.

Which do I want to explore more?

Gentian Root – Take down activities. You enjoy the intensity and harsh brutality that is a part of these activities when trust is there to make them safe even while also violent.

Side Note: While I do enjoy and want to explore these more with Gideon, I’m also pretty fearful of the intensity of the subdrops that could follow.

How can I achieve this?

Reishi Mushroom – Commit to doing the self care you need instead of trying to push your subdrops away, bury them, or ignore them. You need support and even a bit of coddling during these times… even when your vulnerability triggers defense mechanisms that make you feel the need to pull away, run, and/or hide.

DECK USED: APOTHECARY SPIRITS ORACLE

Daily Self Kindness

I reached out to Gideon today to help in easing the subdrop I’m currently experiencing.

Defense Mechanisms

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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Pulp Girls Tarot ace of Cups and It’s Going To Be Okay 2024 Day-to-day Calendar By Kate AllanToday’s draw is the Ace of Cups combined with the affirmation “Today look intimidating, but it hasn’t faced YOU yet.”

Well, I definitely can’t say that I wasn’t fierce as hell today, but the problem lies in the fact that that fierceness was turned in the wrong direction.

Emotions are hard.  New emotions and the vulnerability of that newness? Horribly terrifying.  The problem with all this “hard” and “terrifying”?  It causes the defenses to rise, triggering tried and true defense mechanisms that may not necessarily be healthy.

The message in today’s cards is a reminder to make sure that you are directing those defense mechanisms where they need to go, instead of letting them just snap out at anything and everything, or turn inward on yourself.

DECK USEDS:  THE PULP GIRLS TAROT AND IT’S GOING TO BE OKAY 2024 DAY-TO-DAY CALENDAR BY KATE ALLAN

@tarot_juf Een Uitnodiging voor de herfst #SeptemberTarotChallenge
Prompt for September 11th and 12th

Charles Dickens Tarot - Ten of Pentacles, Page of Pentacles, King of Wands, Nine of PentaclesThis is how I can protect myself against the rising cold.

Ten of Pentacles and King of Wands – Use the energy and enthusiasm of your passions to drive yourself in the direction of your goals and the stability that you crave in your life.

In the misty mornings, what is hidden from me behind a veil of uncertainty?

Page of Pentacles and Nine of Pentacles – When you are feeling uncertain, it’s difficult for you to see and acknowledge your accomplishments for the successes that they are.

Side Note: I’m really not a fan of this deck. It’s extremely hard to read. The guide that comes with the deck is decent if you’re a fan of Charles Dickens, but in my opinion, the cards themselves are… horrible to read from.

DECK USED: THE CHARLES DICKENS TAROT

Daily Self Kindness

I ate on a schedule.