Today’s meditation was just over ten minutes long, and on a topic that I’m actually trying to distance myself from a bit. That is, the topic of detaching oneself and disassociating from one’s emotions.
The purpose of this is so that those emotions can run free and you can observe them as an outside observer. But the fact is? I’m not sure that in my case, encouraging that detachment is necessarily a good thing. It comes too easy for me and I take it to unhealthy lengths.
I do agree with the second part of the point of this meditation though, which is that while the emotions are present you keep in mind that they are only temporary. This is something I work hard to keep in mind when I’m dealing with depression, and I think it is a good thing to try as well when dealing with other negative emotions that I might find confusing and overwhelming.
What I see in this card today has more to do with hearth and home than with monetary themes or any sort of business or gains. It has to do with the curled stone children that the mountain goat looks over so carefully. This speaks to me of stability that is given rather than earned. The stability that I receive, for example, from you during those times when I am feeling at my most vulnerable.
The message in today’s card is a reminder that that stability is there for me whenever I need it, even when I don’t always realize I need it.
DECK USED: STOLEN CHILD TAROT
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: When do the judgements of others hold me back?
Reading Summary: When I put too much weight on what others are thinking (Seven of Scrolls) it can cause me to miss out on all the fun (The Sun) and new opportunities (The Hero).
Take Away: Confidence comes from within and from focusing upon the positive. These cards are a reminder that when I allow others opinions of me to hold too much weight, those opinions can end up influencing my own self image and in turn hold me back from the good stuff in life.
DECK USED: CHRYSALIS TAROT
Question: What can I look forward to in the near future?
Take Away: I’ve been in a bit of a holding pattern with my business and the majority of my interests lately, just as most people have been. This has opened me up to delving into a few different projects that I’ve been interested in that have nothing to do with my business, such as the wood burning I’ve been working on and practicing with in preparation for a project I have in mind, and the fostering the growth of some new plants out on my balcony. The cards in this draw indicate that now (and the near future) is an ideal time to enjoy these pursuits.
DECK USED: LILI WHITE TAROT