A little of this
and a little of that
and focus
shatters
into a million pieces
sight obstructed
making it hard
to see
the light
I’m reaching for
and know is there
its temporary
These Saturday readings are (not usually) bearing in on any one thing or event in my life, as the question used is asking for a more general outlook. This is a self care exercise, and is not meant as a predictive reading… although that, too, happens on occasion.
The question is… What do I need to focus for self-care through the week ahead?
Earth – The Emperor Rx – Release control. Remember that over this Christmas week you are just along for the ride. Don’t try and control anything, don’t try and be in charge, don’t try and step in. Just sit back and enjoy.
Air – Strength – Be the strong silent type. Keep your opinions to yourself, and instead use this time to observe others. You may discover something useful for later on down the line if you do.
Water – Seven of Bells – Remember that nagging is not considered taking charge. Sometimes it’s just reiterating the same thing again and again to make sure that it gets through the thick skull of whoever it is that you’re nagging at. Nagging with your emotions attached will work even better.
Fire – Ace of Bells Rx – Again, this is a time to sit back and relax. This week is not the time to jump on new opportunities. If they are meant to be, they’ll keep until after the new year.
Waning – Mountain and Bear – Don’t worry about taking on obstacles or protecting yourself from setbacks this week. The week of Christmas is a lull, not just for you but for everyone. Set your worries aside for the time being.
Waxing – Scythe and Man – You reap what you sow. Make sure that you are paying attention to the words and energy that you put out there over the week ahead, because it will directly influence the type of energy and treatment you receive back in turn.
Take Away – Pay attention to the words you say and what spurs your actions. Sit back and relax instead of diving into the fray, and listen far more than you speak. There’s a lot of reminders here that you’re not supposed to be taking control right now, no matter how tempting it might be. Let it go. You can deal with whatever it is later on.
Today’s meditation was an ten minute long #DailyTrip session from the @Calm app.
Daily Mental Health Prompt: Seek a positive message to carry with you throughout the day and offer perspective.
Today’s draw is the Queen of Cups (Artisan of Winter Cups), which is traditionally a representation of a receptive alpha energy, personality, or person in the area of one’s emotions, relationships, creativity, and intuition. Among other things, this often translates into themes to do with emotional support and advice from a trusted party that is easy to talk to.
The Queen of Cups has then been combined with one of my Christmas Affirmation cards, which says “Your feelings may sometimes be irrational, but they’re still important!”
One of the biggest, most life-changing things that Gideon has ever said to me was telling me that my emotions and how I feel about something is valid, even if it doesn’t make any sense.
For someone who use logic and reason to ground themselves as much as I did back then, the irrationality of emotion was something that I really struggled with, and was part of the reason that I shoved my emotions away and disregarded them as irrelevant.
This one sincere nurturing concept offered to me with love, validated my emotions; regardless of the fact they so often don’t make sense and there is no logic behind them. This kind concept of understanding and acceptance helped me to better connect with my emotions and bestow that acceptance upon them myself.
The message in today’s cards is a reminder that it is okay that emotions don’t make sense. It’s okay that they’re irrational. The message in today’s card is that even when they don’t make sense or are irrational, these factors do not invalidate them. Your emotions are important to even when you can’t always make sense of them.
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Prompt for December 20th : Draw a random card and use it to describe a quality about yourself that you love.
Perseverance – I am a survivor. No matter what obstacles are thrown my way or how many times it’s necessary to rebuild, I continue to survive and strive for those values, ideals, and aspirations that are important to me.
This need to continue on and strive forward has at times been disrupted by mental health issues, but even with those hurdles in my way, I continue to strive onward.
Hearth – I have deep roots. Not in the history built by previous generations, but rather through the hard work that I personally have put in and the stability created from that hard work.
These roots create stability not just for myself, but for those around me as well, providing a sense of safety, security, and warmth for all within my sphere.
Other elements included in this reading:
Foraged Oak Branch with Moss and Lichen for Perseverance
Dried Rosebuds for Potential and Beauty Waiting to Unfold
Foraged Acorns for Protection during New Beginnings
Gneiss Stone for Patience in Moments of Discomfort
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy
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Death Prompts for December 20th and 21st
How can I honor the end of one chapter without rushing to the next thing?
Five of Swords atop Eight of Wands Rx; Light – Despite the storm that rages and your need to be “Mr Fix It”, slow down and allow the lightning of the storm to illuminate that which has already come to pass.
Pause… and appreciate. Stop, and celebrate. The secret of honoring the chapter that’s passed before rushing into the next thing is in the pause, and the choice to allow light to shine on your accomplishments and experiences.
What ways of being have I outgrown?
The Winter Lovers Rx and Dove Medicine – Once upon a time you always pushed yourself to achieve your (unreasonable) expectations and goals, no matter the cost or consequence to yourself. Over the past few years, you’ve begun to learn how to more often put your needs and self-care as a higher priority than progress, leaving behind those unreasonable expectations in an effort to be kinder to yourself.
Other elements included in this reading:
Deodar Cedar Cone for Fostering Clarity and Spiritual Connection
Foraged Parmeliaceae Lichen for a “Breath of Fresh Air”
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

I got the January challenge questions, spreads, and graphics finished a little early this month so there’s less pressure when the end of the month gets here.
Tomorrow is the Winter Solstice! This holiday is (in essence) the Pagan equivalent to Christmas. Fun fact… when Christmas was placed on December 25th, the church chose that day to coincide with the pagan holiday of Yule (because as most know, Christ was actually born in the spring, not in December).
Although many of us have been feeling like we’ve been in it for months, the Winter Solstice is the “official” first day of winter, and marks its spot on the calendar not by its date, but by being one of only two days each year where the daylight and darkness are equal. In my path, this holiday marks a day of hope for the future, and candles are lit to celebrate the return of the sun as it begins to now become more and more prominent with each day that passes and every day becomes longer as the nights decrease.
Like with new moons and full moons, I usually do a spread to check in with myself and give myself some direction for the next couple of months for each solstice, equinox, and other Sabbats. This spread is an adaptation of my Self Care Saturday spread, so there are some similarities in how it is read. The focus of this spread, though, is not about Self Care, but rather about progress and my path. The time period is also longer, reaching through the next handful of weeks until the celebration of upcoming Imbolc at the beginning of February.
Theme of the Season – Yule / Licht in der Dunkelheit, New Moon, Coriander (Ceriandrum sativum)
Yule (Light in the Darkness) is a time when we celebrate that the light is to beginning to once more return to us. From now until mid-summer, each day will be longer and each night shorter. With the longer days and the return of the sun, the earth will begin to warm and awaken. This returning of the light is the very first step towards warmer weather, spring, and rebirth.
This year the Winter Solstice lands on the waning end of the New Moon. The New Moon is a time of beginnings, when we take the ideas we have been fostering in the back of our mind and bring them forward to prioritize and begin to encourage to grow. Planning is the first step to acting on one’s dreams, and the new moon encourages us to plot and plan to our heart’s content concerning those things most important to us, and that we want to accomplish or achieve.
Coriander (Ceriandrum sativum) is is metaphysically used to stimulate bold energies, awaken passions, and protect through clearing away issues with jealousy, ill will, and stagnant energies. Added to this, in areas of health, coriander is a source of vitamin C, calcium, magnesium, potassium, and iron. It is an antioxidant that is believed to assist in lowering blood pressure through its diuretic properties. Its essential oil also contains antibacterial properties.
When looking at these three cards together there is a pervasive message that speaks of a need to let go of those things that are “poisoning the well” as the new beginnings that come with the Winter Solstice and New Year approach. As the light grows, commit to allowing it to burn away the negative influences of ill will and stagnancy, so that the light can invigorate and heal.
Earth – Nine of Cups – Savor more. Work at living in the moment, and enjoying those moments to the best of your ability. Seek out those things that make you happy and make the choice to enjoy them rather than brushing them aside for aspirations. That time spent savoring creates a stability that all your striving never can.
Air – Knight of Swords Rx – Watch out for moments of impulsiveness. Take care to make sure that you’re taking a pause and actually thinking things through before you act. This especially includes before you speak, particularly if you’re jumping forward to speak out of turn.
Water – Seven of Cups – Don’t allow your emotions to get involved in making decisions, or you may find yourself stuck and unable to choose which way to go. Logic is needed, and when emotions get involved, sometimes logic becomes harder to ascertain… or harder to actually choose out right.
Fire – Two of Pentacles – Lean into focusing on creating a good balance in your life between the opposing forces within you. Remember that balance is not stagnancy. It requires movement in order to be achieved and sustained.
Waning – The Dusk Child and Roots – “A balanced view relies on the acceptance of obscurity, just as a healthy tree relies on the nourishment of the black soil.” – Guidebook
It is best to linger on the surface for the time being, and allow the light to do the healing work that it needs to do for you. You’ve spent enough time in the dark, and your inner balance needs the light just as trees need sunlight. Your roots are oversaturated.
Waxing – The Oracle and Scythe – Lean into the development of your intuitive abilities. Although logic is a solid foundation for making decisions, it shouldn’t trump the knowledge that comes from within. Even without proof, that knowledge holds the high ground through its consistency at being right.
Take Away – Recommit yourself to the light as the warmth of the sun’s return burns through the darkness this Winter Solstice. You need to focus more on your mindfulness, positivity, and optimism exercises to balance yourself out, and allow yourself to trust your moments of intuition without question. Just take care not to mistake impulse for intuition. They’re not the same and the former can cause a lot of extra problems you don’t need.
Today’s meditation was skipped.
Daily Mental Health Prompt: Seek a positive message to carry with you throughout the day and offer perspective.
Today’s draw is the Seven of Wands, which is traditionally a representation of fighting for one’s beliefs, standing up for one’s principles, and confrontations that challenge one’s values.
Everything doesn’t have to be about you.
In an echo of a reading made the other day. This card and affirmation combo is a reminder that when you are together with loved ones in a gathering, you don’t have to be on the defensive. In fact, in order to enjoy being there, it’s better that you’re not. It’s okay to just sit back and enjoy, instead of having to stand up and always be on guard to protect your own interests.
People are going to say dumb ass shit and believe stuff that you don’t believe in or agree with. That’s just how getting together with other people goes sometimes. There’s no need to leap into the fray or always state your opinion. Sometimes silence is the best answer you can give.
The message in today’s card and affirmation is a reminder to not engage. Accept, instead, that some people have shitty opinions and perhaps now is not the time to try and change their mind, nor make a big thing out of what’s being said. Sometimes silence can speak just as loudly as (or louder than) speaking up.
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The Scythe Prompts for December 17th thru 20th
What am I ready to speak, manifest, or face without softening it?
King of Cups – This answer is not what, but where. You take a little bit more caution when you speak to people, and less so when you speak with your partner. He is the emotional support, strength, and leadership in your life that allows you to open up and not have to be so certain or supportive in your words.
He wants the real and unvarnished truth, even when you don’t have the words to express yourself properly. Therefore, you just say it however you can, and he then helps you translate it into something that makes sense. While others might take those words at face value, he will dig in order to truly understand, and help you understand as well.
What emotion from this year still needs space before it can let me go?
Four of Cups – You are still not back from the edge of having closed down your business and walked away from it. Your emotions surrounding the events that happened in autumn still cling on and make you wonder if it’s really worth it to keep going. (Although, if the message from Amalthea in the New Moon reading done earlier today is any indication, the answer is that it is.)
What small moment changed more than I realized at the time?
Queen of Cups Rx – Taking on that major depressive episode on your own in September is going to have some far-reaching consequences and effects. These emotional consequences are going to crop up later when you least expect it.
What has been growing beneath the surface, waiting for this moment to rise?
Three of Cups – You are being far more tolerant of spending time with others of late. This enjoyment and appreciation took time to build and should be enjoyed while it lasts.
Other elements included in this reading:
Foraged Lodgepole Pine for Resilience, Growth, and Renewal
Foraged Parmeliaceae Lichen for a “Breath of Fresh Air”
Green Aventurine for Harmony and Balance of the Heart
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy
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Prompts for December 18th and 19th
Where do you find the most joy in life?
The Emperor Rx – You find the most joy in life in those moments when you don’t have to be in charge.
In these moments you are able to think about yourself, put yourself first, and allow yourself to be vulnerable without having to worry how it will affect others. That provides you with a sense of freedom from responsibility that makes the world feel lighter.
What do you need to focus on for self-care for this month’s new moon?
Nine of Swords and Knight of Swords – Pay attention to how your fears are influencing your actions. Fear can cause us to act impulsively, rather than actually thinking things through as we should. Make sure you are pausing to reflect on what is driving your actions.
Other elements included in this reading:
Dried Rosebuds for Potential and Beauty Waiting to Unfold
Pine Tips Ceramic Impression for Longevity and Sustainability
Conch Shell Knot for Concentration and Clarity
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

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