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Today’s draw is the Page of Pentacles combined with the affirmation “It’s okay to grow at your own pace.”

Not only is it okay to grow at your own pace, it’s okay to look like an idiot or a chump while you’re doing so. Starting something new often comes with a period that feels even more lost and stupid then the “novice” stage. A lot of times people avoid beginning something new or returning to something that they failed at in the past to try again specifically because they fear making a fool of themselves or looking the fool to others.

The message in today’s cards is that everyone has these same fears and experiences with trying new things. That doesn’t mean you give up or turn away from something you want to try. It means that you do it anyway, and pay attention to your own progress and do things at your own pace, instead of worrying about what others think.

DECK USED:  TAROT OF THE LITTLE PRINCE AND IT’S GOING TO BE OKAY 2024 DAY-TO-DAY CALENDAR BY KATE ALLAN

@mercurytarot #SensualSeptemberTarot Challenge
Prompts for September 24th, 25th, 29th, and 30th

What are my sexual fears?

King of Cups and Ferocity – Disappointing your partner. His need for you, sexually and otherwise, is so fierce. When your fears get the best of you, you worry that if you can’t keep up that he will first feel neglected and then begin to stray. Not necessarily stray physically, but in his heart and mind.

What are my sexual fantasies?

Page of Cups and Intrigue – Although you have not been a virgin for a long time, you love bringing that aspect of things into your sexual encounters with your partner. He loves the feeling of being “first”, and you love giving that to him while revisiting that experience of anticipation and newness for yourself under his hands.  Sometimes it feels almost like rewriting history.

What new habit can I commit to?

Three of Wands and Release – Let go of your need to plan out every little aspect before moving forward. In the nature of this challenge’s focus on the sexual side of life, this means that it’s okay to be impulsive. It’s okay to jump in with both feet. You don’t have to worry about the crash and burn, because he’s there for you as a safety net.

What’s next for me sexually?

Page of Pentacles and Re-energize – Keep going with the new experiences and trying new things. It keeps the spark alive for both of you.

DECK USED: TAROT OF THE LITTLE PRINCE AND THISTLEDOWN ORACLE

I took time to get next month’s templates all set up for these blog posts. It makes things easier in the long run if all the formatting is already ready to go and I can just pull the cards and write up my impressions rather than worrying about the formatting and everything else at the same time.