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Today’s draw is the Humility card combined with the affirmation “You are not a burden. Not today, not ever.”

There is a big difference between humility and self abuse, and it is a line that you need to take more seriously and acknowledge more often.

After the stressful night that the drop created for you last night, a huge number of fears surfaced to be there to greet you come waking up this morning.

The cards for today are a reminder that everyone feels down on themselves from time to time.  It becomes abuse, though, when you then use those feelings to validate negative inner narratives concerning being not enough and undeserving.

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@mercurytarot #SensualSeptemberTarot Challenge
Prompt for September 9th and 10th

What is my relationship with my body?

Ten of Wands and Insight – You tend to push your body as hard as you can until your body speaks up and tells you that it can’t handle anymore.

How can I love my body more?

The High Priestess and Eternity – Listen closer instead of putting off easing up until you’re at the breaking point. Remember that your body is not going to be as good as it is now forever.

As you age, the pain will worsen and your mobility will continue to decrease… even more so than most. The doctors warned you about this two decades ago when they pieced you back together. Ignoring the problem and continuing to push to your breaking point again and again is not going to make it go away, and will hurry you into that advanced pain and decreased mobility even faster than if you take care of yourself.

Other elements included in this reading:
Silver Maple Key for Fostering Strength and Adaptability
Mookaite for Help with Weighing One’s Options
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

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I didn’t really wanna this evening, but I made myself something to eat anyway.