Today’s meditation was skipped.

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Today’s draw is the Iguana and Indigo card combined with the affirmation “Your existence has never, and will never be burdensome.”

You’ve spent a lot of time in your life telling yourself that you are not enough and not good enough; that you never stack up, and will never managed to do enough to satisfy that inner whisper inside of you.

Today’s cards are an encouragement to reach beyond this mentality, and seek out a new and better path that is healthier for you moving forward.

It’s time to pivot, and instead of focusing on performance, focus on pleasure and enjoyment.

DECK USED:  SOULS SEEKING SEED ORACLE AND IT’S GOING TO BE OKAY 2024 DAY-TO-DAY CALENDAR BY KATE ALLAN

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Prompts for September 4th thru 7th

What brings me pleasure?

Page of Swords atop Justice; Clawed Lobster – Give and take between yourself and your partner brings you a great deal of pleasure. More than physical pleasure, you take pleasure in the intellectual back-and-forth, as well as the support they provide you. It’s simply not all about sex, no matter how much you tried to make that be all that you needed when you were younger.

What causes me pain?

Nine of Wands atop Five of Coins – Fear of loss and feelings of scarcity are a cocktail that causes you pain. Your negative inner thoughts have a tendency to wander off in thought experiments on these themes in all aspects of your life, including in your relationship. Wandering down these mental pathways creates pain and anxiety in your relationship. Instead, allow yourself to enjoy what you have without fostering fear of the unknown in your heart and mind.

What makes me feel sexy?

Seven of Swords and Cicada – There are times when you may try and run from compliments and the abject openness of your partner’s admiration, but deep down inside it makes you feel good to hear him shout it loud and clear just who you belong to, how much he admires you, and how great his desire is for you. It may feel awkward, but it’s also a siren’s call for you because you know it is sincere.

How can I amplify my confidence?

Ten of Swords and Nautilus – Let go of the past. Retain your past negative experiences through knowledge instead of through the emotional scars.

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This post is a catch-up post, and I’m not entirely sure what my self kindness was for the day.