August 4
Today’s meditation was done during severe panic attack. The affirmation on this card is an excellent one for when I am caught in a depressive episode and/or struggling with . I’m not in that place right now, but I think the reminder still helps in keeping me from slipping closer to those places.
Four of Pentacles – Take care not to forget how fortunate you are to have to e stability in your life that you do, from the running of your business to having a stable home, to access to medication and medical care, those who love you, and the ability to indulge now and then. All of these things are pieces of stability in your life that you take pleasure and a sense of security from. Don’t take them for granted.
DECK USED: CUTE CHIBI TAROT AND THERA-PETS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL CARDS
August 5
Today’s meditation was ten minutes long and was focused on an issue that I often struggle with. That is, feelings that all that I do is never enough. Logically, I know this isn’t true, and yet it is a shadow from my past that is always there.
The Emperor – Be the most responsible fuck you can possibly be today. For yourself… and for all those around you. Fitting as there was a lot to get don’t for the day, both for the business (order processing) as well as for Ms B.
DECK USED: DREAMS WITHIN DREAMS TAROT AND THERA-PETS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL CARDS
August 6
Just… fuck.
Ten of Wands – Overburdened. Overwhelmed. And about to buckle under the weight.
We’re at the hospital again.
“A bad day doesn’t mean a bad life. Tomorrow will be different.”
Twisting the Leaf 