Month: July 2023

Finding the Positive Message for July 4 – 6

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The Masquerade Tarot, The Really Badly Drawn Tarot, Everybody's Tarot, and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal Cards

July 4

I am HOME. Fuck god yeah. And before I left Ms B’s house, I had one more wonderful soak in that oh-my-fucking-god amazing bathtub. I have the absolute -best- naps in that tub. It’s so very comfortable. I also did my meditation in there today, although it wasn’t timed because I was not interrupting that holy bliss of water and buoyancy in order to use the timer. It was not my only self-care act of the day, but it was the absolute best one.

Nine of Wands – This card is all about protecting what is important to you and reinforcing one’s boundaries. What stands out to me in the imagery of this card is the fact that both of the figure’s eyes are covered. They are essentially blindfolded, where in traditional tarot imagery, only one eye is covered.

This speaks to me of directing one’s attention to one’s personal boundaries with themselves, rather than the boundaries that one uses with others. It is a reminder that sometimes you have to stand up for yourself… against yourself.

Sometimes you have to tell yourself no and make choices that protect your health and well-being rather than doing what you feel you -should- do or -want- to do. The message in this card today is a reminder that it’s important to put yourself first now and then. Put yourself first today.

DECK USED: THE MASQUERADE TAROT

July 5

Today’s meditation was ten minutes long and based on the affirmation in today’s Thera-Pets card, which was a reminder that the negative inner narrative in my head is not me and is not speaking the truth when it tries to tear me down.  I wouldn’t go so far as to say I’m perfectly delightful, as I’m sure there’s plenty out there that would disagree.  But neither am I as pathetic and unworthy of being liked as that inner narrative tries to tell me I am.

Page of Pentacles – This card is commonly about learning new skills, recovering from illness, and learning new methods and abilities that expand upon previously learned material.  It’s about strengthening the skills you already have by learning a new method, a new process, or a new way of doing things.  It tells us that the process is slow, and that sometimes no matter how hard we try?  We can’t -always- be on steady footing, and that that’s okay.

DECK USED: THE REALLY BADLY DRAWN TAROT

July 6

Today’s meditation was ten minutes long and the affirmation I focused on for today’s meditation feels like a cheerleader of encouragement, which tells me that chances are I’m going to need that little fox rooting for me in my head at some point.

Wheel of Fortune – And here we are on an orders day and I thought I was all caught up and doing great on getting things put together and sorted for tomorrow’s ship out. Only to get in a handful of not easy and somewhat time consuming orders that, although are definitely needed financially, are going to set me back in being ready to go for tomorrow by hours.

The Wheel of Fortune is about the unexpected and the way unpredictable changes enter our lives as well as how we deal with them.  Combined with the affirmation mentioned in my meditation today, these cards are a reminder to take a breath and not beat myself up too damn badly just because I’ve fallen behind schedule.  It’ll all get done, and everything will be fine.

DECK USED: EVERYBODY’S TAROT

Finding the Positive Message for July 1 – 3

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Mythical Mystic Mini Tarot, Decolonized Tarot, Minchiate al Cigno, and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal Cards

July 1

Today’s meditation was ten minutes long and was based on the affirmation in the attached image. I’m not sure I’m feeling particularly favorable towards this particular affirmation. This is specifically because of the “considering what you’ve been up against part”. Why can’t I just be doing great?

The Chariot – Sometimes when you take things too fast, you end up losing control… just like the charioteer appears to be losing control of their horses. Remember that in some situations, to keep control in hand and preserve precision, you have to take things slow and steady instead.

DECK USED: MYTHICAL MYSTIC MINI TAROT

July 2

Today’s meditation was supposed to be 10 minutes long, but I might’ve sorta skipped it? I should have just pulled a different card and should retire this one from the deck. I hate this card because it’s a fucking lie. If I do my best? It’s not just enough… it’s fucking perfect. Immaculate. Exact and just right and absolutely flawless. Because when I do my best? I goddamned make it so, and will try again and again until it is so. “Just do your best” for me is essentially telling me to break myself to make it perfect. Not the message they are trying to convey in this card and not at all a healthy message for me, because if my best is only “enough”? Then I can do better. Okay, so that’s my rant for today.

Ten of Cups -Take a breath and be grateful that you’ve made it to the other side of the bridge. Ms B is beginning to come back into herself. You can breathe now. Let your worry go and look forward to positive results and rewards that will bolster you emotionally, instead of the stress and worry of what appeared to be a decline (but was actually medication issues) that has been dragging you down.

DECK USED: THE DECOLONIZED TAROT

July 3

Today’s meditation was ten minutes long, and was based on the mantra that “I am a work in progress, and that’s okay”. This affirmation fits far easier than yesterdays, as this is something I struggle with from time to time. Especially in the way I’ve been feeling concerning failing Ms B the last few days when her meds were all out of whack. Having discovered the issue, now I know. Its a learning experience, but it didn’t do permanent damage. Everything’s going to be okay.

Knight of Cups – The Capricorn type sea creature always throws me off a bit in the Minchiate decks, and today was no exception. This card is about going after the things that make you happy and lift you up. Proactively seizing the day for those things that you enjoy. The message here is to make sure you’re not letting yourself be dragged down to the point that you forget you need some fun and play in your life as well.

DECK USED: MINCHIATE AL CIGNO

🌕 Full Moon in Capricorn – July 2023

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Today is the full moon, and like all new moons and full moons, I did a spread aligned to the moon’s current themes as a part of my recognition of the moon’s cycle and influences upon us. Today’s spread is brought to you by SeedsofShakti.

Capricorn Full Moon Tarot Reading with the Decolonized Tarot

What groundwork do I need to lay for my vision to flourish and succeed?

Knight of Wands – Reconnect with your enthusiasm and allow yourself to get carried away now and then. Immersive creativity is where you truly shine.

What actions do I need to take in order to feel confident about my short-term and long-term goals?

Two of Cups atop Two of Coins – Work at seeking out help from those closest to you to help balance your responsibilities and expectations. Reaching out to them is not a burden on them, and a boon to you.

What boundaries do I need to assert, so that I can restore my personal power and accomplish what I initially set out to do?

Ace of Wands Rx – Remember that you can’t do everything. Just like anything else in life, you have to pick and choose what passions you decide to explore.

What recent success do I need to recognize that I’m oblivious to?

Four of Swords – You are doing better at carving out time to rest. It may not feel like it, but you are.

Full Moon advice from the Minoan Goddess Amalthea.

Ten of Pentacles – Look at how far you have come and who you have brought along with you. You are so fortunate, not just in the security and stability you’ve created, but also in those people you have surrounded yourself with.

DECK USED: THE DECOLONIZED TAROT

📆 Transitioning from June to July

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The Spirit of Flowers Tarot and Essence Insights Oracle

Here and Now I Exist – Who you are now, in your entirety.

The World and Passiflora – You are transitioning into a new way of life where burdens you struggled with before are prioritized differently or set behind. New ones might take their place, but it will be different this time around as you step through the doorway into a new sense of maturity.

The Slough – What is to be left in the past as you move forward.

Two of Wands and Lavandula – Stop depending on grace and luck to fill in the gaps where you slack on planning things out. Better to have a plan that needs adjustment along the way than no plan at all.

What Lies Ahead – An ideal state or ideal self you are seeking at this time.

The Fool and Digiplexis ‘Flame’ – At this time, it’s important to put some focus on finding more of the fun within yourself, and the ability to shake off caution and more easily throw yourself into that fun with enthusiasm.

Limitations – Negative influences, opposition, or ill will.

Four of Wands and Borago officinalis – You are not stepping out of your comfort zone enough, and it is stunting your growth towards a more positive mindset. Remember that it’s through discomfort that we grow. Hiding where it’s safe and warm is not going to do it.

The Boon – Positive influences, higher guidance, or divine intervention.

Six of Cups and Linum usitatissimum – Lean into your connections and those people that are close to you. Family, including your chosen family, is extremely valuable right now, as is connecting through  your mutual past experiences.

The Wound – An unpleasant past experience or event that is ripe for some support and healing.

Queen of Wands and Prunella vulgaris – There have been times in the past where you have asked for needed help and your requests have been refused. Make sure that you aren’t allowing those past experiences to prevent you from getting the help that you need in the present.

Nostalgia – A positive past experience or event to acknowledge, reflect upon, and enjoy.

Ten of Cups and Matricaria discoidea – Keep in mind that you can discard a lot and still be happy and fulfilled. Happiness and contentment is not dependent on things, nor on people that are not healthy for you. Sometimes shedding dead weight makes the whole world lighter and brighter.

A Warning – Something coming that can be prevented or overcome.

Ten of Pentacles and Salvia rosmarinus – Take care that you are not focusing so hard upon your goals that you miss all the good stuff and happy memories that can be made right now in the present.

Empowerment – A future opportunity to work toward.

The Sun and Rosa chinensis minima ‘Alex’ – Success is often accomplished in small measures and small steps. Don’t focus on the big picture, but instead break your goals down into smaller bite sized steps and you will find a greater return on your investment.

Message from the Spirit World – Right now your sense of security, happiness, and success depends on leaning into spending time with friends and family. Keep yourself on steady footing with long-time friends and those you trust.

Message from the Mind’s World – You are heading into a moment of transformation, and need to make sure that instead of focusing on the discomfort of change that you instead lean into infusing this time with fun, adventure, and enthusiasm. Make a conscious choice to be uplifting and see things from that adventurous perspective.

Message from the Physical World – Sometimes your very best healing is done from the comfort of home. Doing a bit of house cleaning can go a long way to finding comfortable contentment at home that’s been a bit lacking of late.

DECKS USED: THE SPIRIT OF FLOWERS TAROT AND ESSENCE INSIGHTS ORACLE