Today’s meditation was ten minutes long, and was based off the affirmation from the Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal card that is attached in this post.

I just had a bit of a struggle and crisis concerning the topic of this affirmation, as when chaos reigned the other day and I was left feeling uncertain in myself, that uncertainty ate at my confidence and caused a bit of an inner conflict.  Self doubt rose, and I worried that my worth would be taken for granted.

That is not what happened, and today this affirmation was a balm to the pain of that uncertainty.

Today’s draw is the Fool card, which is traditionally a representation of innocence, enthusiasm, newness and fresh starts, carefree outlooks, and spontaneity.

People often associate the Fool with being “foolish”, but sometimes it’s not about being foolish at all, but about seeing things from a new and fresh perspective and diving in to that perspective wholeheartedly… even when it might be scary.  Even when things might not go exactly as planned.  The beginning is still the beginning and should be faced with joy and enthusiasm, not trepidation.

DECK USED:  DECK OF ORIGINS TAROT

I spoke with Gideon about my feelings of self doubt and uncertainty, instead of just shutting down because of them.