Today’s meditation was attached to the end of my yoga / physio practice, as I was a little short on time today due to obligations to help an employer getting ready to re-open his business.
It was nice and relaxing, and honestly? The yoga practice went a little more smoothly than I anticipated as well. Usually I have a little bit more resistance in my hips and ribs when it comes to easing tension in the muscles. Today, however, it seemed to ease smoothly in each position after just a deep breath or two.
Today’s draw is the Ace of Pentacles, which is traditionally interpreted as an indication of new beginnings or new opportunities in the area of one’s finances, resources, manifestations, and the physical world.
This card is essentially the “seed” of the pentacles suit, and is all about potential, just as when you plant a seed within soil that practice is all about the potential that seed has within it.
So much stood out to me today in the imagery of this card, that I got a little overwhelmed with it all and it took me a bit to actually walk back and figure out what stood out to me first. What first stood out to me in this card when I pulled it this morning was the fruit. Although the apples on this tree are not quite ripe yet, they are plentiful, and the symbolism of apples as a whole is one of abundance.
I see the message of this card to be one of optimism. When you plant a seed, you never know what is going to happen. You have to wait. When you plant a tree from seed? That wait can be a very, very long one and there are many stages of worry and concern involved from waiting for the sprout, and then caring for that sprout to make sure it survives.
Growing an apple tree from seed takes years and a good deal of care, and yet when it is finally established and matured enough to bear fruit, the prize is sweet.
So the message of optimism has to do with planting the seed… and keeping a positive outlook as you foster that seed into growth. Whether that seed is better health, starting a savings account in the hopes of creating a substantial sense of security one day, or literally planting seeds to grow your own food. Stay positive, and that positivity will help that seed to become a seedling… and foster that seedling into growth.
DECK USED: FORAGER’S DAUGHTER TAROT
#TarotForGrowthMay Challenge Prompt
Question: How can I better prioritize my needs without falling into guilt?
Reading Summary: Remember that everyone has needs, and that’s ok (Judgement). You’re human just like everyone else (Five of Pentacles) and you go through crappy situations, just like everyone else (The Tower).
Take Away: The message here is that I’m not invincible, nor am I perfect. I make mistakes like everyone else, and I struggle from time to time, just like everyone else. It’s okay to need to take care of myself… because if I don’t take care of myself, then I’m of no use to myself, or anyone else either. Our flaws and our vulnerabilities are a part of what make each and every one of us who and what we are… and along with everything else that makes us human comes the need for self care.
DECK USED: MERMAID TAROT
#DiscordTarotholicsMay2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: Philosophical Question – Is absolute freedom / free will possible?
Take Away: Wow. Talk about just “dropping the bomb and walking away”. *Chuckles* This makes sense to me, though. Everyone has a different definition of what “freedom” and/or “free will” actually is.
Those that focus upon the positive and choose a path of optimism are more likely to find their definition of freedom and be happy with it. Meanwhile, those that choose to linger on the side of negativity and pessimism, on the other hand, will very rarely ever find freedom, because they will always be looking for something more or something different than what is right before them.
I write this as a pessimistic person myself, incidentally. I work very, very hard for each and every one of my little nuggets of optimism.
DECK USED: COSMOS TAROT AND ORACLE
Question: What should I learn from this time away from my ‘normal life’?
Reading Summary: How to reign myself in (Prince of Swords) while discarding what isn’t working for me (Eight of Cups) so that I can take better care of myself (Empress).
Take Away: I’ve said this again and again… and the cards have said it to me again and again… but I push myself too hard. I know it. The cards know it. Pretty much everyone knows it.
The lesson I should learn during this time when “normal life” is a distant memory and not likely on the horizon for a bit of time to come is that I need to better organize and prioritize my responsibilities, and weed out those that aren’t working for me or no longer resonate with me. By doing this, I free up space in my schedule and my life to better care for myself physically, mentally, and spiritually.
DECK USED: SUN AND MOON TAROT