Today’s meditation was just over eleven minutes long, and was a full body scan that I did to music just after my yoga/physiotherapy. It was a really nice practice, but I think that I’ll stick to the music-free sessions.
It’s too distracting when even the gentle reactions from my synesthesia start to play into the music, and I don’t really have any relaxing music that I don’t react to physically in some small way.
Today’s draw is the Six of Pentacles, which is about sharing and harmony as wealth and/or resources are balanced out rather than kept at an uneven scale. Oddly, I always confuse the imagery on this card with the Seven of Pentacles, and when I read this card using this deck.
What I get out of this card for today’s message is that when you have a good harvest, be sure to spread the wealth around. That can be financially or through resources, or even through the things you manifest along the way. It’s about reaping the benefits of your hard work, and sharing those benefits with others.
It makes me think of J and L, and about those things I give without thought, and the people I give them to. I know that sometimes you think I am too generous, sometimes with those that you feel are undeserving. But to ME, that generosity is one of the ways that I show that I appreciate others, and sometimes also a way for me to to express that I care.
DECK USED: TAROT OF THE HIDDEN REALM
#TarotForGrowthFebruary Challenge Prompt
Question: What is my relationship with my community?
Reading Summary: Although I often feel like I’m slacking (Four of Swords), what I actually provide is a sense of stability (Four of Coins) and direction (Two of Wands).
Take Away: I drew these cards with my condo building in mind. I’m on the security board (which is so much nicer than just having a “security person” on the condo board) and we just had a meeting last night. I don’t have a lot of specific responsibilities on this board, or rather… any. Instead I step in when I can and when is needed. It’s nice to know that my presence and contributions are providing something of value, because as usual… I don’t see my own worth or contributions all that clearly at all.
DECK USED: TAROT OF THE LUCID SLUMBER
#DiscordTarotholicsFeb2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: How can I obtain more of what I love most in life?
Reading Summary: Ten wands – six wands – ace cups
Stop overburdening myself (Ten of WTF) and being so damned defensive (Six of WTF), and open yourself up emotionally to deal with things from a different angle (Ace of Genitalia).
Take Away: This is about you and I, and about dealing with those moments when you tweak. It’s about not allowing that sense of overwhelm and feelings of defensiveness get in the way of trying to understand where you’re coming from and seeking the emotional support and understanding needed to work through these things… because what I love most in life is you, and that means all of you. Even those possessive, protective, and sometimes zealously jealous parts.
DECK USED: REGRETSY TAROT
Owl and Bones February Two Card Challenge
Question: Message for the day: Oracle / Tarot
Oracle Message for Today: Listen to your intuition. Sometimes this can be difficult when the drop is in the process of crawling up my ass, but it’s needed. Especially in those times where my judgement can be compromised by the vulnerability and unsteady footing of the drop.
Tarot Message for Today: Just hold on and ride it out. It won’t last forever.